Jiang Miao didn't dare to move. I don't know since when, facing Yuan Yanqi, Jiang Miao was so passive that he didn't dare to move.

They had been separated and reunited many times, each time getting heavier and heavier. Now, it was no longer a matter of whether they loved each other or whether their personalities were compatible. Many of the issues involved the bottom line. She was unknowingly attracted by Yuan Yan.

The bottom line has been lowered again and again, so low that if she still has extravagant hopes for Yuan Yanqi, she would feel sorry for herself.

Yuan Yanqi's footsteps stopped by the bed, but his breath was far away. He did not sit down, but seemed to just stand by the bed and look at her.

Jiang Miao pinched the corners of the quilt with her hands, feeling nervous in her heart unconsciously.

Jiang Miao could no longer guess whether Yuan Yanqi would be kind or angry in the next second.

Most of half a minute seemed like an eternity.

Yuan Yanqi felt that he loved Jiang Miao very much, and Jiang Miao might also love him, but he was used to loving passively.

Maybe Jiang Miao's morality did not allow her to abandon Yuan Yanqi immediately after learning about his condition, but he knew that Jiang Miao couldn't accept it. Jiang Miao was such a person who couldn't even accept that Yuan Yanqi was different from before. She

When she said she missed the former Yuan Yanqi, it was already doomed that her love could not support Yuan Yanqi's change, and it was a sharp and bad change.

Jiang Miao loved the perfect Yuan Yanqi, not the terrible person he is now.

I always feel that Jiang Miao is getting further and further away from him.

Yuan Yanqi squatted down and stroked Jiang Miao's hair. His fingertips were cold and seemed to be wet with sweat.

The hardest part is that I can’t afford it and I don’t want to let it go.

Yuan Yanqi admitted that he was selfish. He regarded Jiang Miao as a life-saving straw, but he was unwilling to reveal his true self. He was afraid of seeing Jiang Miao's contempt, indifference, and even hatred after learning the truth. In that case, he would not be able to save himself.

He was afraid that he would give up on himself faster because of Jiang Miao's eyes and attitude.

Taking his hand away, Yuan Yan stood up. A few seconds later, his steps moved again, and this time he left the room directly.

Feeling the door being closed again, Jiang Miao took a deep breath, not knowing whether she was more disappointed or relieved.

The next day, Yuan Yanqi made breakfast for Jiang Miao, but did not take the initiative to call Jiang Miao. He just told Zhang Yang and then went to work.

The two of them were like this, and he didn't know how to face Jiang Miao.

It was impossible for him to confess those things to Jiang Miao, but if he didn't confess, there was bound to be a gap between them. There were too many things and they were exhausted mentally and physically. What's more, what Jiang Miao said that day made Yuan Yanqi feel uncomfortable, not just because of Jiang Miao.

It is said that she has a relationship with Song Chen, and more importantly, Jiang Miao has already spoken out, and she has found a powerful way to influence Yuan Yanqi's sobriety.

He was afraid of conflict with Jiang Miao again, afraid that Jiang Miao could easily irritate him in this way again.

Yuan Yanqi stayed away from her, for Jiang Miao's sake and for his own sake. He was worried that he would completely collapse and explode in front of Jiang Miao.

Now that he is cold, he can still be cold. If he continues to communicate and test, he is afraid that he and Jiang Miao will really be pushed to the edge. He is afraid that Jiang Miao will have to find out, and is afraid that Jiang Miao will really break up with him and lose all their feelings.

overthrow.

If Jiang Miao knew a lot of things and if Jiang Miao wanted to leave him, what would he do?

In the final analysis, we still don't want to let go of Jiang Miao, but we can't find a way to be gentle with each other.

Yuan Yanqi changed cars again on the way to the company.

When he got on Xiaomi's car, Yuan Yanqi breathed a deep sigh of relief.

Xiaomi turned to look at him, helpless, "Mr. Yuan, has your hand injury recurred?"

Yuan Yanqi rarely drives by himself now. He had injured his hand before. Although he always said it was fine, but now, he could feel that something was wrong.

Yuan Yanqi lowered his eyes, looked at his hand, and smiled, "It hurts a little, so you have to continue picking me up."

Yuan Yanqi lied, but it was not a lie. In order to achieve his goal, he allowed Song Chen to bump into him. Now his hand does not hurt, but other places hurt. It is indeed a sequelae of that time. Feng Shui has taken its turn.

Proof of good transfer.

"Don't tell Jiang Miao." When starting the car, Yuan Yanqi looked at Xiaomi and added this sentence.

"Understood", Xiaomi nodded, Yuan Yanqi was used to cheating on himself, so naturally he didn't want Jiang Miao to worry about things like this.

"Let me find you a surgeon and take a look?" Xiaomi looked at him.

Yuan Yanqi shook his head, remained silent for a while, and then spoke again, "Find me a reliable lawyer."

"No," Xiaomi laughed. She thought Yuan Yanqi was joking with her. If her hand hurts and it's hard to drive, just take it easy. Even if you don't drive, it's no problem. It's not like there's no one to pick you up, so there's no need to find a lawyer. She

She turned around to look at Yuan Yanqi, only to find that Yuan Yanqi was looking at her very seriously.

"Why are you looking for a lawyer?" Xiaomi put away her smile and became a little more serious.

Yuan Yanqi looked at her expression and suddenly smiled again, "I'm getting married, so I shouldn't mess with many things?".

Although many things become common property after marriage, in fact many of Yuan Yanqi's things were accumulated before marriage, and he wanted Jiang Miao to have a share in everything.

"Anyway, I'm older than her, so I still have to give her enough protection, right?"

In Yuanyan Qixin's heart, the best and best destination is for him to grow old with Jiang Miao. Even if he grows old without wind and waves, he will probably leave earlier than Jiang Miao, not to mention that he is not here now.

They know where their tomorrow is, and maybe they don't have children.

After arriving at the company, the phone rang. Afeng asked him if he had arrived at the company and said that there was something at the nursing home to be handed over to him.

Not long after the meeting, Afeng came and brought a notebook.

"It said it was for you," Afeng handed the notebook to Yuan Yanqi, "I haven't opened it."

"Got it." Yuan Yanqi held the book, but did not open it in a hurry. He raised his eyes and looked at A Feng, who was also looking at him. He hesitated to speak. If anyone could spy on some of Yuan Yan Qi's

secret, then Ah Feng is the person closest to him.

"Brother Qi, are you okay?" Afeng still asked.

"No problem," Yuan Yanqi smiled, "It's okay, go and do your work."

A Feng nodded, and Yuan Yanqi watched A Feng leave before opening his notebook.

There is a line of words on the first page. The handwriting looks very elegant. It seems that the person who gave birth to him was also an intellectual before. That's right. The more intellectual you are, the harder it is to accept the terrible environment that is completely different from your own.

Variety.

Yuan Yanqi has been outstanding since he was a child. Apart from his character flaws, he is indeed excellent academically. It seems likely that his father is also a very outstanding person.

The more outstanding he was, the less he could accept his own changes. He committed suicide because he couldn't stand the mental torture at all.

That line is: These are all the memories I can remember from the beginning, I hope they are helpful to you.
Chapter completed!