I can't comment on what I saw. I just understand why Li Hua doesn't want me to come see him for the time being. He has chosen his life path, whether it is hard work or tiredness. He cannot complain every day like a woman.

He is a man, so he swallows. He is afraid that I will see him and that I will feel distressed.

Seeing this, I felt that it was a particularly pale thing for me to wake him up with the phone every morning when he was sleeping soundly, and complain about the unsatisfactory career.

I sat on the edge of the bed and watched him busying himself with me. He poured hot water into the basin and threw the towel in, and his hands were burned. Then he took out the towel while blowing on the hot air and rinsed it briefly.

After a while, I wrung out the water and came over to wipe my face.

Just like when I was taken care of by my mother when I was a child, I sat on the edge of the bed obediently and raised my face to wipe him. He wiped it very patiently and the force was not light or heavy, but I felt that he should think it was very fun.

one thing.

After wiping and wiping, my stomach growled. I had a quick lunch on the plane, but I haven't eaten anything until now. I originally planned to be hungry for the whole day, but who knew it would growl.

He raised his face and gave Li Hua an innocent expression. He thought for a moment, "Well, what should I eat?"

I still blinked and looked at him, whatever, it’s okay not to eat.

After thinking about it for a while, he put down the towel, asked me to wait for him, and then walked out of the room.

Because I have been in the room for a while, the heartache that I felt when I first came in has dissipated a lot, and I can begin to accept Li Hua's current living environment. I walked down from the bed and wandered around the room, flipping through his clothes.

Drawers or something.

There were a few pills in the drawer that he had taken, which meant that he had been sick but he didn't tell me. There were several books that I couldn't understand at all, which were related to his work, and there was also a PSP.

When I saw the psp, I smiled. Fortunately, his life is not that boring. At least he has a psp to play with and relax occasionally. I even think about using his time to make phone calls with me.

It's okay to let him play PSP, it's a big deal.

The desktop of the laptop is a photo of me. It is a bit blurry because it is too large. Judging from the startup speed, this computer is probably not used very often. I don’t know if there is a network signal here.

Soon Li Hua came back with two stainless steel lunch boxes. When he put them on the table, the cracked smile on his lips was as sunny as before. I smelled the smell of the food and smiled at him in a useless way, "Hehe...

"

I am not a foodie, but I love eating. I think eating is a very enjoyable thing, so most of the time, when I see hot dishes and rice, I feel happy from the bottom of my heart.

Li Hua likes to see me like this, stupid and worthless.

At this time, the cafeteria had already closed. Li Hua ran to ask the master to open the small stove. The master acted quickly and it only took about ten minutes.

I opened the lunch box, sat down on the chair Li Hua moved for me, and said, "Wow, is this a big plate of chicken?"

Li Hua handed me the chopsticks that had been scalded with hot water and replied casually, "Master is a Han nationality."

There are basically no people from Xinjiang here. Most of them come to work from outside. They are all old men who have left their hometowns. Some are young, some are slightly older, in order to make money and support their families.

Li Hua just sat next to me and watched me eat. When he got bored, he would play PSP for a while and glance down at me from time to time. This feeling was actually quite good, and it felt like the revolutionary feelings of a young couple in the 1980s.

I ate a lot, not only because I was hungry, but also because I wanted to eat more to show him, and I wanted to please him and make him happy with all my performance.

After eating, I simply cleaned up. Being a lazy person, I still did nothing but looked at him. Then when he finished cleaning up, I put my arms around his waist and said, "You are so good to me."

I felt very happy at that time, and felt that it would be great happiness for two people to be together.

I went to bed, hugged him tightly, and did what I needed to do. I thought about how pitiful they were here all day long and couldn’t even see a woman. Apart from this body, I didn’t know what else I could give him.

Some comfort.

Then I was curious, so I held him in my arms and asked this question. Li Hua said, "No, they will go out to look for it during their break."

"What are you looking for?"

"Miss." Li Hua said.

I glared at him, "Then you're looking for it too?"

He smiled and hugged me tighter, "I won't go."

I believe Li Hua won’t go. He’s not someone who can’t hold back. Besides, he has me in his heart, so he won’t go. It’s very warm to sleep with him. The feeling of sleeping with two people is better than sleeping alone.

It’s also delicious.

But I don't know, Li Hua actually hasn't fallen asleep all this time. He doesn't want to sleep. He wants to see more of me.

It was I who liked him first, but he fell in love with me first. How can I be so virtuous and capable as a Congyou?

He didn't go to work the next day and stayed with me to sleep. He looked at me silently all night, and he was really sleepy. Then I woke up and looked at him silently, hoping that time would pass slower, very slowly.

That kind of.

My cell phone rang next to the pillow. They say it’s not good to have a cell phone next to the pillow, but I can’t change this habit. Anyone who has experienced long-distance relationships should know that it’s a feeling of always being ready to get up and answer the other person’s call.

, a feeling of waiting.

I was talking very quietly on the phone. This call was from the production crew who kindly called me to remind me that my vacation was coming up and I had to rush back to start work tomorrow morning.

The crew is a team with a close relationship. Any mistake among the actors may delay the entire filming schedule.

I nodded and said okay. When I hung up the phone, Li Hua turned around and hugged me. Without opening his eyes, he said vaguely: "Did the crew rush you?"

I didn't say anything, I could only hold him tight.

In such a short period of time, our meeting could not last more than twenty-four hours. In the first half, we enjoyed the surprise of our first meeting and expressed our longing for each other. In the second half, we began to face the panic and sadness of our upcoming separation.

I don't want to make the atmosphere very sad. Li Hua and I are both still young, and we have a long time to come. We will have a lot of time together in the future. Being separated from someone for a month or two is not that scary.

.

I got up and he lay lazily on the bed. I dressed him and wiped his face imitating his example. Then he pulled me and lay in his arms for a while and hugged me quietly.

Of course, he just didn't want to get up and was squinting.

Before we separated, we had been hugging each other for a long time repeatedly. We didn't say anything, just hugged quietly, and felt more of each other's body temperature.

On the way to the airport, we were still chatting as if nothing had happened. Sometimes I was thinking, if you leave me alone, you should fucking say leave me alone. If he did, I might consider it.

Although, it is unlikely to stay.

Regarding Lan Tian's matter, we just briefly mentioned it a few times, and neither of us expressed our opinions. Li Hua didn't like to talk. After trying to persuade me many times, I didn't listen, so he stopped mentioning it. In fact, it's not that I didn't listen, but that he stopped mentioning it.

It’s my own meager strength, and it’s impossible to change anything. I just want to do my best, with a bit of luck.

Airport, farewell, kiss, goodbye. No hugs, I'm afraid they won't be able to separate if I hug them.

Then I got on the plane and really wanted to call him, but I couldn't.

After getting off the plane, I took the time to look for him and asked him what he was doing. He responded lazily, "I'm busy."

I said: "Are you too busy thinking about me?"

He said: "Yeah."

I added: "Then are you very reluctant to let me go?"

He said: "Yes, you didn't realize that I didn't even dare to look at you at the airport."

Now that I think about it, it seems to be true. I kept staring at him at that time, but he seemed to be studying other things very inattentively, looking here and there, and only barely glanced at me when I was talking.

I felt so moved when I heard that, I held back my tears and said, "I'll go find you after I finish filming."

He smiled slightly and said, "Well, let's talk about it later."

It was already late at night when we arrived in Hengdian. I took a taxi to the place where the crew lived with lingering trepidation, remembering what happened to Lan Tian that night. I glanced at the driver, and he didn’t seem like a bad person.

Many times, even if we know what dangers there may be on the road ahead, we still have to bite the bullet. Because we have to look forward and move forward without stopping. Stopping can easily lead to loss of direction.

Since I came back from Xinjiang, I have seen Li Hua’s life, and I have always been reluctant to disturb him. If I don’t disturb him, I have to try my best to open up my own life. Because when you are bored, don’t disturb the people you want to disturb. This is

It's very difficult to do.

I have gradually become familiar with the life of the crew, and I can treat the intrigues with a normal attitude. I also have friends in the crew who I can talk to. After work, I go to have a late-night snack with them, and watch others have fun.

Relatives and friends come to visit the class, and fans celebrate birthdays, which is quite enviable.

There is a girl who just recently hooked up with an actor from another film crew. She is currently immersed in the sweetness of love. When we met, we were sharing our boyfriends.

I just brag about how handsome and outstanding my boyfriend is, how many girls in school like him, and how nice he is to me. When I brag about these things, I feel very bright on my face.

"You've been out filming for so long, why doesn't your boyfriend come to see you?" the girl asked.

I said: "He is busy with work."

Not only does he not come to see me, we seldom call each other now, and sometimes we don’t contact each other for a whole day. When he doesn’t take the initiative to call me, I am reluctant to call him. Who knows if he is playing psp

, or play poker or something with people on the construction site.

I told Li Baitian that I was envious of others visiting the class, and we occasionally talked on the phone. Li Baitian happened to be here to shoot an advertisement, and felt sorry for me, so he kindly brought a bouquet of flowers to visit the class.

The girl said in front of Li Baitian: "This is your boyfriend. He is not as handsome as you said."
Chapter completed!