Chapter 332 Want to have a home
In the evening, the light in the living room was a little dim.
Wen Ruya shrank on the sofa.
She slowly raised her arms and hugged her, suddenly feeling a little chill all over and shivered subconsciously.
"Oh……"
"hehe……"
Wen Ruya laughed self-deprecatingly, her shoulders trembling, but she laughed even worse than crying.
"My life is really a failure..."
From a noble family daughter to a fallen into the world and going to a foreign country to work hard in a foreign country.
From the young master who was raising people, to the shameful illegitimate daughter.
The biological parents only regard her as a tool for supremacy or revenge, and after she loses her value, it seems that she is not the same person.
She has never experienced a normal family and an ordinary life.
Even if she is strong inside.
It is impossible to say you don't care.
How could I not care...
Once you desire family affection and warmth, you will be easily fascinated by a powerful man like Qi Yuan who is gentle and polite on the surface and fall into unreal warmth.
Wen Ruya knew about Qi Yuan’s thoughts about Ning Miao very early on.
But when faced with Qi Yuan's change in attitude, she still couldn't help but fall.
Wen Ruya actually couldn't tell whether Qi Yuan became interested in Ning Miao because of her, or just treated her as Ning Miao's substitute.
But she saw countless people and could not resist the man's delicate thoughts and considerateness.
No one seemed to be so meticulous to her.
It's very illusory, like a bubble that will be shattered at any time.
But it's very real because the facts exist.
Wen Ruya struggled, but in the end she couldn't help but grasp the ethereal warmth.
However, once you get it, why don’t you want to crave more?
After such a quarrel, Wen Ruya had no appetite for dinner, and after washing up, she lay back on her room without wanting to deal with any work matters.
I fell asleep while lying down.
While half asleep and half awake, she seemed to fall into a warm and spacious embrace, a familiar breath and a familiar body.
Wen Ruya, who was very alert, was awakened suddenly. She opened her still confused eyes and met a pair of deep and soft eyes in the darkness.
"Qiyuan, you..."
Wen Ruya was shocked and angry. When did he enter the room? The door and window were clearly locked, and the key was also with her.
Can you only say that you are truly the number one killer in the underground world?
Wen Ruya was very angry at his silent climbing into the bed. She wanted to fight back, but was easily subdued by a man. She was trapped in the quilt in a very ambiguous posture, with her body pressed together.
She is very good at ancient martial arts master.
But Qi Yuan is the king who fought for life and death. His moves are neat and fatal. Sven is just his appearance, and this is the real him.
Wen Ruya struggled and failed and said in a deep voice: "Let me go!"
Qi Yuan used a lot of effort to subdue Wen Ruya, who was strong, but his voice was very steady, attached to Wen Ruya's ear: "You are you, she is her, I can tell you clearly."
"I want to have a good talk with you, okay?"
Wen Ruya relaxed all her strength, closed her eyes, buried her head in the quilt, and whispered: "Don't give me hope anymore, give me some fun."
"You have to believe that in my eyes, you must be unique." Qi Yuan still did not let her go.
He put it in Wen Ruya's ear and said to himself: "Do you know? After working in this industry for a long time, we will feel that humans are just animals that can speak and be independent. The only difference is whether they are smart or not, whether they have money."
"So in the past, I would be fascinated by the particularity of Chongli who is different from ordinary people. This is the nature of a man."
Wen Ruya struggled gently in his arms, but of course she failed again.
Qi Yuan hugged her tightly and continued to whisper: "But now, I want to wash my hands thoroughly for you and be an ordinary person."
"I want to end my wandering life, I want to have a home, a stable home."
Wen Ruya's voice was clear and cold, slowly: "I feel like I'm just a substitute, an alternative."
"Heart moves and love are different." Qi Yuan said seriously. "One is instantaneous emotion, and the other is lasting emotion."
"I am moved by her, guarding and fulfilling."
"But I love, obsession, desire for you." His hands went from locking Wen Ruya's arm to loosening, "I have only developed lasting desires for you over the years. This is enough to prove my loyalty, and I can't be interested in others."
Wen Ruya did not push him away again.
She looked calmly in the direction of the window, turned her back to Qi Yuan and asked, "Have you ever had other women? With your identity and wealth, there are many temptations outside."
Qi Yuan knew that he had already been persuaded for most of the time and replied seriously: "Since it is a temptation, it comes with a price. I will not touch any woman."
"Why do you need to be a physical person?"
Qi Yuan finally couldn't help laughing.
"I have hands."
"But with you here, my hands lost their effect."
He held Wen Ruya's palm and suddenly said, "Ruya, let's have a formal relationship."
"I cut off all the past, and then, wherever you want to live, I will take root, cultivate a glamorous new identity, and get married after having a stable social environment... Ruya?"
He suddenly found the girl in his arms sobbing softly, but he didn't cry.
Qi Yuan quickly turned over and hugged her from the front, buried her in his arms, and gently stroked her back.
He knew Wen Ruya's situation and also understood her psychology.
She has been weakly strong.
Wen Ruya didn't like crying very much. She took deep breaths, trying to suppress her manifestation of showing weakness.
Qi Yuan found out and said, "Don't hold it back, cry whenever you want. I don't know how to laugh or look down on me. I just feel sorry for you."
Of course, Wen Ruya wanted to cry happily, but she calmed down and buried her chest and sobbed gently.
Qi Yuan sighed and said, "We are all rootless wandering people. Let's find a place to take root together."
Wen Ruya looked up at him, stared at him, and asked softly: "Can I have a stable home?"
In the darkness, Qi Yuan's eyesight is still very good.
He could clearly see the emotions in Wen Ruya's eyes, which were shallow sorrow.
“There will be.”
He said word by word.
"It will definitely."
"I don't feel safe with unknown things." Wen Ruya raised her hand and gently stroked Qi Yuan's face, "Qi Yuan, I want to know everything about you, everything that is true."
"May I?"
She looked at Qi Yuan earnestly.
Qi Yuan raised the back of her hand and kissed her gently: "I'll tell you everything."
Wen Ruya finally regained her confidence as home court and smiled faintly.
She couldn't wait to seize this warmth and pursue this small hope.
If all this is still fake.
She will destroy Qi Yuan.
But I will not die with Qiyuan.
Chapter completed!