Grandma Rong said again: "I have always envied my aunt, who dares to do things and take responsibility. I... I can't do it. I am too weak. I can't resist what I don't want to do... Aunt, do you think there is such a thing as this life and the next life?"

"

I tilted my head and thought: "I can't say for sure, maybe there is, maybe there is not." I said, "It doesn't matter whether there is this life or the next. The important thing is that you should live well in this life and not do anything for others."

, just for yourself."

Grandma Rong sighed. After a while she said:

"In this life, I... I am finished... If... if there is a next life, if I can choose, I... I don't want to be a woman. If I must be a woman, I don't want to be a beautiful woman. Sometimes beauty

It is a burden to women. If I could choose, I would choose wisdom..."

As Grandma Rong talked, she started crying again.

When people are sick, their psychology always becomes particularly fragile, and what they say is incoherent, making people confused. I just listen, and for a while, I don't know how to comfort him.

Two women came in.

One of them said to Grandma Rong:

"Grandma, our grandma said, let's let Second Grandma Lian go anyway. Today is my grandfather's birthday. We can't let Second Grandma Lian stay here with us all day, right?" Turning around, an old face put on a smile and greeted her respectfully.

I said: "Second Grandma Lian, our grandma said that if we don't go to the garden, the play will be over and the wine will be drunk. Let Second Grandma Lian hurry over."

Grandma Rong hurriedly wiped her tears and forced a smile: "Auntie, don't worry about me. Come over quickly. Come and talk to me when you are free that day."

I said to the two women, "You go back and tell your grandma, I'll be there right away." I stood up and said to Grandma Rong, "Take good care of yourself and don't think too much. This is not good for your health.

I'll go over there first and come back to see you when I have time."

Grandma Rong nodded.

Walking out of the yard, I headed towards the garden.

I didn't go far when I suddenly noticed that my handkerchief was missing. I probably took it out just now to wipe my tears and threw it at the edge of Grandma Rong's bed. It could have been another handkerchief, but this was given to me by Mr. Lian from Yangzhou.

Although the gifts I brought back were not worth a lot of money, they were worth a lot of money. I treasured them so much that I carried them with me wherever I went.

I said to the two maids following me:

"You go back and look for me to see where my veil has fallen. You must find it for me. You can't lose it, okay? If you can't find it, be careful with your skin." I said these words.

At that time, I said it with a straight face and a high air.

The two maids were frightened and said hurriedly:

"Yes, grandma."

They went back to look for it.

Being a master in ancient times felt very comfortable. In ancient times, there was no human power. A slave must obey his master. He could not fight back when he was beaten or scolded. When his master asked him to go east, he must not go to the east.

Xi, the master wants him to die standing up. He must not die sitting down. He should be rounded and flattened by the master.

Thinking about this, I couldn't help but feel a little proud.

Traveling back in time to "A Dream of Red Mansions" is not as tragic as I imagined when I first arrived. Sometimes, I feel that being the second grandmother Lian is more majestic than being a wealthy N-generation or even the CEO of a wedding planning company in the 21st century.

Not far away behind the rockery, a faint sound of crying suddenly came.

I was stunned.
Chapter completed!