Chapter 228 What Should I Do?
Yuan Yanqi has been in the orphanage as long as he can remember. He matured earlier than other children, and while they were still playing carelessly, he already felt lonely. He felt that everyone in the world didn't seem to love him.
He seems to be innately repelled by the world, and his indifference makes other friends naturally and subconsciously avoid him and stay away from him.
At that time, Yan Qi smiled at him and extended his hand to him, so he cherished it very much.
Later, his best friend died, and he was so confused that he couldn't remember who he was.
Later, when I arrived at my original home, everything from food and clothing to the environment was turned upside down. Who wouldn’t want a good life and a good identity, especially for an abandoned child with nothing.
All that is at your fingertips, and the only thing Yuan Yanqi has to do is to act like a refined, decent son of the Yuan family.
He did a good job, and it was hard to tell whether it was real or fake.
After staying for several years, he graduated smoothly and made new friends. As long as he waited for Yuan Jianjun to slowly die of old age, he would be the master of the original family. The original family might not be a big deal, because he was very good, so he felt that he was nothing.
There is value even if you are not in your original home.
But the original family has a place of origin, so as long as he is in the original family, he is not an orphan. If he has descendants in the future, he will not be a child without an origin.
But then, Jiang Miao came.
Jiang Miao caught his eye, but was destined to become his competitor.
He wanted the Yuan family, and he also wanted Jiang Miao. He was plotting against her, hurting her, and getting close to her uncontrollably, hoping to make her fall in love with him.
His excellence and elegance made everyone feel that it was Jiang Miao who loved him, but Jiang Miao was not worthy of him.
Only he himself knows how unbearable he is.
He collected photos of Jiang Miao, looked at them, kissed them, and fondled them like a madman.
While he was laying the bait, he was also thinking about the way out. He had a seamless plan and various ways to deal with it if the plan failed.
If Jiang Miao doesn't love her, Yuan Yanqi is likely to indulge the devil in his heart if she makes a wrong move. As he has confessed, he may lock her up or give her some medicine.
, maybe even want to break her legs.
But fortunately, despite the twists and turns, Jiang Miao did not deviate from his plan and still fell in love with him.
There were some things that Jiang Miao didn't have to know in her whole life. She only needed to know that he loved her.
But this time Song Chen's unexpected appearance broke many things.
In fact, it was not entirely because of Song Chen. In fact, something was wrong with him when he saw his childhood friend in the orphanage. However, he did not believe in evil and he was determined that he could deal with it.
But in fact, he couldn't cope with it. After being stimulated, he completely lost control.
If he could lie to himself that he had a strong desire to control because he loved Jiang Miao so much, then now, he can't tell himself that. He doesn't just have a strong desire to control, he has a strong desire to control himself.
Paranoia is itself problematic.
He remembered what happened in the past and knew the life experience of his childhood friend. With his current financial capabilities, he could not help but investigate his own life experience.
His father died of mental torture, and his mother didn't want to see such a tragedy happen again, or watch the children she raised follow his father's old path, so she simply gave up and didn't face it.
His father was a lunatic, and his parents loved each other very much. They were fine when they got married, but after being stimulated, they began to suffer from mental problems.
Just like him now, from the orphanage to Jiang Miao's disappearance, he was also stimulated little by little and became uncontrollable little by little.
He was not mentally prepared yet. When he finally knew everything, he and Jiang Miao had a child.z.br
When Jiang Miao came back, it was he who personally nodded and gave up his child.
He couldn't face it, and he was also afraid of a child who might be destined to be unhealthy.
He himself knew how terrible this kind of unhealthy condition was, and it was worse than physical infirmity.
He doesn't want his children to be like him, hiding his paranoia in his heart
The devil is crazy and uncontrollable, and he doesn't want his children to be like him one day, seeing things that don't exist, and being forced to admit that he is abnormal again and again.
This was the first time Yuan Yanqi left the doctor with medicine, not sleeping aids.
He kept the medicine secret, but he also carried desserts.
Covered up, he is once again the perfect and elegant Yuan Yanqi.
When Yuan Yanqi returned, Jiang Miao was sitting in the yard reading a book.
Yuan Yanqi got out of the car and looked at each other. Jiang Miao didn't know whether to close the book for a moment and could only watch Yuan Yanqi walking towards her.
"I bought you something to eat." Yuan Yanqi leaned down and kissed Jiang Miao on the forehead as if nothing had happened.
Jiang Miao looked up at him and smiled. She knew Yuan Yanqi was waiting for her smile.
Jiang Miao felt that she had become hypocritical and perfunctory. She didn't want to laugh, but she was tired, afraid of trouble, and afraid of Yuan Yanqi's endless bad mood, so she simply did what Yuan Yanqi wanted.
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"Try it." Yuan Yanqi squatted down, carefully opened the package, and then looked sideways at Jiang Miao.
Jiang Miao was obedient and ate the dessert he bought in front of Yuan Yanqi.
Yuan Yanqi watched her eat it, then kissed her again with satisfaction, "You can continue reading, I'll go change clothes."
Jiang Miao nodded and breathed a deep sigh of relief when he looked at Yuan Yanqi's figure.
What happened to them that one day they needed such a false relationship.
Jiang Miao read more than half of the book, but Yuan Yanqi didn't come out again. Jiang Miao closed the book, entered the house, and went upstairs.
The door to the room was ajar, Jiang Miao pushed it open, and saw Yuan Yanqi sitting on the corner of the bed, leaning against the edge of the bed, a man in silence, with his head lowered and not knowing what he was thinking or looking at.
Feeling the movement at the door, he raised his eyes to look at Jiang Miao, then waved, "Baby, come in."
Jiang Miao walked towards him, knelt down and looked at him.
Yuan Yanqi said nothing, raised his arms and hugged her.
"Not going well at work?" Jiang Miao said, hesitatingly raising her hand and patting Yuan Yanqi on the back.
"There's nothing wrong with me, I just miss you." Yuan Yanqi's voice was very low, but he hugged her and said he missed her.
After a pause, Yuanyan Qishi continued with a smile, "You haven't hugged me for a long time. Are you afraid of me? Or don't you love me anymore?"
Jiang Miao's body stiffened. She was most afraid of what Yuan Yanqi said.
I don't know why, but Yuan Yanqi has been terribly paranoid lately. He seems to feel that the whole world doesn't love him.
Chapter completed!