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Chapter 281 Enlightenment

Pei Xiner's heart was shaken, and she looked at the empty and lonely courtyard. Her heart was filled with mixed feelings and she couldn't say anything.

In a wealthy family, there are rules for what status and ostentation comes with it. As a concubine, and a concubine who can’t even be listed in the genealogy, the ostentation cannot be grand. How many people can there be?

The service from the maid and mother-in-law is already very good.

Liu Chengyan was just a concubine, not even a concubine, and she originally had only a few people to serve her. But because of Prince Duan’s love for her, the number of people serving her far exceeded the appropriate regulations, and not only exceeded

As a side concubine, even if she was compared to the princess, she would not give in too much.

At that time, Liu Chengyan looked really outstanding. Even the princess had to back away from her, which was so shameful. But all of this had no basis. All the scenery came from Prince Duan's favor, and she herself

But there is no foundation that can support these glory. Therefore, once Prince Duan's favor is no longer, these scenery and glory will become a passing cloud. As the royal wife, Princess Duan can make her fall from the clouds with a simple word.

Eternal disaster.

She took a deep breath and asked in a low voice: "In recent days, does your prince... still come here often?"

Aunt Liang's eyes became wet, and she lowered her voice and whispered: "Since our aunt was born, the number of visits by the prince has become less and less, and now...it has almost disappeared."

Pei Xiner nodded, feeling a pity in her heart. She had already guessed that if Prince Duan hadn't clearly shown his dislike for Liu Chengyan, how could Princess Duan dare to treat her so blatantly and harshly? You must know that a woman is most vulnerable when she is

Losing a child is a huge blow not only to the body, but also to the heart. If you lose the protection of a man at this time and face the prospect of your own decline every day, it will be like adding fuel to the fire.

Liu Chengyan’s life!

With her heart clenching tightly, she quickly walked into Liu Chengyan's bedroom, only to see one of her personal maids, Mian'er, brewing medicine in the corridor, and another personal maid, Hongshan, guarding her bed.

Seeing her coming, Mian'er hurriedly stood up and saluted. She frowned and asked, "What's going on? Why are you boiling medicine here?"

Mian'er lowered her head and said nonchalantly: "Aunt Pei...our aunt is weak and has to take medicine to support herself. However, the kitchen is always obstructive and cannot cook medicine for her on time. In desperation, we can only do it ourselves.

Let’s take action.”

Pei Xiner was stunned for a moment. She sighed and asked again: "Isn't there a small kitchen?"

Mian'er's eyes turned red and she said, "The little kitchen princess said it was against the rules and she had already been removed."

Pei Xiner couldn't help but sigh heavily - Princess Duan was too impatient, wasn't she? Although the small kitchen was against the rules and should be evacuated, Liu Chengyan was now at her weakest and most in need of recuperation. At this time, she

By evacuating the kitchenette, wasn't it obvious that Liu Chengyan was not welcome? Did he want to force her to die?

Shaking her head, without thinking too much, she stepped into the bedroom door and saw that most of the valuable things in the past had been removed from the originally gorgeous and luxurious room, making it appear a bit simple. However, it was originally extremely lively with people coming and going.

The place was deserted at the moment, with almost no popularity at all. She couldn't help but feel her heart sinking - such a place couldn't make people feel happy at all, so how could it help patients recover? Especially someone like Liu Chengyan.

For a person who is arrogant and arrogant, such a strong contrast will make her angry even if she is not sick, not to mention that she is extremely weak!

Therefore, when she saw Liu Chengyan's pale and haggard appearance, like a dead tree, she didn't feel surprised at all.

"Auntie, Auntie Pei is here to see you!" Aunt Liang held back her tears, leaned forward and whispered in her ear.

Hongshan also wiped the corners of her eyes and blessed Pei Xiner.

Liu Chengyan slowly opened his eyes and glanced at Pei Xiner beside the bed. His eyes were cloudy and confused. After a long time, he seemed to have come back to his senses and said slowly: "Yes...Sister Pei is here."

Ah, sit down...sit down."

Pei Xin'er also had a sore nose and tears gathered in her eyes. She just held back the tears and looked at her and asked: "Sister Liu, how are you feeling? Are you feeling better? I've been busy these days and didn't come here in time.

Don’t be surprised if I visit you!”

A dry smile appeared on Liu Chengyan's lips, and her voice was so thin that it could be blown away by a gust of wind. Pei Xiner had to be careful to hear what she said clearly. She only heard her say: "No... I still remember to come now."

The only person who cares about me is you. I'm very grateful that you can come. How can I be offended?"

Pei Xiner felt even more uncomfortable when she heard that, and comforted her: "What are you talking about, Sister Liu? You need to get better soon, so that I can come and play with you every day!"

Liu Chengyan smiled and shook his head. The smile on his face looked so pale and weak, and said: "I know my own body... not to mention that when it comes to my situation, what does it matter if it gets better or not?

I have already seen clearly that it is not easy to live in this world, especially for people like me, it is even worse to go back..."

Pei Xiner hurriedly reached out to cover her mouth and choked: "Sister Liu, please don't say that. What do you mean by going back? You are still young and you still have a long way to go. It's just some ups and downs now. When you get over it,

It’ll be fine once this hurdle is over!”

Liu Chengyan grabbed her hand, and she sat down on the edge of the bed. Seeing that Liu Chengyan's originally slender and soft hands were now as skinny as an old woman's, she felt sour in her heart again and hurriedly looked away.

However, Liu Chengyan seemed unaware, looking at her and saying: "Sister, you have always been a smart person. You have advised me before and reminded me to be careful of sex and love, but I always couldn't listen.

I always thought that it would be a long, long time later, and I always thought that he would not treat me like that... It turned out that I was wrong, men are really unreliable, and I, who always dreamed of unrealistic dreams... fell into this

Now you deserve this fate!"

Pei Xiner felt really painful and surprised in her heart.

At that time, she, like Liu Chengyan, had unrealistic fantasies about men. It was not until she was dying that she realized how unreal it all was. After she was reborn, she had seen through many things and did not want Liu Chengyan to go to the

It was his own old path, so he had tried to persuade her tactfully, but she didn't listen to her heart. Although she finally realized it now, it was already too late.

She couldn't help but feel panicked for a moment - how similar was all this to the scene at the end of her previous life?

She hurriedly consoled her: "Now that Sister Liu has understood everything, it is even more important to recover. Everything yesterday has passed. From now on, you should live for yourself and live for yourself, so that you can live up to your expectations."

Once in this world!"

But Liu Chengyan smiled and shook his head, saying: "Forget it, people have worked so hard in this life, why bother struggling? I am already like this, and the past has long been buried deep in my soul, how can I do it?

Can it be eliminated? Even if you continue to live, you will still be living in this small area, watching others singing and singing, and watching yourself grow old..."

The uneasiness in Pei Xiner's heart became more and more intense. An ominous premonition swirled in her heart. Looking at Liu Chengyan's calm expression, she suddenly realized something.

Liu Chengyan is so calm! She is so calm that she does not look like a woman who is suffering from a double blow to her mind and body. There is even a desperate enlightenment from her calmness. She has indeed seen through it... she has seen it too much.

It’s so clear that you can even see through life!

Pei Xin'er suddenly felt a little breathless, as if an invisible big hand was pinching her neck tightly. Her heart felt weak for no reason, and she just wanted to leave here quickly and escape from this place that made her breathless.

But Liu Chengyan held her hand tightly, his breathing began to quicken, and he gasped and said: "Sister Pei, you are different from me. You still have children and hope for the future. Just remember

After all, men cannot be relied on. A man's sweet words are nothing but poison. Although they can give you temporary happiness, the price is a lifetime of misery... Sister Pei, you are the only person in the world who is good to me. Promise

I must live well and happily!"

Pei Xiner only felt that the feeling of suffocation was getting stronger and stronger, and her panic became more and more serious. She suppressed the desire to escape from here immediately, nodded and said: "Okay, I promise you, I promise you will live well. So.

Sister Liu, you must get better soon and let’s live a good life together, okay?”

Liu Chengyan smiled tiredly, relaxed his hands, and slowly closed his eyes.

Pei Xin'er couldn't help being startled, and quickly looked carefully, but it turned out that she was extremely tired and fell asleep. However, her breathing was very shallow. If you didn't distinguish it carefully, you wouldn't be able to see the slow rise and fall of her chest, plus her pale face.

, with a haggard face, if you glance at her, you would almost think that she is dead!

Aunt Liang hurriedly took two steps forward and whispered: "Aunt Pei, our aunt is asleep. Please go sit outside with me."

Pei Xiner nodded and stood up, her heart feeling unspeakably heavy. When she came outside, she asked, "Is your aunt in a bad mood?"

Aunt Liang wiped her tears and said, "Isn't it? Our aunt was already weak due to miscarriage, and she went through such a shock... Originally, the prince would come to see her from time to time, but her body was not like this at that time.

Yes, but since... she has become worse day by day. It is common for her to suddenly fall asleep while talking like this. We are all... afraid, afraid that she will not wake up like this.
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