The most regretful thing I have ever done in my life is probably leaving Wen Zeyuan that year.

The first time I saw Ren Xiaomei was after I managed to get back to work at the company. Wen Zeyuan walked out of the elevator with me. He was walking more hurriedly than usual. He is the kind of person who does things very well and always has a plan.

It's so disordered that it doesn't speed up even when walking.

When I walked out of the door, I saw him looking at a girl outside the door through the glass. The girl was sitting on the steps of the bonsai without any image, rubbing her heels, taking off her high heels and holding them in her hands.

She rubbed her feet and looked at the door, as if she was waiting for someone.

Wen Zeyuan stood there and looked at her for a while, then slowly walked over.

When the girl saw him appearing, she beamed with joy and jumped up. Suddenly she thought of high heels and hurriedly put on her shoes. When she walked towards him, she was still crooked and almost fell down. Her face was full of flattery and she was pretending to be reserved.

But Wen Zeyuan didn't mind at all. He held her hand that held the shoe and walked out, lowering his head and talking to her.

Later I found out that it was Ren Xiaomei.

I stood there looking at their backs. I remembered that after we broke up, he went to the bar to find me. Li Pei and I danced on the stage. The whole place was filled with screams, and the music and heartbeats resonated. I caught a glimpse of Wen Zeyuan, who was standing there.

Looking at me in the crowd, he was the only quiet person in the whole place. He stood there quietly and looked at me quietly.

I didn't hear clearly what Wen Zeyuan said. Li Pei and I kissed passionately in front of him. I met Li Pei at the venue and he had been chasing me for many years. Wen Zeyuan looked at us with a livid face, and finally turned around and left.

Watching him go, I felt very happy. I sang and danced, remembering his mother's words asking me to weigh myself before leaving him.

I didn't know at that time that he was still having a fever that day when he came to see me, because the neon lights in the bar were so bright that I couldn't see his face clearly. I was so drunk that night that I had sex with Li Pei.

Since we already had a relationship and I was single, I just decided to be with him.

I was too young at that time. The more I was afraid of something, the more I became afraid of it.

I was afraid that he would dislike me, so I took a preemptive strike. I tried my best to make a fuss, and only when he comforted me could I feel at ease. But the fuss made him mentally and physically exhausted.

I have always felt that I am nobler than the women who sing and pick up customers, because I am a college student and I come here to dance just to make money. But no matter what, this is a mark that is difficult to erase on my body and is my negative scale.

But I just want to make a fuss, which makes his family restless, and I am afraid of losing him. I ask him every day whether he loves me or not, and whether he will stay with me forever.

I hated his mother, and I didn’t allow him to contact his family. As long as there was even a clue, I would smash everything in the house to pieces. When I thought about it later, that part of it was really like crazy. The way he looked at me, I also

It was like looking at a madman. I cared too much about him and wanted to control him too much, but I never thought that with a man like Wen Zeyuan, I would only push him further and further away. When I finally found out, it was already too late.

But that day when I saw him treating Ren Xiaomei so tenderly, I suddenly regretted it until I suddenly heard rumors that he was getting married. I was so drunk that Li Pei suddenly called me and told me that he had AIDS and asked me to go too.

examine.

There was no need to check, and I didn’t even want to check. There was no doubt about it. I hung out with him for more than a week until I felt tired of it. Then I left. I sat on the floor and slid my phone to the side.

Meters away, I leaned against the wall and shed tears.

I decided to die on his wedding day so that he could see my blood staining the floor red with his own eyes.

He came to take my knife, but he just took my knife and sent me to the hospital before going back to attend the wedding. I cried and begged him not to leave, but suddenly I found a scar on his arm.

Trembling, I told him that I might be infected with AIDS.

, I pointed at his wound and said, "Is it contagious?" I took a step back and leaned against the wall, looking at me. He looked at me, but I felt that his eyes had passed through my body. For a long time, he

Said: "The probability of this is very low, you can do it yourself."

He turned around and left. I remembered all his dedicated looks, but I had never seen him look so heartless. I never knew his eyes could be so cold. I was completely sober. I had lost him. My heart ached.

It was unspeakable, and I covered my face and cried bitterly. I thought I must take him back, but I was not willing to do so. I was not willing to die like this!

Li Pei called me every day. He advised me to go to the United States with him and get active treatment. I refused. I had already checked that once this disease occurs, it is rarely cured.

When he was reported by the company, I knew that my opportunity had come. I quickly found out that Wen Zeyuan had been framed. I began to know that the forces of the Xi family were involved. After several years in the scene, the Xi family

I know very well the power of the family. I didn't know about the feud between Xi Zinan and Zeyuan at the time. I just thought that the Xi family wanted to seize some rights of the Road and Book Company.

I called him and asked him to come out and told him that I could perjury for him to prove that he did not take the plot. He did not express his position. In a moment of urgency, I grabbed his hand and said, "Zeyuan, you really can't give me this once."

Any chance?"

He pulled his hand back and looked at me coldly: "I can solve this matter myself. I got the result today. You can take care of yourself and don't go looking for Meimei again!"

He got up and left, but my hands were still empty on the table. I didn’t know how long I had to live. The more he behaved like this, the more I hated him. I tried every means to make Ren Xiaomei doubt him. I didn’t believe it.

Their blind date and marriage are worth the experience between me and Zeyuan!

But I underestimated Wen Zeyuan's ability. He and Lu Yushu teamed up to solve the matter easily, but they didn't seem to know that the forces of the Xi family were involved.

So when I told Wen Zeyuan in the underground garage, I deliberately created an atmosphere of reluctant farewell. Ren Xiaomei hid behind a pillar and eavesdropped. I knew that this incident could cause her to make a big fuss. I also knew that making a fuss would only cause a big fuss.

It will push men further and further away.

When Wen Zeyuan grabbed me and asked me why, I saw Ren Xiaomei standing blankly, looking heartbroken. In fact, he just asked me why I decided to tell him now.

Ren Xiaomei then did another stupid thing. She dug out my old photos and threatened me to leave Zeyuan, otherwise she would send the photos out. I was already dying, what should I be afraid of? I would send out the photos myself.

In the forum, forward the information to Wen Zeyuan.

Immediately afterwards, Xi Zinan did me a big favor. He found someone to tell Wen Zeyuan that Ren Xiaomei was married to him at the request of the Xi family. Fortunately, he was dealt a blow on this day. I was not clear about this either.

He even found me and said that he had let Wen Zeyuan know that he had instructed his men to let people with AIDS lure me into having a relationship. He asked me to cooperate with him.

Naturally, I would not refute and let Zeyuan mistakenly think that I got AIDS because Xi Zinan was retaliating against him. After Ren Xiaomei completely betrayed him, the deeper the guilt he felt towards me, the greater the chance that I would get him back.

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Wen Zeyuan was indeed completely confused.

When Ren Xiaomei went to look for him in a state of embarrassment, I stood behind the door. His indifference to her made me happy, but after she fainted, he picked her up regardless.

He squatted on the ground and patted her face, his eyes full of pity. She had a high fever and kept talking nonsense. She was explaining and crying in her dream. Wen Zeyuan held her hand and listened silently. I don't know

What was he thinking in his heart, but I always felt that he simply believed her.

Later he injected her with a sedative and she finally fell asleep.

I was always with him. I asked him: "What do you want to do?"

Wen Zeyuan said: "Can you help me with something?"

I looked at him and he said: "Cooperate with me and make her give up on divorcing me. It only takes a while. I don't want anything to happen to her because of me."

It was like a thunderbolt sounded in my mind. I held back tears for a long time, and finally couldn't help it. I asked him: "Why do you believe her so much?"

There was a bitter smile on Wen Zeyuan's lips: "When I first heard it, I did feel very upset. But once I calmed down, I realized that such words were full of loopholes. I am not a fool. I don't know what my woman will do to me.

None?"

I was shocked, he said she was his woman!

He never said that about me!

His feelings for her are different from those he once gave me!

I don't have much time left. I want to take back Zeyuan and want to leave a place in his heart forever. I am in great pain. I am not willing to die like this. No one in this world will remember me anymore.

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I think my love may be selfish because I want something in return.

But what was wrong with him was that he actually retreated to protect her!

I stared at Ren Xiaomei, I was jealous of her, and I also realized how ridiculous I was at that moment. But I couldn't look back.

After I left Wen Zeyuan, I was very drunk, and Li Pei came to see me again. To be honest, Li Pei is not a bad man. But when I thought that he caused me to get this damn disease, I wanted to kill him with a knife.

I looked at him with drunken eyes and threw a beer bottle at him. He stretched out his hand to block it. The bottle shattered on his arm and there was blood everywhere.

I chuckled and said, "Look, you AIDS person, who do you want to harm with your blood?"

He looked at me and said, "Wanwan, you will harm yourself if you continue like this."

Li Pei came to me and hugged me. I grabbed the cracked wine bottle and pointed it at him, telling him to get out. If he didn't harm me, I would be able to live well!

Not long after, Xi Zinan contacted me again. He wanted Zeyuan to go to jail. Because he hated Zeyuan, he wanted Zeyuan to suffer everything he had suffered over again. This may be ridiculous, because his hatred has become deformed.

But I am also deformed.

I couldn't survive anyway, so why should I listen to him?

I figured out a way to make Zeyuan remember me for the rest of his life. I made an appointment with Xi Zinan, recorded him threatening me, and sent it to Zeyuan. I don't have to wait for Xi Zinan to kill me, I

You can jump off the building where Xi Zinan is dating, and you can frame him.

But something happened on the night of recording, and Ren Xiaomei discovered my recording.

Later, I thought countless times that if I had not gone to the appointment that day and had not heard Wen Zeyuan's cold words that broke my heart, would I have died of my own deformed love?

He said: "I didn't ask you to do anything for me, and what you want to do may not necessarily be beneficial to me."

This very simple sentence made my heart bleed like a sharp knife. It also stabbed me completely to my senses. A man can be so heartless. I called Li Pei to pick me up. He was very surprised when he received my message and responded immediately.

He arrived quickly and thoughtfully got out of the car and opened the door for me.

A few days later, we flew to the United States.

I don't know when my illness will attack, and I don't know how long Li Pei can stay with me. But I have no other way to go.
Chapter completed!