Chapter 63 What do you have to worry about?

The life and death crisis of the Xie family has disappeared for the time being, but no one is relaxed.

Xie Yun blamed himself for not protecting Chen Liuzhen and stayed him. Chen Liuzhen was nervous because he wanted to go to the Wei Palace alone.

Mrs. Xie was anxious because Xie Yuan heard those despicable words in his ears, and pulled Xie Yuan to say bad things about Hu Ji, who was despicable, had low moral character, and was looked down upon. Even if she heard nothing from her, she could not go to her heart. Such a woman would get dirty when she saw her.

It seemed as if he tried his best to erase Xie Yuan’s memory today.

Xie Yuan listened expressionlessly. At a young age, he looked as if he was dead and unconscious.

How could she forget what happened today? Is she forgetting her goals and ambitions that have always been a joke or a bubble?

"A Yuan, have you heard what Mom said to you?" Mrs. Xie couldn't understand what she was thinking, so she became even more worried. She felt that her good child was ruined by the words of a Hu Ji, so she finally couldn't help but urge her.

Xie Yuan did not come to his senses at all, but just looked at her depressedly and responded:

"I heard my mother."

Mrs. Xie observed her expression and was silent. She asked again:

"What did you hear?"

"Hu Ji is a bad woman. Her words are dirty words and cannot be listened to." Xie Yuan replied obediently with his eyes hanging down.

Mrs. Xie breathed a sigh of relief and then felt relieved.

Let's talk about other things:

"A Yuan, you are not young anymore, you will get married in the future. Although you and Liu Zhen grew up and have a good relationship. But when you are a child, it will be different when you grow up. Which man doesn't like to marry a gentle and considerate wife? Your temper and behavior should be changed. After all, getting married is the biggest event for a woman in her life. Whether you live well or not depends entirely on whether the couple is harmonious..."

Xie Yuan frowned, and the regretful and meaningful smile appeared in front of him again. She said:

"The girl is so fierce that she won't like a man..."

It is not good to generate her like this, and my mother also said it is not good to generate her like this.

So what is good? Gentle and considerate?

The red-clothed beard is obviously gentler than anyone else. He always smiles when he speaks, and even gets angry doesn't look angry. He looks coquettish. When his eyebrows and eyes flow, he always speculates on people's expressions, as if he is ready to please him at any time.

Just like this gentle and considerate woman, but my mother repeatedly emphasized that her inferior character is the most despised.

Xie Yuan frowned, and felt a deeper disgust for the identity of a woman in his heart.

What's so good about being a woman?

She wants to be a man, but no one will say that she was born badly.

...But she can't be the one, she is born with little things.

Thinking of this, Xie Yuan felt deeply desperate and could not cheer up.

"...Do you know that you will start wearing a ru skirt from tomorrow? If you wear a skirt, it is inconvenient to run and jump, and you can also suppress your active temperament. After a long time, you will adapt." Mrs. Xie was still saying, turning her head to see Xie Yuan lowering her eyebrows and saying "um" listlessly.

She has always been lively and active, and has a lot of energy. When did she look like this?

So Mrs. Xie felt a little distressed again, touched her head and said guiltily:

"My A Yuan was scared, right?"

Xie Yuan sat beside her with his eyes hanging down, without saying a word.

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The eleven-year-old Xie Yuan remembered that he had changed into women's clothing for the first time and threw away her sword. He was as dull as if he had lost his soul. He asked her to eat, and she would do whatever she asked her to do.

But there were no such things for her to do, so most of the time she sat in the corridor, looking at the sky, looking at the eaves of the house, not knowing what she was thinking.

Chen Liuzhen is leaving tomorrow. He didn't know what would happen in the future. The teacher had no choice but to tell him to have the awareness of the monarch and ministers, be vigilant and respectful at all times, and not to stab the hearts of the superiors and lose his life.

The teacher can do nothing else.

Chen Liuzhen was very scared. He dreamed of all kinds of ways of dying at night... he died in front of the two armies, under the horse's hooves of the chaotic army, on the feather arrows shot over, under the sword of the Emperor of Wei, or at the hands of the grandson who was about the same age as him and had not met yet.

He was very scared and naturally thought of Xie Yuan. But Xie Yuan seemed to have become a different person.

"A Yuan, why are you willing to be a girl suddenly?" Chen Liuzhen asked curiously when she saw her leaning against the railing, wearing a fresh-colored dress.

But she ignored him.

Chen Liuzhen followed her gaze and looked at the empty swallow nest on the eaves. He thought of Xie Yuan taking him with him before, but before dawn, he came here to watch the chirping young swallows.

I still remember that she carefully held the falling bird with both hands, and the scene of her handsomely turning onto the roof. When I saw her so quiet now, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

So he sat down next to her and asked, "What's wrong with you? Are you worried about me?"

When Xie Yuan heard this, he finally turned his head and looked at Chen Liuzhen, and said coldly:

"What are you worried about?"

Chen Liuzhen raised his eyebrows in a hurry and said, "I'm leaving. I'm leaving. I don't know how long I can live alone in the future. My father will fight with them."

Xie Yuan said in a cold tone, with jealousy and unwillingness:

"Didn't you say that you want to read a lot of books and become a famous scholar who has been famous for all ages? Now there is nothing to be afraid of when you come to your door... It's ridiculous that I don't even have the opportunity to be an official, why should I worry about you?"

For some reason, as soon as Xie Yuan's words came out, the fear in Chen Liuzhen's heart disappeared inexplicably, and instead a sentence emerged from his mind:

"When God is about to give a great responsibility to this man, he must first suffer his mind and mind, exhaust his muscles and bones, starve his body, and lose his body, and act and disturb his actions."

Since he is on the road to fulfilling his ambitions, there are some dangers and some difficulties, so what's so scary?

Chen Liuzhen was happy in an instant, turned his head and looked at Xie Yuan who was still depressed, and thought for a while and said:

"You can do it even if you want to be an official. I think you can definitely be a general."

Xie Yuan's face was pale, his eyes were dull, and he felt very disgusted by himself. He gritted his teeth and said:

"I'm a girl, I'll never have a chance in my life."

"Didn't you say you want to be a man and prove it to everyone? Others used to say you were a girl, but I never compromised. What's wrong now?" Chen Liuzhen was very confused.

Xie Yuan turned his head and looked at Chen Liuzhen.

(End of this chapter)
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