Chapter 258: Being mediocre for half my life is a laughing stock (5)

Yan Si looked at her blankly, her lips slightly opened, but she couldn't utter a single word for a while. She was obviously still in great shock and couldn't calm down.

After being shocked, Yan Si looked up and down again calmly at the indifferent girl in front of her.

There is no unnecessary expression on a slightly childish face, and his expression is extremely indifferent. Even under the warm candlelight, there is still a slight chill that cannot be hidden.

Her eyebrows and eyebrows are very similar to that of the girl in white back then, but they are even more stunning and stunning. It's a pity that her beautiful peach blossom eyes have no smile at all when they are bent, and when she is not smiling,

Then she will show an indescribable majesty and awe, and she will be frighteningly cold, completely unlike a little girl who has not even grown her hair.

It doesn't look like it, it really doesn't look like it.

It's not like Yan Si has never heard of rumors about Ye Qingwan.

She couldn't understand, wasn't it said that Ye Qingwan was arrogant, domineering, spoiled and naughty? She shouldn't be a dandy girl who didn't know the dangers of the world and only knew how to eat, drink and have fun, smiling playfully all the time.

How could he be such a cold and mature person?

Just like the girl in white back then.

Aloof, governor, realistic, and a bit surly.

Yan Si believes that no one is born with a cold temperament. Most people who are as cold-hearted as Ye Qingwan often develop this kind of personality after suffering all the injustice and coldness in the world and going through countless hardships and twists and turns.

character.

Back then, the girl in white lived in seclusion in the mountains and was not familiar with the world. She seemed to be an orphan, so we could understand her weird temperament. However, Ye Qingwan was only a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl, and she was a much-loved official son-in-law.

Miss.

What can you experience?

Wait, that's not right.

Didn't Ye Qingwan say that she had a blood feud with Erfang's family?

That's no wonder

But why would several elders attack a little girl who was not enough of a threat?

Among them is her sister.

Whatever the reason, it's not necessarily too sinful.

"what's on your mind?"

The girl's cold voice sounded in my ears.

Yan Si barely regained her composure, moved her lips twice and was about to speak when she was suddenly interrupted by Xu Gu, and she could only swallow back the questions that came to her lips.

Xu Gu frowned and said indignantly: "We are also born as human beings, but Lin Dairu's heart is as vicious as a snake and a scorpion. But having said that, you can go to the General's Mansion to expose her. No matter what, you are the real one."

The person who saved Ye Sheng is the savior he is looking for."

"Don't you think that's ridiculous?" Yan Si smiled self-deprecatingly: "Didn't I say that he is no longer the little general in my heart, and I am no longer the little girl he loved back then, everyone

Everything has changed. There is no need to force each other. Anyway, Dai Ru doesn’t want to suffer with me anymore, so it’s better to fulfill her wishes.”

"Actually, it's not because of these."

Ye Qingwan suddenly interrupted her words against her will: "Your kindness to her and your forbearance for so many years are just to follow your father's last words before his death that night more than ten years ago, right?"

Yan Si was stunned for a moment when she was poked in the center, then smiled bitterly and said: "Qing Wan, you are really smart."

"But sometimes being too smart is not a good thing, as it will make life very tiring."

Ye Qingwan immediately refuted her: "You are so confused all day long, and you pretend to be blind and deaf when you see it, so you can live an easy life?"

"For half your life, your so-called easy life seems like a joke to me."

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Yan Si was noncommittal.

No one spoke anymore. Yan Si lowered her eyelashes and secretly felt sad. Ye Qingwan lazily fed herself wine. Xu Gu held her cheek and thought about the things next to her. She bit her lips knowingly, not understanding why Yan Si was so angry.

Unavenged, Wuming kept staring at them coldly, like a cold decoration.

Time passed quietly. Ye Qingwan drank the wine in the flask, smashed the wine glass on the table lightly, and asked: "Is it worth it for her?"

Yan Si didn't say a word, but five red marks were cut out of the palm of her hand hidden under the table. Her heart, which had been settled for many years, had begun to waver a little because of Ye Qingwan's sudden words.

Ye Qingwan refused, "Are you really willing?"

Yan Si continued to choose silence.

Ye Qingwan narrowed her peach blossom eyes, her face became colder and colder, and she lost her patience: "So, this revenge will not be avenged, right?"

"Forget it." Yan Si finally said, her smile ugly.

Ye Qingwan stood up suddenly when she heard the two words she expected.

Seeing the girl getting up and about to leave, Yan Si, who had been pretending to be calm, panicked.

When Ye Qingwan was about to walk out of the room, Yan Si wanted to stop her, but the girl took the initiative to stop, her voice as indifferent as water.

"You have doubted it."

"The reason why I choose to live in confusion is because I don't want to believe the facts and truth that I have doubted."

She turned half of her face as if covered with a layer of frost, her eyes were like snow-covered cold knives, without any emotion or warmth, and without any sympathy or pity for her tragic experience.

"Yan Si, I look down on you."

The door was opened.

The door was closed.

Yan Si's hand hanging in the air gradually began to tremble.

Lowering her eyes, she suddenly laughed softly. As soon as her eyelashes moved, tears welled up, one after another, sliding down her cheeks and dripping on the soft blanket, more and more.

She suddenly fell to her knees on the ground and slowly curled herself up into a small ball, as if this would make her feel a sense of security that she had never experienced before.

As early as more than ten years ago, when her parents died, she had imagined this. She wanted to hide in that small broken-back basket with Lin Dairu, waiting for someone like her to save her and take her away. She was reluctant to let go.

Let her suffer.

But she can't.

She promised her father that she would be a good sister upright and take good care of them and protect her sister.

The father said that this was also her mother's idea.

So from that day on, even if she suffered great grievances or encountered unsolvable difficulties, she never showed her vulnerable side in front of Lin Dairu. When the sky fell, she stood up first and tried her best to deal with it.

Lin Dai accommodated herself in every possible way and endured it again and again.

In the beginning, she treated her well just because of her promise.

But she is a human being, she also has feelings, and she also gets sad.

She gave everything for her, and she wanted her sister to be nice to her too.

A little is enough.

Even if not, at least don't betray her or hurt her.

Fortune plays tricks on people, but in the end it was Lin Dairu who was the sharp knife that hurt her the most.

Lin Dairu took away her lost lover.

When she learned the news, the person she actually blamed was not Lin Dairu.

Probably because it had become a habit to treat her well over the years, so at that moment, she felt that Lin Dairu did this because she was not good enough to her to make up for the harm she and her mother had caused her back then, so she was still

I hate her for taking away my father.
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