Chapter 188 Cherish the people in front of you

"Grandpa..."

Qin Zhiyi's figure was a little unstable. She couldn't believe that such a thing would happen.

At least she still doesn't believe that grandpa really went.

She turned around and said to Fei Chengsheng, "I want to go back to Qinjiazhuang."

Hecheng County was always quick and quickly found a carriage.

Qin Zhiyi sat in the carriage and drove to Qinjiazhuang, feeling like his body was floating.

He just clenched his fists tightly and said nothing during the whole journey. Fei Chengsheng also sat in the carriage and looked at it quietly. Seeing that Qin Zhiyi's face was pale and he didn't say a word, he held her in his arms silently.

hands, giving her comfort.

When Qin Zhiyi came to Xujiazhuang, she saw white flags hanging in her parents' yard from a distance.

When they jumped off the carriage and approached, the cries in the house also reached their eardrums.

Grandma sat aside with the support of the people around her, her expression a little dull.

It was as if these people coming and going and even crying had nothing to do with her.

There was a black coffin placed in the main room, and a brazier was placed in front of the coffin. Qin Zichang and Qin Zhuang were kneeling on the ground and burning paper money.

Now there are my sister-in-law and others kneeling behind me.

Qin Zhiyi staggered two steps, walked up to Grandma, and held Grandma's hand tightly.

"Grandma."

When Grandma heard the sound, her loving eyes slowly fell on her, and then she murmured: "He must have been stuck in phlegm last night. I even sucked it for him. Who knows...

…”

Having said this, she looked at the black coffin again, as if she couldn't believe that the grandpa who slept with her last night was gone this morning.

"My dear granddaughter, don't worry, he won't feel uncomfortable after leaving. If you go and take a look, he will look like he is asleep, and there will be no pain at all..."

After Grandma said this, she couldn't help it anymore and took out her handkerchief to wipe the corners of her eyes.

Qin Zhiyi never dared to let her tears fall. She was afraid that if she cried, grandma would feel even more uncomfortable.

At this moment, I could only hold on and say, "Okay, I'll go take a look."

The grandpa lying in the coffin really seemed to be asleep.

But when she thought about never seeing her grandpa again, she couldn't help but burst into tears.

Fei Chengsheng was always by her side. Qin Zhiyi looked at him, sniffed and asked, "Do you think I'm still alive? Is he just asleep?"

Seeing Qin Zhiyi so sad, he wanted to tell her yes, but he knew it was deception.

I can only hold her hand and comfort her in my own way.

The sister-in-law walked up to her at this time and said with choked sobs: "Ayi, you also saw that the second master left without pain, as if he was asleep. Don't cry. The old man is old and left without pain.

This is a happy event."

She nodded and looked at the people coming in one after another outside the door, some she knew and some she didn't.

All the grandpa's descendants came, but she didn't see any sadness on their faces.

Grandma was also surrounded by several people, and she didn't look as uncomfortable as before.

She had a vague impression of those people. Some of them were Grandpa's brothers and sisters, and two were Grandma's biological sisters. They were all comforting Grandma, but she always felt that no matter how many people were around her, Grandma couldn't see her.

Still so lonely.

She was in a daze all the time. She was always too late to say goodbye.

Just like when her grandpa left, she still feels it is unreal, but she feels more regretful.

The last day of my confusion was the day of burial.

Everyone followed the funeral procession, and Qin Zhiyi also followed, holding a handful of loess and scattering it as a final farewell.

She saw Grandma sitting at home secretly wiping her tears, watching with reluctance the people playing gongs and drums carrying the coffin farther and farther away.

Everything was ready, all the helpers and mourners left, the elder brother and sister-in-law were cleaning up, and grandma was just sitting in the yard blankly.

When Qin Zhiyi passed by, Grandma waved to her, and she knelt down and held Grandma's hand tightly.

Grandma said: "Grandma is right. Your grandpa left in peace. In fact, he was blessed. His good granddaughter took him to the city and lived a good life for a long time. The things you bought for him

I burned all the clothes for him. He liked to wear them, and when he got to the ground, I let him wear them too."

"Don't blame your grandpa. What he said that day was angry. I thought he came back because I was leaving. Who would have thought that he was walking ahead of me? If I hadn't been pestering him to leave, wouldn't he be?

Can you survive this winter?"

When Grandma finished speaking, her lips were trembling slightly.

She looked forward with her eyes, which was where her grandfather was buried.

Then, as if she remembered something, she held her hand and said, "Don't be sad when the day grandma leaves. Grandma has enjoyed all the blessings she deserves. Do you understand?"

"Um."

She resisted the urge to cry and continued to comfort grandma: "Grandma, grandpa is happy to have you by his side when he leaves."

Grandpa and grandma have treated each other like guests all their lives and have never had a single quarrel.

She heard from Grandpa that Grandma’s mother and Grandpa’s mother were best friends. When Grandma was three years old, the family couldn’t support her, so she told Grandpa’s mother this.

thing.

At that time, my grandfather’s family still had some food to spare, and they had many boys, so they could still live better than other families, so I directly said that since I couldn’t support them, I would leave it to her to raise them. When they grow up, I would give them to the two little ones.

marriage.

It is precisely because of this sentence that grandma became the child bride of grandpa's family.

Grandma also told her that when she was little, she used to follow Grandpa behind her. Her friends who played with her all said that she was Grandpa’s wife. She didn’t understand at that time, so she still followed behind her.

Grandpa is six years older than her, but he is much more sensible. He is always shy when called like that.

Perhaps because he knew that this was his future wife, my grandfather protected her in every way. Even after getting married, he never blushed once.

She was thinking, maybe this is the most honest love.

Now that grandpa is gone and grandma is the only one left, she will definitely not get used to it and will be sad.

"Probably so."

Grandma thought for a long time before replying.

She squeezed Grandma's hand again: "Grandma, after the first seven days, I will take you to live in the city."

Grandma waved her hand: "No, I won't go. I'm fine here. I can bask in the sun when I have nothing to do and walk around the village. I went to the city to influence you. You are tired of running a restaurant and you have to serve me, an old man."

Mrs."

"Hey, you're not tired, I'm just going to the restaurant for a walk. Besides, after you come back, the two little ones will always talk about you."

Hearing her talk about the two little ones, Grandma's eyes became much gentler.

"The two little guys want to study and be literate. If you really have time, you can just bring them back to see them. Grandma is old and can't walk, so she can feel more comfortable here."

Sister-in-law Xue Chunhua also came over at this time and patted her on the shoulder. She immediately understood and stood up and walked aside with her sister-in-law.

The sister-in-law said to her: "Grandma came back this time because she feels that she doesn't have much time. Old people are sometimes stubborn. If she doesn't want to go, don't force her. Besides, grandpa and grandma's relationship

You also know that she may have to stay here to accompany grandpa."

These chapters are very heavy to write. Gardenia's grandfather passed away last year, and the situation when he left was similar to what is written in the article. Therefore, the departure of grandpa has always been Gardenia's regret. It is a pity that I could not spend more time with him. Now due to the situation

Impact, it is rare to go back home, and it is rare to see grandma. I hope our lives can return to the previous life soon, and spend more time with those who love us and the people we love~

Gardenia loves you too
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