We cannot predict the future, but we always fantasize about it. We know it is impossible to realize, but we still expect it with luck. Then when the result is shattered, we will still be very sad even though we know it clearly.

When she said to me, "He's gone," I knew I wouldn't be able to hold back my emotions.

Because that person is the one I love deeply, and I can't bear to let her live alone. I said I would give her happiness, and I said I would be silently behind her no matter what.

Now, I feel it is not the time to be silent...

I stayed in the empty room and finally couldn't bear it anymore. I dialed the number and waited for the ringing sound for a century.

I got up from the bed and walked barefoot to the desk. The cold floor made my feet slightly cool and comfortable. The photo frame on the desk, why did we laugh so sweetly back then? I gently touched the face I loved so much, maybe

We can go back to the past again. That time when you were lying in my arms and smiling happily.

After the call was connected, I felt a little timid. I clearly heard my lack of confidence, and I said: "If I can, I will take care of you like I did before."

Then there was no sound, and what followed was like a century-long wait. The hollow sound shocked my heart. I was very unsettled, but I didn't dare to move my body. I stayed in place with an expressionless face.

Suddenly there was a "hmm" from the other end, and then there was silence. It was as if the "hmm" had never appeared.

Everything was so quiet that it was scary. After a long time, I couldn't bear the long and tangled waiting. I opened my throat with difficulty and used an extremely weak voice, like a dying person struggling to make a sound.

"Yunqi..."

After calling her name, I paused for a moment. There was still no sound from the other side. I felt a heavy loss and continued.

"You can think about it, I can wait for you."

I breathed a sigh of relief, and the next second I suddenly tightened my heart and took a deep breath, because she said: "No need. You should treat her well! It was my choice at the beginning, and I will bear the consequences of it myself."

.You don’t have to be like this.”

I immediately explained to myself, "Actually, she is not really my girlfriend. I made you angry on purpose. I said I will take care of you in this life, and I will not break my promise. Come back, come back to me. Before

Nothing matters, I want you now."

I blasted out the words I had suppressed for a long time, but I didn't notice that the other party had already closed the call and hung up after she said, "You don't have to be like this."

I felt like my body had been emptied out, and I collapsed weakly on the edge of the bed. The silence in the room made me feel that the world was also silent. The horror of being empty kept coming, and my body was in an extremely calm state. I could clearly see

Traces of blood flow. A slight, sour, fatal cold feeling.

I spent that night in such a calm state that even I felt scared, until the belly of the Eastern fish turned white.

I stood up in frustration and twisted my body, which I had not moved all night. A numb and soft feeling rushed over me like an electric shock. I fell to the ground. After spending two minutes rubbing my limbs to warm them, I could barely support myself to stand up.

Got up.

I quietly opened the door and tiptoed downstairs. When I got to the kitchen on the first floor, I took out only 3 bottles of canned beer from the freezer. I twisted my body to the sofa and pulled off the bottle cap, "Boom!"

"The air inside came out, as if the vitality in my body was emptied. I twisted the tasteless tongue in my mouth, which had been resting all night. The tasteless feeling made me sick.

So, without saying a word, I poured the beer down my throat. My Adam's apple moved up and down rhythmically, making a sound similar to choking, but it was faster and more violent than choking. I kept forcing the beer down my throat.

, I took two breaths before finishing a bottle of beer, and breathed a sigh of relief. I burped, and the smell of alcohol rushed to the top of my head, and I suddenly felt dizzy. Then I drank the remaining two bottles at once.

After pouring it in, I have a good capacity for drinking, so I am only slightly drunk. But this kind of slight drunkenness is more powerful than being drunk because I can't stop using my hands and feet. I think it's not the problem of being drunk, but that I want to

An escape mentality.
Chapter completed!