Born with a missing root

Just by saying this, the second elder felt that Su Qingyuan was born without a muscle, a muscle that lacked the ability to feel emotions.

"What will you do next?" the second elder sighed, with a pityful expression on his face.

"What should I do in the future? Just do it like this. I can never get married, I can make money all my life, and live a life of freedom and ease."

These words made the second elder's face immediately darken, "How can a woman not marry in this life? If you don't marry, what will you do when you get old? If you don't marry, how will you know the joy of starting a family and starting a business?"

"Then why didn't the second elder get married?"

The second elder choked, why are these little girls so mouthy? He couldn't handle Jiang Yingyue, and now there is a more powerful Owl Eagle, why is his life so miserable?

"It's not that I didn't look for it, it's that I didn't seize the opportunity."

After speaking, he sighed.

"Girl, this life is too long. Sometimes you will feel what is the meaning of living? What is the purpose of living? I have enough food and clothing now, but I can't find the direction of my pursuit."

As long as the second elder is at his current age, he can just take care of himself. Why should he worry about this? Su Qingyuan doesn't know his past, so she doesn't know.

But the second elder himself knew that when he was young, he did not cherish or be sure of losing such a person, so he felt guilty all his life, and he still spends his time in deep regret.

Su Qingyuan said harshly, "I'm looking for a direction for my struggle. I want to see what the world is like, and see if the children who are wandering in the world are free and unrestrained. I also want to"

After a pause, Su Qingyuan looked into the distance again.

Because at this moment, a person appeared in front of her, a person who should least appear, a person she was not allowed to appear.

"What else are you thinking about?" the second elder asked.

Su Qingyuan waved her hand and turned to leave, leaving behind this sentence, "The weather is cold, so it is better to go back and drink hot tea and warm up by the fire. The second elder is too old, so the wind and cold will not be good."

After saying that, she turned around and left. No matter what the second elder said, she did not turn around, and her steps were a little disordered.

She always wanted to forget about that sudden good feeling, so she left in such a hurry, but it seemed that the farther she left Dongzhen, the more uncomfortable she felt.

The higher she stood, it seemed that everything she looked at would make her miss her.

She wondered why she was like this, so she stood under the pavilion and looked into the distance.

She knew exactly what she wanted. She had never been in love, and she had never had such a crush on anyone. It could be said that Yan Nancen was the first person in her two lifetimes.

But she also clearly knows what she wants and what she is pursuing. In the original era, it was difficult for girls to be independent and self-reliant, but in this era it is even more impossible.

So she doesn't want to be bound by a relationship.

And she is good at analyzing the pros and cons. With a little analysis, she can see that she will pay a lot in this relationship because she and Yan Nancen are not equal because of their education and personalities.

And in this era, men had three wives and four concubines. Su Qingyuan didn't believe that he didn't even have a wife. She didn't believe him from the beginning.

Perhaps what he said about his crush on her came from his heart given the circumstances at that time, but he was a second-hand man with three children.

So to Su Qingyuan, this person is an unclean man.

Although she doesn't dislike unclean men, when she has a choice, she still wants a man who is clean physically and mentally.

Of course, she doesn't want such a person. She, Su Qingyuan, has been free to do whatever she wants her whole life, so even if she feels a little fond of him now and feels a little sour and hard to adapt to, she still thinks she can overcome it.

Even if I feel a lot of discomfort after leaving the small courtyard, even after leaving, I can't help but think of that savage.

She still suppressed this emotion in her heart and didn't let it grow any more.

At night, Jiang Yinshi came and gave her some daily necessities, but in fact she didn't need them at all.

"Owl Eagle, why do I feel that your mood recently is not as good as before?"

Has all this been discovered? How poorly did she hide it?

"No, I'm in a good mood. After all, you can get a deputy village owner without doing anything. This is not something ordinary people can do."

Su Qingyuan laughed at herself.

Jiang Yinshi poured tea for her directly, "It feels different. It's very different from you before. You look like the second elder trapped in love."

"How deeply was he hurt? Do you all have this look on your face?"

Jiang Yinshi did not hide anything, "The second elder once had a childhood sweetheart, but at the age when they should be discussing marriage, he wanted to go out in the world, leaving the woman alone at home. A year later, a letter came from home, and the woman had no choice but to marry.

, he was beaten to death by a man in less than a year.”

What happens next is natural.

The second elder never married, not only because he could not find the right person, but also because he was atoneing for his sins and torturing himself.
Chapter completed!