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Author: Qingyue

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136. Tutoring

"Tell me about your sister."

"What are you talking about?"

"Name, age, personality, what grade she is in, her relationship with you, and your parents."

"My sister's name is Yang Guoli. She is twelve years old and is in the first grade of junior high school. She is in the same class as me. She is cheerful and lively, loves to laugh, has good academic performance, and her parents like her."

"Do you like your sister?"

"She is cute, no one doesn't like her."

"Does mom and dad like you?"

He lowered his head: "I don't like it."

Zhang Yu felt a little hurt.

Through communication, Zhang Yu felt that the child's intelligence was normal, but he had a little difficulty in studying. His parents were strong and his sister was very good. He must be under great pressure.

"Do you think...mom and dad like your sister, don't like you?"

"Because my sister is excellent in all aspects, I... can't..."

"I think you're pretty good!"

Yang Guodong looked up at Zhang Yu in surprise.

"You say that your sister is excellent means that you know how to appreciate other people's goodness. If you say that you like your sister, it means that you are a good brother and you are kind. You will not be jealous and hate your sister because your sister's brilliance blocks your light. This is more precious than good academic performance."

His dull eyes were a little shiny.

"Actually, mom and dad like you too, but they may not express it, so you can't feel their love for you."

He showed a puzzled expression.

After thinking about it, he shook his head.

"Maybe they love me, but I don't do anything and embarrass them. I don't think I deserve to be their son."

"Apart from your poor academic performance, everything else is good! If you don't have bad academic performance, you will have no future."

"But poor academic performance will not be able to find a good job in the future, and we cannot let our family live a good life."

"There are thousands of ways to make a living in the world, not just the path to school."

"But that's not what mom and dad said."

"They said that studying is the only way out, because they learned from rural exams before."

"What job does your parents do?"

"My mom is a college teacher and my dad is a senior cadre."

Zhang Yu was silent. It was not the problem of this child, but the problem of this family. Because of their own excellent, the parents could not accept an ordinary child. The greater the expectations for the child, the greater the disappointment, and the greater the pressure on the child, so it formed a vicious cycle.

Since the child has no problem with intelligence, she will try her best to help him to see if he can improve his academic performance.

Zhang Yu wanted Yang Guodong to follow her to see his mother, but at this time, he spoke incredible words.

"Sister, I think it's boring to live."

"You are only sixteen years old, why do you have such an idea?"

"My academic performance is not good and I often relegate to grades. I embarrass my parents, and my parents are also very sad. I often wonder why I was born? If I don't exist, can my parents live a decent and happy life?"

"Don't say that. If you leave, how will your parents live for the rest of their lives? They will definitely live in endless pain."

"They have a sister! Mom said that the sister is their pride."

"Do you want to leave this world, just think about it, or have you ever put it into action?"

"Once I cut my hand with a knife. I heard that the blood vessel was cut and the blood was dry, and the person died. I cut it for a while. It hurts very much. It hasn't been cut yet! It's so painful that I can't stand the pain. If the blood vessel is cut, I don't know how it will hurt! I was afraid of the pain, so I gave up. Look, I don't even have the courage to die. Isn't it a coward?"

Yang Guodong rolled up his sleeves, revealing a shallow scar on his left wrist.

Zhang Yu has confirmed that the child is already depressed.

This is a strange field, and Zhang Yu doesn't know what to do.

She had to tell her mother about the child's situation and find the right person to intervene in time to avoid irreversible results.

"Guodong, everyone is afraid of pain. It is normal. It is a sense of self-protection. Therefore, being sick or being hurt is the most painful thing for a person. This is not a matter of having courage. Don't just say that you are a coward. On the contrary, I think you are very cute, which means you are a person who cherishes yourself. You know the pain and still have to do it. Isn't that stupid?"

"Sister, you're very good, I like to chat with you."

"Is that true? From then on, if you have any questions or have any thoughts in your heart and don't want to tell others, you can tell me, is that OK?"

"Yes, I just want to tell you."

"Then you promise me that you will never do anything that hurts you again. There are still many wonderful things in this world, but you just haven't discovered it. In the future, I will take you to find these wonderful things, okay?"

"Okay." The muscles on his face were no longer stiff and stretched a lot.

"You go over now and let your mother come over to see me alone."

Yang Guodong passed by, and soon Qiao Aunt came.

"Aunt Qiao, I think your son's current problem is not a problem of academic performance, but a psychological problem. This is a situation that is more serious than academic performance."

"Big girl, what does it mean? Psychological problems? What are his psychological problems?"

"Just now, Guodong told me that he felt that living in this world has no meaning, because he has no value, and he embarrassed his parents. He said that if he leaves this world, his parents will not be embarrassed again..."

Aunt Qiao's tears snatched the frame.

"He...how could he think so? This silly child." Her voice trembled.

"It was your actions that made him feel that this illusion. I said that my parents loved him. He said that you only love your sister because her sister is very outstanding. He said that he was gone and that his sister would be with you..."

Aunt Qiao was already crying in a daze at this time.

"Did you not notice that there was any problem with your child's psychology?"

Aunt Qiao wiped her tears with her handkerchief.

"This child has been silent since childhood. In the past two years, he has been talking less and less. He can express himself in one word and never say two words. If he can stop talking, he will try not to speak. Who knows what he thinks?"

"Because nothing he says is useless, no one understands him, you only care about his academic performance, and you never think about what he thinks. He is a child, and he also hopes that he will be excellent and become the pride of his parents, but he feels that he has become your shame."

Aunt Qiao looked regretful: "Yes, I was wrong. I didn't really care about him. What I care about every day is his academic performance."
Chapter completed!