When the [superego] was suppressed, comfort came to him, and he felt much more comfortable inside.

But when he wanted to close his eyes and enjoy this comfort, Hope's face suddenly appeared in front of him.

He opened his eyes in surprise, and even his subconscious tendency to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages could not stop him from thinking of one thing -

When did that evil god from the Deep Sea Age fragment take control of my body?

What frightens him is that he doesn't even have this part of his memory - he clearly remembers that he met the evil god in the fragments of the Deep Sea Age, fell into a coma after that, and woke up again on his own ship.

The evil god took control of my body when I was in a coma!

Right, that is it!

But what happened next? Where did the evil god go?

The evil god left so inexplicably?

He had no memory of this at all, and even after he woke up, Nuomi Guo and Osmandis did not tell him about it.

He learned about this from his synaesthesia to the people and things around him, including Hope.

I don’t know where the evil god has gone. Don’t they know it too?

They must know what the evil god did when I was in a coma, but why didn't they tell me?!

them……

They betrayed me!

Chen Yan was shocked and angry, and the rage caused by betrayal quickly dominated his mind.

Reason was driven out by rage.

When sanity returned again, he was already in a mess - the office had been completely destroyed, the computer screen was smashed, the host became a pile of electronic waste that had been violently destroyed, and the glass cabinet door on the bookcase was broken.

Most of the remaining glass on the cabinet door frame was stained with a bright red.

He looked down and saw that his fists were already covered in blood.

When he saw the blood on his fist, he finally felt the pain.

His palms began to tremble due to the pain in his fingers, and he looked at the office door.

The soundproofing of the office was very good, and even though there was such a loud noise, no one came and knocked on the door... Swam outside the door must have heard it, and knew that he was venting, so he didn't come in.

Swam didn't come in...but he must have sensed...heard my ugliness...

Chen Yan felt a little panic in his heart. He was afraid that others would see him in such a helpless state.

He thought to himself that he should not be such a person.

'How did it come to this?'

'I...how could I become like this...'

The huge mental pressure caused him to fall into a trance. The whole world in front of him was so drowsy that he seemed to see his poor self.

Although poverty and even money must be scrutinized, at least I am happy...at least I have a bunch of friends, and at least I have someone to give me advice when doing things...Even if I still have to rely on myself in the end, at least I have someone to accompany me...

'I...I can't be so weak...'

Such self-questioning has no effect, and he becomes weaker and weaker.

Weakness makes him suspicious, weakness makes his thoughts confused:

'Why...what...they...when I was in a coma, when the evil god was doing those things...why didn't they tell me later?'

'They...they...are my partners...shouldn't partners trust each other...why don't they trust me?'

'I...what's wrong with me...I...I...'

'I...I'm right! I, I, and Swam!'

Chen Yan's eyes suddenly lit up, as if he had found himself again. As if he had grasped a life-saving straw, he suddenly turned his head and shouted towards the door:

"Swam!"

The door was opened immediately, and Swam walked in. His tall body, muscles and calm voice gave Chen Yan a huge sense of security:

"I am here."

Chen Yan asked nervously:

"You are always my partner, right???"

Swam said in a tone that was so calm that there was no doubt:

"I am always your partner."

Chen Yan didn't even notice what was wrong with such a conversation, nor did he think about whether what Swam, who had no normal human values, said meant what he imagined.

He was simply very happy, and such joy made him forget all the psychological conflicts that had just occurred in his heart.

He returned to his normal state of mind, even if this state of mind was simply due to his self-deception.

Chen Yan came to the window, looked at the busy streets and the [Z] logo on the huge billboard above the streets, took out his mobile phone and dialed Li Shoucheng's number.
Chapter completed!