Chapter 206: Childhood sweethearts autobiography(2/2)
Your love for me is not pure...
This sentence made Xu Zhimu's mind roar. Maybe he had already understood it.
At that time, my love for An Xiaomi was naturally sincere, but it was not pure, and part of it was the show-off mentality of my youth...
After all, An Xiaomi has been a proud girl since childhood. If you can catch An Xiaomi, it will be a very honorable thing among boys.
Moreover, Xu Zhimu didn't understand at all what liking and possessiveness were at that time.
When other boys pursue An Xiaomi, he becomes anxious and cannot see his own shortcomings clearly. He always preconceptions that he is her childhood sweetheart, and he should be the only one who can win An Xiaomi's heart.
The final outcome of this pathological development may have been predetermined.
An Xiaomi has An Xiaomi's problem, and Xu Zhimu has Xu Zhimu's problem.
Perhaps this is a common problem that many people have when they go through youth.
Regret and regret all come from this.
An Xiaomi retracted the finger that poked him, held her chin, and said softly: "Until that day, when you confessed your love to me in front of the whole school, I really wanted to agree to you for a moment, but I also knew that at that time,
You haven't recognized your own heart, so how can you like me wholeheartedly like you said?
Therefore, I rejected you, both for me and for you.
Later, you really changed suddenly. You started to exercise, your grades began to improve by leaps and bounds, you could also play basketball, sing and play guitar, and more and more girls surrounded you.
But there are fewer and fewer places for me.
I suddenly realized that I had pushed too hard again, and I began to be paranoid about thinking that you are my childhood sweetheart, and you must belong to me.
Until one day, you tell me that you already have someone you like.
Only then did I truly understand that we have really come a long way, but it seems that we are the ones to blame for all this."
Xu Zhimu felt a shiver from the depths of his soul.
The girl in front of her now had tears all over her face, and the crystal tears slowly slid down her fair and flawless cheeks.
Xu Zhimu looked at her, still sighed, stretched out his fingers and gently wiped away the tears on her cheek: "It's all over. In fact, you are very good, and it is normal for you to be demanding on your significant other, because you
It's worthy, but now... it's too late, I already have someone I like, and in this life, I won't marry anyone but her."
"I know... I envy you, and I envy her too." An Xiaomi felt the warmth on his fingers and smiled silly, heart-wrenching smile.
Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say now.
"It's true. I promised you that I would be happy today, so why are you crying again..."
An Xiaomi wiped away her tears and showed a sad smile.
"It doesn't matter, today is bound to be hard to forget."
Xu Zhimu touched her head, but had no other thoughts.
It's just like when the two met for the first time when they were young, they just wanted to comfort each other with pure thoughts.
"You are really a person... Shouldn't you say at this time, "It's all your own fault", so as to completely cut off my thoughts?"
An Xiaomi leaned gently on his shoulder.
"You know me, even if I say something like this, do you really believe it?"
Xu Zhimu said helplessly.
Sometimes, there really are no secrets between childhood sweethearts.
"Hehe, who made me your childhood sweetheart, the only one."
An Xiaomi said softly: "It really feels much better to say these words."
"Then shall we go back?"
"I still want to..." An Xiaomi nodded her chin, seeming to be thinking about something seriously.
"Just tell me, if it's not too much, I can promise you today."
Xu Zhimu said slowly, and then An Xiaomi's eyes were bright and she said word by word: "Then I have to go to the toilet, you wait for me!"
Xu Zhimu:......
Waiting for An Xiaomi to stand up from her seat and leave the classroom.
Xu Zhimu just sat quietly in his seat for a long time and sighed.
About two minutes after An Xiaomi left, a message suddenly came from Xu Zhimu's cell phone.
An Xiaomi: "There is a letter under my seat, left for you."
Xu Zhimu was stunned, looked down, and saw a letter placed under An Xiaomi's seat just now.
Chapter completed!