That young man was always on guard against me.

Every time after torturing me, he would heal my wounds even if I was afraid that I would die.

He tortured me in various ways every day, just because he was afraid that I would have less resentment in my heart.

It wasn't until a month later that the resentment in my heart completely covered my reason. He threw me into the furnace and the flames completely enveloped me. I couldn't feel the pain because I was already numb from the pain.

I could only feel the scorching temperature of the flame burning on my body, as if my whole body was burned.

My senses are also disappearing little by little.

The moment before my senses disappeared, I felt Master's breath, and I had a blank memory afterwards.

When I woke up again, I was no longer human, I was dead and a corpse.

That memory was too painful, so I asked Master to help me seal that memory, but even if the memory was sealed, I would never be able to go back to the way I used to be.

I became cold, taciturn, and ruthless. Even though I have no memory, everything that happened at that time still affects me.

It was only after the resentment entered my body that I fully recovered. The reason why my memory recovered was because I saw something unintentionally.

Until I separated from Master later, I never saw him again. I have always wanted to know Master's identity.

And there is a line of small print at the back that states that living people cannot bear resentment, only dead people can.

I didn't dare to confirm this with Master because I was afraid of hearing the exact answer.

Once the resentment breaks out, the entire Canglan Continent will be destroyed by that resentment.

The only solution is to use a human being as a container to introduce resentment into one's own body and suppress it.

I think Master also knew about it, but Master didn't tell me.

I found that everything seemed not so important anymore.

Master, the person I trust most, why does he treat me like this?

Could it be that the encounter between me and him was just a calculation from the beginning?

So I felt that sometimes it is not necessary to know all the truth, and sometimes not knowing is a kind of happiness, so I didn't ask, but I took the book.

I actually recovered some of my memories very early on, but those memories are scattered and not complete.

I haven't had any pets since.

I was silent at that time. Although my memory was not fully recovered at that time, the pain seemed to be in my subconscious. Even if I only felt it a little bit, it made my heart tremble.

And at the junction of those Jedi, endless resentment was suppressed.

The ancient book records some deeds and a map.

The map is the junction of several Jedi in the lower realm of Canglan.

It was at that time that the sealed memory in my mind opened a gate, and images flowed out intermittently.

But I had an inexplicable feeling in my heart that it was not unintentional, but that Master deliberately let me see it.

Master and I have resumed the way we used to get along, except practicing.

I wanted to go over and ask him why.

Whether it was a calculation at the beginning or a mistake in the middle, no matter what, I don't care anymore.

The two of us seemed to have a tacit understanding with each other, and this matter seemed to be forgotten.

But in the end I didn't ask.

It was then that I realized that my master was my fourth uncle.

The only thing I care about is Xiao Qi. I just want her to be well. Now that I have the strength to protect her, it is enough.

Until the final battle, I saw the Master wrapped in a black robe and a mask on his face.

And my little Jiaojiao was killed by that boy in order to protect me.

That is an ancient book.

It is said above that the lower realm of Canglan was once an ancient battlefield.

I am a monster.

What didn't turn me into a completely emotionless monster was Xiao Qi, the fair and tender little dumpling who smiled at me with his gums exposed.

Although Xiaotuanzi grew up and changed later, she was still herself.

She is a ray of light in my dark world, my salvation, and the person I will protect until death.
Chapter completed!