Li Wei paused for a moment, as if he had thought about something. After taking another two steps, we would go out. Li Baitian should be still waiting outside.

Li Wei said: "You go and look at Tian'er. I'll make arrangements. If he doesn't ask, don't mention it for now."

I suddenly felt very heartbroken again. A living life died innocently because of an adult’s mistake. After losing his life, he would be subject to paternity tests to prove his origin.

No matter what identity the child is, the child is innocent. The reason why the child is innocent is because of the mistakes of us adults.

Sometimes I feel that the child is gone, and what is the point of doing this appraisal. But for some reasons, it is still necessary to do this appraisal. Even to figure out how to write on the tombstone, it needs to be done.

It has gone, but the living cannot continue to be unclear.

I don’t know what Li Baitian would think, but with the personality of the Li family, they will definitely figure out this problem.

When I came out, I saw Li Baitian still sitting on the chair in a depressed position, as if he was thinking nothing, just not wanting to speak. Liu Shuyu was still resting in the delivery room, and the doctor said he was asleep. I don’t know what the news should be.

How to tell her.

I sat down next to Li Baitian, and couldn't help but reach out to cover Li Baitian's palm hanging on his knees. I didn't know how to comfort him, so I could only convey this little bit of power. Li Baitian used another

I slowly pushed my hand away with one palm, not to refuse my comfort, as if I was telling me that he could, he didn't need comfort, and I didn't have to worry.

Li Baitian lowered his head and spoke, his voice a little solemn and powerless, "When Liu Shuyu first came, I was very reluctant. I thought about many possibilities, such as the child is not mine, or Liu Shuyu used the child

I asked me to marry him, or because of this child, my life was in chaos, a lot, and I blame myself for being dishonest before, but I never thought about this result, never thought about it."

Who has ever thought about it? None of us has ever thought about it. I hate Liu Shuyugui, but that child came to the world cleanly. He was not wrong at all. Although he might have come, it will cause us a lot.

A new trouble, but it was never his fault.

From being unable to accept it, to finally waiting for his arrival with peace of mind, he left again in such a hurry.

What a cruel reality.

Li Baitian continued, "Do you know what this is called?"

I thought of that word, Li Baitian asked and answered it himself, and had already said it first, "This is a sin." He paused, and he continued, "I used to just want to play, be happy and feel that there is no unfair future.

, I never thought that this was a sin. How should I pay it back now? What should I pay it back? He wouldn't give me a chance at all..."

I listened quietly and looked at him quietly, probably not reflecting on myself, but talking about my own thoughts and exuding my voice. He said, "I..." His voice trembled, "I think I killed me."

He killed his own children. If, if I had been more determined just now, let them have a dissection and forced them to dissection, this might not have been the case. But now, there is no chance..."

Li Baitian's eyes were red, but he just lowered his head. When making mistakes, we often comfort ourselves that mistakes can be made up. Elementary school fables teach us that it is not too late to make up for the loss of sheep, and in the textbooks, we pass on beautiful knowledge and

Morality, society and experience tell us that reality is cruel.

Some mistakes cannot be compensated. No matter how determined you are, you cannot make up for it. God will not give you a chance. This kind of mood that wants to make up but cannot be supplemented will turn into long-lasting torture, day and night until you really see it through.

lay down.

Life is a training, which is much more complicated than fighting monsters and upgrading.

I still planned to say something to comfort Li Baitian, but in front of life, many of the words were pale and even seemed a little conscience-free.

I said, "When I was a child, my neighbor had an older brother who died of illness when he was eight years old. That brother was very smart and everyone liked him very much. The fortune teller said that he was a boy, a child serving the gods in heaven, and made a mistake, so

He was demoted to earth. Then the time came, and he should go back to heaven. We don’t know why we came to this world, and where we would go after we left, maybe it was better than now. Maybe... it didn’t want to stay,

He…has a place he should go.”

Li Baitian pondered for a moment and shook his head gently, "Those are all things that people comfort people, that is deceiving themselves."

Yes, a lot of comfort is not just to seek liberation, so that one can suffer less torture in regrets and regrets. But the deceased is gone, and the living should live a good life positively and optimistically, so many things are too bad

Absolutely, it is impossible to judge whether it is right or wrong.

Li Baitian was still thinking, and I didn't say anything anymore. If you want to say that this matter is the one who has suffered the most, it must be Liu Shuyu.

I don’t like Liu Shuyu. The one who beat me made me feel hypocritical and scheming, but I don’t resent Liu Shuyu as my mother.

I know that no matter what, Liu Shuyu is pregnant for ten months, and she is loving the flesh and blood in her belly. She should be the one who hurts the most when losing her child.

Liu Shuyu entered the ward and was still sleeping. We followed him from outside the delivery room to outside the ward. Li Wei glanced at me and signaled that the paternity test had been arranged.

What kind of result will be? At this time, emotionally speaking, it really doesn't matter anymore, so Li Baitian did not take the initiative to mention it.

He was still accepting the hasty departure of this life, probably not considering this issue at all.

I hope Liu Shuyu will sleep like this, the longer she sleeps, the better, because we have some lack of courage to let her know about this and feel that she can't face her.

But she still had to wake up. When she woke up, she still had a hint of fatigue on her face because the child had been having too hard last night.

She smiled at Li Baitian, but Li Baitian couldn't smile at her. She just looked at her. Even if she had no face to face it, even if she had disgust for her in her heart, she should feel sorry for her at this time.

Liu Shuyu asked us, "Where is the baby? When can I see it?"

Li Baitian didn't say anything, and my eyes were stunned. Li Wei was calmer and lied and said, "It's not possible now, I'm in the greenhouse."

Liu Shuyu showed a look of disappointment on her face. Li Wei and I stopped talking, but Li Baitian suddenly opened his mouth, "Don't lie to her, sooner or later you will know."

Liu Shuyu was ignorant and didn't understand what we meant. My nose felt sore and I turned my face away.

Li Wei looked at Li Baitian cautiously. She might be worried. Liu Shuyu now knows, will it be like what will happen if he is hit, but Li Baitian believes that it would be better to know it before he knows it later, otherwise, Liu Shuyu will not know the truth before he knows the truth.

I have always been thinking about the children in the insulated box, and I feel like being a mother, and then I know that this is just a lie, and the blow may be even greater.

Li Baitian lowered his eyes and said lightly, "The child is gone, he will be gone when he is born..."

He turned his face aside, not looking at Liu Shuyu's expression.

Liu Shuyu's eyes were stunned, showing an incredible expression. He looked at the heavy weight on all of us, and blinked our eyes and our eyelashes became wet.

But she didn't cry very unrestrainedly, probably because she felt ridiculous, and she showed a desolate smile while crying. That expression was very complicated, and Liu Shuyu's mood was also very complicated at this moment.

Accepting the truth is complicated, and the blows behind reality are even more complicated. So I think Liu Shuyu is a little crazy, and there may be a trace of relief behind this crazy.

It seems that everything has become futile. During the ten months of pregnancy and the careful arrangement of step by step, nothing is left.

After the complicated, Liu Shuyu finally began to cry wildly, which was heartbreaking. Li Wei was kind-hearted and walked to comfort her. She leaned against Li Wei's stomach and cried, crying with tears.

Li Baitian couldn't stand it anymore, so he turned around and walked out of the ward. I stood for a while, but I couldn't stand it anymore, so I followed him out of the ward.

At dusk, no one was walking in the green belt of the hospital. On the road, patients and family members who were carrying lunch boxes to make meals were in a hurry. Li Baitian sat on a chair with flowers and trees behind him, and tears in front of him.

He still cried, this crying boy.

But I didn't cry so much that I just covered my eyes with my palms, and that piece of skin must be wet.

I stood a few steps away and looked at him for half an hour.

Li Baitian and Li Wei took care of Liu Shuyu in the hospital for those two days. The main force was Li Wei. Li Baitian negotiated with the hospital, but he didn't negotiate any results. The Li family is not interested in compensation, and it feels like it is in the child.

After his death, all this was very pale and powerless.

After all, I still have my own things to do. The company in Beijing did not send me a notice of the second interview, and I guess there is no chance. The company in Shanghai, although I can apply for the job, I

If you continue to delay like this, people will not always leave a place for me.

But I was very confused. I didn't want to leave Li Baitian at this time. Although I was by his side, I couldn't help much. I just had some concerns and wanted to see if the matter was resolved and leave with peace of mind.

I occasionally go to the hospital for a look, and most of them look outside the ward. If I don’t go in, I have nothing to do with Liu Shuyu. She may not necessarily want me to come and express my condolences.

Li Baitian had not arrived at the hospital that day, and Li Wei's child was sick and was in the hospital for treatment. She went to accompany her and asked me to help me get the paternity test report.

The report was made quickly.
Chapter completed!