Chapter 263 The person with deep memories

With the popularity of "When You Get Old", "Singer. When You Are Old" has also reached the pinnacle of variety shows.

The program is about to usher in the finals.

"New song?"

Lin Shen stared at Lin Fan and said in surprise.

Today Lin Fan called Lin Shen over and expressed that he wanted to sing a new song for his final night.

Lin Shen stared with big eyes, his face full of expectation, Teacher Lin Fan's song! It will shock everyone.

Looking at Lin Shen's dog-like eyes, how much anticipation is there.

"The main reason I called you here this time is to ask you what kind of songs you want to sing."

This time, Lin Fan planned to leave the choice to the other party. Anyway, no matter what style, he could write it. After all, he had countless songs in his mind.

This was a rare opportunity. Lin Shen made crazy choices in his mind. He sang highly skilled songs and also sang for his parents.

Suddenly, the image of a girl he once met in the hospital flashed across Lin Shen's mind.

When he was taking care of his mother in the hospital, he met a girl named Ningning who suffered from depression.

Ning Ning lived next door to his mother's room at the time.

On the night they met, Lin Shen looked at his mother's old face, which had been tortured by illness, and tears fell unconsciously.

In order not to wake up his mother, Lin Shen went out and came to the rooftop of the hospital.

There are countless stars in the night sky, and the moon is ridiculously bright.

Lin Fan raised his head, hoping that a shooting star would pass by and that his mother would get better soon.

Thinking of his mother's tortured appearance, Lin Shen tightly held the railing in front of her.

At this moment, the corner of his clothes was grabbed, and Lin Shen turned around.

She is a little girl who looks to be in her teens.

"Hello, kid, why are you here?"

At that time, he quickly wiped away his tears and greeted the girl with a smile.

What she said at that time, she seemed to say: Since you don’t want to laugh, don’t laugh. If you want to cry, cry and laugh. Isn’t that great?

Ning Ning at that time gave Lin Shen a great feeling, not only because of those words, but also because there was no light in Ning Ning's eyes when she said those words.

During the conversation, we learned that Ning Ning suffered from severe depression, and she also understood that she was sick, so she cooperated very cooperatively and stayed in the hospital for treatment, taking those painful and tear-inducing medicines every day.

"Sometimes, I can't control my heart at all. It's like being controlled by a demon. It tells me to give up and stop struggling. This world is really bad. But, in this world, I

There are too many things that I can't let go of. I am a single-parent family, and my mother has lived for me for so long, but she still has no good home, so I am working hard and fighting against the devil."

When Ning Ning said this, her voice was calm, as if she was not the one suffering from severe depression.

In fact, Lin Shen didn't know that the girl wanted to commit suicide that day.

When she came to the rooftop and saw Lin Shen crying under the moonlight, she seemed to see an angel, which made her give up the idea of ​​suicide. She could not leave in front of the angel.

From that day on, Lin Shen often went to see Ning Ning and got to know Ning Ning's mother.

Ning Ning's mother is a gentle and cowardly person. She loves Ning Ning and will give her everything she needs. At the same time, she is afraid of losing Ning Ning and is afraid of bearing the blow of this loss, so she spends a lot of time with Ning Ning.

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Ning Ning loves her mother, she will look outside the door from time to time.

As soon as the door opened, she smiled, but when the nurse came in, her smile gradually disappeared. She was waiting for her mother.

Seeing the disappointment in the girl's eyes, Lin Shen called out to the woman who had just seen Ning Ning and was about to leave.

He told Ning Ning's mother that Ning Ning missed her very much, but the woman actually covered her face and cried.

"I know that I am not a qualified mother, but I really can't bear the thought of another close relative leaving me."

Only then did Lin Shen learn that Ningning's mother and father had a very good relationship, but his father left them and his daughter to go to heaven.

From that day on, Ningning's mother came more often, but most of the time she stood outside the door and just watched.

in those days.

Ning Ning's favorite thing is to listen to Lin Shen sing. She said that every time she listens to him singing, she feels like an angel has arrived.

Seeing Ning Ning's mental state getting better and better, Lin Shen was also very happy.

"Brother, I hope that one day you can sing this song for our group. I think it will be very nice!"

"Okay, I will definitely let you hear the song sung for you."

There seemed to be light in Ningning's eyes, and she was eating candy in her mouth and holding the new doll given to her by her mother in her arms.

Lin Shen felt that the girl was particularly happy today and spoke much more briskly. She kept looking outside, as if she was longing for the outside world.

Lin Shen thought that Ning Ning had gotten better.

But how could a severely depressed patient get better so easily? All this was just an illusion put on by Ning Ning.

She wanted to perform to her mother who only dared to peek at her from behind the door, and she wanted to tell her mother to feel free to pursue her love.

On the day Ning Ning jumped off the building, Lin Shen was performing.

After the performance, I received a call from the hospital.

They informed him that Ning Ning had passed away and left him a letter.

The moment he received the notice, Lin Shen rushed to the hospital without stopping.

There, he saw Ning Ning for the last time, and Ning Ning's mother who already had a new family.

Only then did Lin Shen remember the pile of wedding candies and various toys on Ning Ning's table.

And, Ning Ning saw the relaxation and relief in her eyes.

Lin deeply hated himself, why couldn't he notice Ning Ning's condition earlier!

After sending Ning Ning away, Lin Shen opened a letter Ning Ning left for him.

‘Brother Lin Shen,

Don't be sad for me, for me, this is relief.

What I have always worried about the most is my mother. Now that she has someone who loves her, I can leave with peace of mind.

Brother Lin Shen, I am really, really happy to have you by your side during this time. From your singing, I really seem to see an angel.

I also thought about fighting the devil.

But I'm really too tired, I don't want to persevere, and I don't want to work hard anymore.

Don't be sad for me, don't be sad, death is a relief for me.

Before I met you, I often wondered what light was like. After meeting you, I understood that it cannot be expressed, but it is always in my heart.

Brother Lin Shen, please continue to shine in music, and I will cheer for you!

Ningning heading to heaven’

Until the end, Ning Ning never heard this music.

Recalling this experience, Ning Ning's original smile seemed to flash before his eyes.

For patients with depression, no one understands their inner pain. Just like him, they will be deceived by Ning Ning's appearance.

But he still had an agreement with Ning Ning.

"Teacher Lin Fan, actually, I have a special request."

Lin Shen told Lin Fan his story with Ning Ning.

"I want to sing a song for people with depression. I want them to hear my singing."

For people with depression.

"Okay, then come back tomorrow and we'll go to the recording studio to practice singing."

After Lin Shen left, Lin Fan began to write and draw on paper.

He already has an idea.
Chapter completed!