Half of my face was numb, and there was a buzzing sound in my ears. For a moment, I felt like I was back when I was twenty, and I heard my sixteen-year-old sister let out a frightened scream from the side.

Voice.

"Shameless! I lived with a man at the age of twenty, and got pregnant with an evil child before I got married!" His voice was like thunder, which seemed very far away in my ears.

"Is it that little gangster?! Ah? You are very capable, and you even gave him an abortion!" My father angrily told me about the past, my mother and my sister were holding me back, and my mother was trying to persuade me at the same time.

He winked and asked me to apologize and give in: "Old Ren, stop talking. It's been so many years. What's the use of saying it now? She's already married, and you still do it!"

He got angry and scolded me, and I looked up at him with eyes blurred by tears. What happened to the world? I didn’t want to cry, I just wanted to laugh. These are my biological parents. I didn’t expect that the family I depend on for a living would still be like this.

For many years, I thought that I had grown up and was myself.

The last time he beat me was the last time I was in a relationship and he caught me living with someone. It was four years ago. It was so long ago that I almost don’t even remember it. They thought I was worthless after I left that person.

I came back to them and lived my life according to their way. I finished college, went to work as expected, and even got married on a blind date. Most of it was because I couldn't withstand the pressure they put on me.

"It's been four years and I haven't been in love. Do you think I don't know and want to take revenge on us for separating you from that good-for-nothing little gangster? You have strong wings and you are married and you still don't forget to show me this old face.

Damn it! I let Shanwen behave myself all my life, why did I give birth to such a despicable thing like you!"

"You know how to scold me now, why didn't you keep me by your side then? If I were to be with you, would I hang out with that little gangster?" I deliberately emphasized the word "little gangster". If I had been sober at the time, I would definitely have

I didn't dare to refute him, but a series of blows shattered my forced compromise.

My words irritated my father more and more. His face was livid. If my mother and sister hadn't held me back, he might have wanted to strangle me to death. I've always been afraid of him, afraid that he wouldn't like me, afraid that he would scold me, and afraid of his disgusting looks.

Look at me.

It would be great if he strangled me to death and no one would embarrass him.

"Do you think Wen Zeyuan likes me that much? He has someone outside and won't even look at me. Are you calling me a widow just to lose face?!"

"You're talking nonsense!" My dad pointed at me and yelled. He didn't look like he was looking at his daughter at all, just like he was looking at a murderer. I suddenly felt that he was not scary at all, I just felt that he was stubborn and selfish.

The two most important men in my life, my father and my husband, have probably never loved me.

Because of family planning, I grew up with my grandma in the countryside when I was a child. My mother wanted a son, but she gave birth to a daughter. My sister is Ren Zhiwei, and her name is better than mine.

At first, my parents had to make money and rarely came back. Later, when they made money and had a sister, I was already fifteen years old when I came to my parents' house from the countryside. When I came from the country, I couldn't keep up with the study progress in the city, and I couldn't keep up with the study progress in the city.

The fashions of urbanites, let alone the living habits of urbanites. I could see the alienation in their eyes. My sister was five years old at that time, the most lovely and lively age. She spent every day in the arms of her parents. I hid in

I study hard in my study, and hear my sister’s laughter outside every day.

I was very cautious when I first came to my parents' house. I always felt that I had lived a very tolerant life. After I went to college and started working, it seemed that everything in the past was far away from me. I successfully integrated into city life, yes,

What I am talking about now is that it is high-end and classy.

Wen Zeyuan is a typical example of tallness. It is not easy for me to marry such a man on a blind date. My mother found such a husband for me, so she gave me more face. I actually screwed up.

I always thought that if Weiwei hadn't been only sixteen years old, she might have been the one to marry Wen Zeyuan.

It would be much cheaper for me to marry Wen Ze.

In fact, it's really cheap for me. I like Wen Zeyuan very much. Even if he doesn't like me, I still listen to my mother.

I didn't do well in college, and my family spent some money to get into it. At that time, I just wanted to escape from that family. I didn't want to spend their money, so I worked part-time and rented a house to live outside.

It was at that time that I met Le Li and Ji Xianzhi.

At that time, I didn't know that Ji Xianzhi had such a literary name. At that time, they all called him Ah Xian.

Ji Xianzhi is very good-looking. He is not the same type as Wen Zeyuan. At least they were not the same type four years ago. Wen Zeyuan is a typical white-collar man, but Ah Xian is changeable.

Although he had no tattoos and had his ears pierced and his hair dyed, he looked a little more mature than his peers at that time, and his whole body had a snarky air. And this kind of scornful air was not obscene, because he didn't pay much attention to us little girls.

It gave him a bit of coolness in his ruffianism.

Every girl has naively hoped to be a bastard terminator, just like a girl in her twenties or seventies, she still longs to be a prodigal terminator in her heart. I just indulged in my fantasy to be different from Ah Xian.

In the tenderness.

I picked up my bag and said, "I won't embarrass you, I'm leaving!" My mother and sister were holding on to my father, but no one could pull me away, or no one wanted to keep me at all.

My dad pointed at me and said, "Go back and apologize to the Wen family!"

I picked up my backpack and walked out, slamming the door shut.
Chapter completed!