Chapter 254 It’s Too Late (Revised)

Kurosawa Hikaru was stunned on the spot, his thoughts in a mess.

Scenes appeared before his eyes.

In the student guidance room, Miss Ninomiya said that in order to prevent her from being influenced by other girls and delaying her studies, she proudly agreed to go on a date with him.

At Shinjuku Station, Miss Ninomiya appeared in a flash wearing a pair of rimless glasses. She was so beautiful that his heart fluttered.

While riding the roller coaster at the amusement park, he took the opportunity to hold Miss Ninomiya's hand.

There are many, many more. In every scene of her, Kurosawa Hikaru is fascinated and enamored with her. Her heart is so excited that she is so sweet that she laughs even when she sleeps.

But at this moment, everything was broken.

If you think about it carefully, these memories and scenes may have been the force that supported Miss Ninomiya until just now.

However, no matter how precious and sweet their memories were, what he did still deeply hurt Miss Ninomiya.

Even when he encountered Xiao Yuki hugging him, Miss Ninomiya still remained rational, did not make the matter a big deal, and retained her dignity.

Even when she walked into the darkness, she still remained calm and tried to understand the situation as much as possible.

Although she looks strong on the surface, her heart may have been riddled with wounds from herself.

He completely ignored what kind of mental preparation and construction Miss Ninomiya had to make before she mustered up the courage to come up and kiss him.

It's ridiculous that he just had the thought of "just die"... Even if it was unfair, he really shouldn't have kissed everyone just now for the sake of fairness.

If he could do it over again, he would have to put this matter aside even if he tried to find a way, and wait until afterwards to compensate Xiao Yuki and Mirai in private.

Because it would be too cruel for them to watch themselves having close contact with other women.

Thinking of all the details just now, Kurosawa Hikaru froze on the spot and did not react for a long time.

"I'm sorry, it seems I didn't help."

At this moment, a small, apologetic voice sounded.

The word 'I'm sorry' made Kurosawa Hikaru react.

He looked sideways and saw Sifengyuan Mirai walking up to him at some point and holding his arm.

Different from her previous calmness and confidence, her little face was full of guilt and sadness.

"This is not your fault, only mine."

Kurosawa Hikaru came back to his senses, realized what she said, and shook his head.

How can she be blamed for this matter... He only blames himself for not being able to seize the last chance.

Although he said this, Sifengyuan Future still cared about it in his heart.

She could see that Kurosawa really liked that Miss Ninomiya, and that Miss Ninomiya's love for Kurosawa was already extremely passionate.

This Miss Ninomiya not only looks cold and mature on the surface...even if she completely breaks down, she retains her dignity until the end and only cries but doesn't make a fuss.

It's hard to imagine what kind of psychological process she went through before she showed the expression she just did.

"Brother Guang... I'm sorry, if I hadn't let you kiss me just now, it would have been fine."

Yuki Ichinose also came up and held his arm, feeling extremely guilty.

She shouldn't have been so competitive just now. If she didn't have the courage to do so, she might not be like this.

As the saying goes, there is no acquaintance without fighting. After the argument just now, she has actually noticed... Miss Ninomiya only looks strong on the surface, but in fact, she is extremely fragile on the inside.

"Don't say that. You are not to blame for this, only myself."

Seeing her pitiful and frightened look, Kurosawa Hikaru shook his head, forced himself to cheer up, and smiled.

"..."

Ichinose Yuki was very worried when she saw his painful and bitter smile.

Sad emotions are contagious and make the atmosphere extremely solemn.

"Phew...it's okay, it's okay."

Realizing that both girls were upset because of him, Kurosawa Hikaru took a few deep breaths and forced himself to speak.

Only when you lose can you learn how to cherish. He realizes how cruel it is to ask girls to accept that he is a playboy. Facing Ichinose Yuki and Shifengin Mirai, he feels grateful and guilty.

What I am grateful for is that they are here to be with me.

What I feel guilty about is that for the harm that today's incident has caused them, we must compensate them more in the future.

"How could it be okay..."

Sifengyuan is a little anxious about the future.

Although she had never experienced it personally and could not understand his pain, Kurosawa's sad and lost expression just now could be seen by anyone with eyesight. How painful it was for him to leave Chizuru Ninomiya.

.

"Brother Guang, why don't you catch up? Miss Ninomiya shouldn't have run far yet. If we let her go this time, she might really go."

Ichinose Yuki also felt that this matter was very important, so she grabbed his arm, shook it, and begged.

"I said I would respect her choice."

Seeing that they all wanted to chase him, Kurosawa Hikaru took his hand out of their hands and reached out to touch their heads.

As long as he remains the same as he is, not loving only one person, and not being a devoted man, he has no right to retain her.

He had realized very deeply that he had really done something wrong this time and had completely hurt her.

If he keeps cutting and arguing, if he goes back on his words and entangles her, it will delay Miss Ninomiya's life.

"All right."

When Sifengyuan saw that he had said this in the future, she raised her head and realized something.

As a bystander, she naturally felt that it would be better to try to save him...but for the person involved, it was not that easy.

"Um……"

Kurosawa Hikaru realized that she had given up and no longer forced himself to chase, and looked at her with some gratitude.

He really didn't have the courage to pursue it...because he had already tried it just now.

It wasn't that he hadn't thought about staying. At that moment, he was more anxious than anyone else. He wanted to do something to seek forgiveness and amends.

But Miss Ninomiya was completely hurt by him, and now no matter what he does, he just makes up for it, to no avail.

"But……"

As a girl, Ichinose Yuki felt that this matter could not end like this.

"I'm fine."

Seeing that she was still anxious, Kurosawa Hikaru turned around and touched her head.

"All right."

Ichinose Yuki looked up at him, then at the corner where Ninomiya Chizuru disappeared, and finally met the eyes of Mirai Shihoin on the side before nodding.

"So good."

Seeing her approval, Kurosawa rubbed her head and smiled.

"Let's go get something to eat?" Sifengyuan suggested in the future.

"I'm sorry, I don't have the appetite right now. Can you leave me alone for a while?"

Kurosawa Hikaru heard this suggestion and smiled bitterly.

Although he was indeed a little hungry, he was really not in the mood.

"Okay, but I hope you won't have this expression next time I see you."

Seeing that he finally made this request, Si Fengyuan looked at him deeply in the future and said.

"I try my best."

Kurosawa Hikaru choked up when he heard this. He didn't have a mirror and didn't know what his expression was.

"May I have your name?"

After receiving his answer, Shifengyuan Mirai suddenly looked at Xiao Yuki beside him.

"My name is Yuki Ichinose."

Faced with this question, Xiao Yuki was stunned for a moment and then responded.

"Ichinose Yuki, let's go."

Shifengyin Mirai thought about the name for a while, remembered it, waved, turned around and left Kurosawa Hikari's side.

"ah?"

Upon hearing this request, Ichinose Yuki was immediately stunned.

Let’s go? Where are we going? Brother Guang is so sad, it’s when he needs comfort.
To be continued...