Chapter 289
Even if Jiang Miao really did nothing and just stayed with him, it would be a way of redemption for Yuan Yanqi. However, Jiang Miao had to leave and forced Yuan Yanqi to tear apart the false self.
He had to force Yuan Yanqi to be stimulated and uncontrollably hurt her.
Perhaps it was because he realized that he was uncontrollable and that he might hurt Jiang Miao that Yuan Yanqi finally chose to let go of Jiang Miao and then perish.
Because between her and Jiang Miao, there is destined to be a bad person. If he has to hold Jiang Miao to save him, Jiang Miao may be hurt and scarred. On the contrary, if he lets Jiang Miao go, maybe Jiang Miao will have a better future.
, and he is the only one who goes to hell.
He may suddenly realize at the end that if he has to go to hell, there is really no need to drag the person he loves the most.
When he still had extravagant hopes, he hoped that his lover would accompany him. When he was completely disappointed and felt that he could not get better, he resolutely let go of the hand holding his lover to hell.
Maybe Yuan Yanqi is really not a good person, maybe all the wrong things Yuan Yanqi has done are worthy of being scolded, but no matter what, at the last moment, he let go, and he gave the person he loved the most a way to live.
, this may be his last way to express love.
But when he gave up on Jiang Miao, it also meant that he gave up on himself.
He let go of his only salvation, and then he no longer had any straw to grasp, and it seemed that there was no room for struggle.
Without Jiang Miao, who he is, what the consequences will be, and how crazy he will become seem to be meaningless.
Yuan Yanqi always felt that he was being attracted by a whirlpool. Inside was a completely unfamiliar world that made him extremely excited. It was colorful and unconstrained, and it kept attracting him to go in. But he clearly understood that once he
Once you enter, you may never come back.
He was reluctant to enter because all the attractions there could not compare to growing old with Jiang Miao. Jiang Miao was on this side of the world, so he wanted to stay on Jiang Miao's side.
Unfortunately, when he tried to pull Jiang Miao, hoping that Jiang Miao could use a little force to bring him back to reality, Jiang Miao didn't use force, but tried to let go of his hand again and again, trying to escape from him.
Yuan Yanqi refused to let go, but he had already been pulled into the hole. If he didn't let go, the black hole would sweep him and his lover away. Therefore, Yuan Yanqi let go and pulled Jiang Miao away.
Returned to her normal world.
In fact, Jiang Miao knows everything now and can't hold anything back for Yuan Yan Qikai. Yuan Yan Qikai's fault is still wrong, and all the hurtful things he has done still exist.
However, now that she knows the truth, the only thing Jiang Miao is sure of is that Yuan Yanqi actually really loves her, and he loves her very much.
Up to now, there is no distinction between right and wrong. It is really necessary to distinguish right from wrong along the way. There is really no way to distinguish, and it is impossible to say who owes whom more. Now it is purely a matter of love or not.
Does Jiang Miao love Yuan Yanqi? Can her love forgive all the mistakes Yuan Yanqi made when he was awake or not? Can her love bear the transformation of Yuan Yanqi? Is she really
He had the courage to accompany Yuan Yanqi through a very long and difficult process, and the outcome was unknown.
Jiang Miao felt that her reaction was a bit slow, whether it was happiness or sadness, she seemed very slow.
Back then, Yuan Yanqi finally let go of her hand and gave her her freedom, which was what she wanted with all her heart.
When she was with Yuan Yanqi, she wanted to escape. Later, when Yuan Yanqi helped her, she didn't feel very happy, or she didn't have time to be happy. Then she fell into all the truth that Yuan Yanqi had concealed.
Knowing these truths, she didn't seem to know how to express her sadness. She didn't even know if she was sad, but she felt very empty inside.
After Yuan Yanqi left, the old house has always seemed empty, and Jiang Miao's heart has always been empty. It seems that she has not yet digested it, nor has she fully understood what was going on in her heart.
She even
I still haven't really realized what it meant when they got divorced and Yuan Yanqi disappeared.
It means that she may never see Yuan Yanqi again. What does it feel like to never see Yuan Yanqi again? Jiang Miao hasn't realized it yet, because now is not the future. Now is just Yuan Yanqi's disappearance for a short time.
Within a few days.
Not seeing each other for a few days, no matter what, but some things have staying power, and it takes time to truly feel them.
Jiang Miao has been looking for an answer, looking for Yuan Yanqi's deception and concealment. She hates Yuan Yanqi's lack of confession.
But now that all the truth is presented to her, she realizes that, so what if she knows, there is nothing she can do.
In fact, Yuan Yanqi may also know about these things, and Jiang Miao can't do anything after knowing these things. In fact, what Jiang Miao really wants to do is very simple, really very simple, which is to love. There is no need to worry about it, no need to ask, no need to doubt, she just needs to love Yuan Yan wholeheartedly.
Weir opening.
Then Yuan Yanqi can defeat all monsters in her love.
As the former wife of Yuan Yanqi, she actually failed to do even the most basic love, which is just love.
Jiang Miao was indeed belatedly aware that she felt the real separation only after Yuan Yanqi left for more than a month.
My previous feelings had always been very vague. After finally getting rid of Yuan Yanqi in the rest of his life, and on the road to find out what Yuan Yanqi had deceived her, I later felt that Yuan Yanqi had gone through a long gap, which was just a short one.
Just disappeared.
It wasn't until Yuan Yanqi disappeared for more than a month that the feeling that this person was really gone slowly became clearer. Finally, he knew that he was not leaving for a short time and that he would never come back.
Jiang Miao's free days were not as comfortable and happy as she had hoped.
Many times she would think of Yuan Yanqi and what he would be like if he were still around.
Jiang Miao's life has become busy and thin. Her schedule has become very simple, only working and going home. Occasionally she will visit Yuan Yanqi's mother, and she can also learn that Yuan Yanqi is not just broken up with her.
Contact, Yuan Yanqi really put everyone down.
Jiang Miao would actually think about it many times. If Yuan Yanqi had really given up on him, wouldn't he really have trouble thinking about it? Jiang Miao would think of Yuan Yanqi more and more often when he was holding the medicine bottle.
Chapter completed!