I murmured to myself: "He seems to be more than ten years old."

"Yes, Mr. Fusu is fifteen this year. He is a young and talented man and is deeply loved by your Majesty."

Xiaolu's words made my heart sink completely. I knew from the beginning that Ying Zheng had another woman before me, but I didn't want him to have a son as well, but I didn't know anything about it.

Could it be that the deep affection I felt when I was with him in the past was all an illusion?

Could it be that I thought I was always in his heart, but actually I was just living in my own dream?

During the eight years of modern life, I have been thinking about Azheng all the time. Perhaps I inherited my mother’s paranoia, but I also stubbornly believe that Azheng has always loved me. However, I always think that the records of his personal life in history books are misstatements.

Don't want to believe it.

Now that the reality is vividly appearing in front of me, I can't help but believe it. What's the point of staying here?

Even if we talk to Ying Zheng and explain the misunderstanding clearly, what will happen next?

Do you want to be one of the countless beauties in Ying Zheng's harem?

Xiao Lu's voice interrupted my thoughts, "Miss Qingchi, you see that is the young master Gao, and his mother is also the princess of Qi. I heard that she was so favored by the emperor that she almost became a queen. But things didn't work out as she wished.

, the beauty died young, and now Qi State has sent a new princess..."

I couldn't listen to what Xiaolu was saying anymore, my mind was buzzing.

There is no noise in my ears, no excitement in my eyes, and my mouth is silent. In the quiet world, I am left behind. I seem to be abandoned at the end of the world.

"Miss Qingchi, are you okay?" Xiaolu shook my arm, waking me up from my own world.

"It's okay!" I touched my forehead and it felt a little hot, maybe I had a fever.

"Girl, don't blame Xiaolu for being talkative. I just want to tell the girl about the situation in the palace so that the girl can make plans and give birth to a prince and princess for you as soon as possible. Then the future life will be safe."

The ancients had many wives and many children. In Xiao Lu's eyes, it was normal for King Qin to have so many concubines. She asked me to seize the opportunity to have children as soon as possible. She just wanted to follow a promising master and live a better life.

But I am not an ancient person. Without Ying Zheng's love, I will wither. I have already lived enough of the life of guarding my son in modern times, so why bother to come to ancient times.

Besides, I had already undergone surgery before coming here, and Xiao Zhengjiang will be my only child in this life.

"Xiao Lu, I'm a little hot and want to go for a walk outside the palace." I stood up and left, stopping Xiao Lu from accompanying me.

In ancient times, dinner time was around 4 or 5 pm. Now that the sun is not as strong as when it came, I walked along the corridor of the palace with my head lowered.

I don’t know how long we’ve been gone?

Don't know where to go?

I stopped in front of a rose gallery. Pink roses were blooming quietly, with some buds mixed in.

The flowers are similar every year, but the people are different every year.

I continued to walk along the rose gallery, and the sweet and tender feelings I had with Azheng in the past came to mind. His affectionate eyes staring at me while standing in the rose gallery, the warm embrace filled with the smell of vegetation, and the promise of life and death in the sea of ​​fire.

Never give up...

A breeze blew, accompanied by the fragrance of roses, and I felt a cold feeling on my face. It turned out that I had wet my clothes with tears without knowing it.

It is these sweet memories of rubbing hands together and unswerving determination that have supported me through eight years of lonely life in modern times. I really can't bear to cover these beautiful memories with cruel reality.

I stopped next to a palace, and the scenery in front of me felt very familiar, much like my previous residence in Qingquan Palace.
Chapter completed!