Chapter 48 Desire and Integrity

The anti-charm talisman that Blue Bird gave me has no effect on this dream of enchantment. In the final analysis, Blue Bird's real strength is fighting, not making talismans; while the succubus's strength is charm, using the talisman to deal with her is to compare with one's own weakness.

The strength of a person. Perhaps this amulet is useful to deal with the ordinary charm of the succubus, but this dream is obviously a trick that the succubus is fully prepared to use with all its strength. The anti-charm amulet instantly turned into a weapon in the confrontation.

Coke.

However, even the charred amulet was enough to make me realize that I was in a dream.

At the same time, I also clearly understood the succubus's thinking. I'm afraid she still can't understand what kind of opposite sex I am interested in, but she should think so. It doesn't matter if she can't understand. Even if she doesn't understand, I will eventually

It was understandable. So she weaved this dream, in which "things I wanted to see" would appear. She wanted me to enchant myself, and the flesh in front of me was "it" in my memory.

But she was wrong after all.

What really fascinates me are things that even I can't understand.

In the five years that I have been with "it", I have never been able to distinguish between "it"'s sincerity and my own sincerity.

The bodies in front of me only represented things that I could distinguish. Especially after I realized that this was a dream, these bodies seemed even more superficial. What was inside was not "it" at all, but me.

Hopeless humanity.

I closed my eyes silently, and when I opened them again, those bodies had disappeared. And there was a black figure on the opposite side. Just like the devil in the dream, his whole body was black,

It's like the shadow changes from flat to three-dimensional.

"Are you going to wake up from your dream again?" He could actually speak and made the same voice as me.

"If I procrastinate here, the middleman will take the opportunity to kill me." I said.

He gave a negative answer, "No. No matter how long you spend in this dream, it is only a moment to the outside world."

"Do you think I will believe you when you say this?" I asked, "You are the incarnation of enchantment magic?"

"I am yourself. You have noticed, right? Only what you want to see will appear in this dream. The reason why I appear is because you don't want to wake up." He said, "At the same time, you

I also understand that what I said is true. It is impossible for you to be aware of this life-threatening matter. The passage of time in a different space depends on the sense of time, and this dream is specialized for this quality. Maybe you

You will still die at the hands of the middleman, but you can stay in the dream as long as you want before dying."

His voice gradually became bewitching, "Don't you want to die in the battle with the evil enemy? The current situation is just right. The story of Demon Li Duo has already ended in this heavy rain, and even if it is continued, it will be nothing more than

The dog's tail continues, so you might as well stay on this last page forever and enjoy it until you get tired of it before closing it."

"In that case, the two people outside will also die." I said.

"At the same time, you will never be able to recover that hand... This is your real and selfish thought, right?" He said, "What's the use of recovering that kind of thing? Dead things are not

You will be resurrected because of this. Even if you can be resurrected, you don't want to go back to your past self. It's better to stay here, where you can satisfy all your desires without hurting anyone."

"In fact, you regret very much. Why didn't you listen to the words of the blue bird? Why did you wake up from that dream... It would be great if you could continue to be a ignorant college student Li Duo. You can obviously become a hunter in the dream.

Demon, fight against those unforgivable villains and monsters, and finally become the hero you dream of among flowers and applause. When you die, you will be satisfied because you have not done anything to be ashamed of your heart.

." He continued, "But so what now? Li Duo, an innocent college student, turned into the evil demon Li Duo, and even made himself disgraced. What does it mean that he has sinned so much that he can no longer live without shame, and what does it mean that he has not been brainwashed?

Is it all voluntary? I've had enough and don't want to torture myself anymore. The murders were all done by being hypnotized and brainwashed. The victims just broke their teeth and swallowed them. Don't come to me.

Even the Security Bureau released me without charge, so I must be right."

He "stared" at me with his face without facial features, "——These are your true thoughts, aren't they?"

"Yes, these are my true thoughts." I admitted without hesitation and continued, "But if these thoughts are true, then I realize that these thoughts are despicable and I am deeply ashamed of them.

, is it a false thing? Is it true that only the desires in my heart are my own, and the shame in my heart is not my own? Absolutely not. Since you are myself, you cannot deny these words of mine.

"

"But don't you think it's tiring to live like this?" He asked, "Instead of being so entangled, it would be easier to stay in a dream."

As he said, it would be easy to accept this kind of dream. But my life is definitely not frivolous enough to rely on this kind of thing. If you can never distinguish your own entanglements, then it’s okay not to be able to distinguish them. The same is true for me.

punish.

Moreover, if I want to be greedy for these superficial things, then I have already chosen to indulge in the dream of the sirens.

And the reason why I didn’t indulge was because I had already been captured by an even bigger dream. That weird scene where I was lost alone in the mountain forest late at night, and under the gaze of the silver moonlight, I had crazy intercourse with things that looked both human and inhuman.

Dream.

However, whether it is the dream of the blue bird retaining me, the dream of the siren, or the dream of "it", there is only one result in the end.

Although thousands of words went through my mind, in the end, I only said one sentence, "Dreams can wake up."

Hearing this, the demon was silent for a moment, then smiled, "——Don't you also understand?"

"Are you..." Before I could finish my words, I saw him suddenly summon a black shadow axe, charging towards me and slashing at me.

I quickly blocked it with the Siren Blade. The moment I blocked the blow, the world in front of me was shattered. From the ruins of the building and the heavy rain, I returned to the previous alien space, and the demon in front of me became a middleman.

, the weapon that attacked me also changed from the shadow ax to the bone sword.

I woke up from the dream.

Everything that happened before was a self-question and answer that happened within my consciousness, and "Demon" was just another thought in my mind. However, I still want to believe that I was approved by someone and was lightly touched by him behind my back.

Give it a gentle push.

"What's going on? Why is he moving? Didn't you charm him?" the middleman shouted while retreating.

The succubus stood not far away, shouting in confusion: "He broke through the dream on his own... This is impossible! He should have seen what he wanted most, how could he refuse!"

While chasing the middleman, I observed the surroundings. At this moment, it was still the moment when I was captured by the charming dream. The girl was nowhere to be found, while Qiao An was still standing not far away, staring at me in shock. As for the middleman, he probably saw her.

It wasn't until I was charmed that he showed up.

The succubus quickly took out the bone whip and attacked me, and from another direction, another middleman rushed over to attack me. That was probably the main body - I realized it this way.

He did not choose to kidnap Qiao An first, probably because even if he successfully kidnapped Qiao An, as long as the clone is killed by me, the main body will die. The last suicide method can no longer be used on me, and he has no confidence in me.

They used hostage tactics, so they had to focus on me first... Unexpectedly, they were helped by their own moral inferiority.

But the winner will be me.

The moment the succubus' enchantment dream tactics failed, they had already lost.

At this point, it was useless even if three people besieged me. Although their numerical advantage made them temporarily evenly matched with me, the bone knife of the middleman clone and the bone whip of the succubus were soon completely shattered in the collision with the siren blade.

, the situation quickly turned against me. Seeing this, the succubus finally seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, and shouted: "I don't want to fight with this inexplicable guy anymore, you like to beat yourself, I'm leaving!"

"

After saying that, she ran away and disappeared into the depths of another space, never to be seen again. The middleman anxiously shouted: "Bastard!"

"How did you wake up from the charm? I can't accept how someone like you can break free!" He gritted his teeth and turned to me, "That charm will let you see what best suits your desires, as long as it's in your heart

Anyone who has desires will be addicted, without exception! Don’t you have desires? Impossible! What kind of magic did you use!"

"Desire is a true thought that comes from one's own heart." I said to him as well as myself, "But isn't shame also a true thought that comes from one's own heart?"

He seemed to have been hit at the most sensitive spot, "Shame? That's just something imposed by society, it's someone else's thing!"

"Didn't you say it before? No matter who it originally belonged to, as long as it falls into your hands, it will be yours." I said, "But now I want to politely and thoughtfully put someone else's label on it and hand it back as it is.

Society, can you be considered a perverted murderer like this?"

"Nonsense!" He actually went crazy. The clone next to him suddenly exploded into blood mist, and then turned into a blood-colored phantom and poured into his body, making his whole body swell even more.

Immediately, his explosive power increased dramatically, and he swung the long bone knife at me at an extremely fast speed.

In the different space, he cannot continue to use the tactics of trapping me in the different space, nor can he escape from my hands. The last way left for him is to bet that he can defeat me with a single blow.

The next moment, the winner will be decided.

The head of the middleman was smashed together with the bone knife, and the headless body followed the inertial motion and hit the far wall, unable to move anymore.

——

After that, I found another half of the mirror fragment from the middleman's body, and found a safe enough place to hide Qiao An and the others. Then I left the different space just like Qiao Licorice did last time, and

The security bureau was contacted to come to rescue them.

The girl who was replaced by the succubus before was found near the decisive battle site. The succubus did not kill her, maybe it wanted to use it in other places, but the unknown plan was put to rest, and the girl was lucky.

A life was saved.

The security officer responsible for rescuing the two people was Qiao Licao. Under my protection, she reopened and entered the entrance and exit where I returned to the real world, and equipped the two of them with some talismans and props that I could not understand.

"Although the matter in the different space will disappear after being transferred to the real world, as long as a sufficient amount of spirituality is injected in the correct method, it can be maintained for a while. As long as the body is restored with a normal diet during this period, it will be fine.

.The reason why it’s okay for us to breathe air in a different space is because such a trace amount of matter can be maintained by relying on people’s own spirituality.” Qiao Licao explained to me, “Of course, this method has limitations.

The reason why Persephone can return to the earth for half of the year is because she eats very little in the underworld. If people eat and drink in a different space for too long, they will completely become residents there.

At that time, even if you use this method, you will not be able to return."

"I have another question." I said, "Why do the spirits and spiritual beings in different dimensions not disappear in the real world?"

"This is an issue that even warlocks find difficult to reach a consensus on, but there is such a controversial statement. All spirituality is actually the outflow of the true spirit, and all matter is the illusion of the true spirit. Spiritual bodies

It is composed of spirituality, so it will not disappear; while the illusion of matter will disappear because it moves from one dream to another." She said, "For true spirits, different spaces are just dreams, and the real world

It’s an even bigger dream.”

"Dream..." I was hesitant.

Qiao An was shocked that her sister was also a warlock. Although Qiao Liancao was panicked when she heard that her brother was trapped in a different space, she seemed extremely calm at this time, which was really amazing and admirable. And then again

After a lot of work, we found two mirror fragments in another space and used them as keys to return to the real world.

Under the influence of Qiao Licorice's talismans and props, nothing happened to Qiao An and the girl. Seeing this, we were relieved. But just in case, the two of them had to go to the Security Bureau for further processing, and

There will be regular physical examinations for a period of time after that, and it will not be truly over until it is confirmed that all the alien space matter in the body has been replaced by real world matter.

At this point, the incident has come to an end, but many unanswered questions remain.

For example, why is the middleman so obsessed with Qiao An, and what motivation does the succubus have to support the middleman; more importantly, what is the connection between the middleman and the old bones...

It's easy to know this, just ask the middleman about his memory.

Another night, I entered the siren's dream again.
Chapter completed!