And how could she be willing to close her eyes and leave?

"Chen Xi, we have passed the time of our passionate love. After so many years, I have let it go."

Even if he hurts someone, Yu Yan still forces himself to say it.

"What if I say I don't have one? Will it make me seem pretentious or useless?" Ling Chenxi smiled self-deprecatingly, with an indescribable sorrow on her face.

Then he continued to say to himself: "That's right, it's useless. I've been wishful thinking for so many years, but now I have to force you. Think about it, I don't even look down on myself."

He still smiled, his shoulders trembling.

But this smile is like countless thorns, piercing into Yuyan's heart bit by bit.

His smile once warmed her youthful years, but now his smile hurts the depths of her heart.

"...Chen Xi, don't force me to say something hurtful. I don't want to say the words "I don't love you anymore," and I can't say it either.

There was a mist in Yuyan's eyes, helplessness and sadness, and more heartache.

Ling Chenxi lowered his head and fell silent. He lowered two thin trembling eyelashes to block the deep sadness in his eyes.

After a long time of silence, I raised my head. Except for the sadness, my eyes could no longer find any other emotions.

The calm eyes were like a stagnant water, without any slight sensation.

As if he had made a big decision, he said, "...Okay, I promise you, we will do this, I will not mention the past, but Yu Yan, this does not mean that I will give up on you."

Ling Chenxi finished speaking with an extremely firm tone, stood up, turned around and left.

His back is so lonely that it makes people sad.

Ling Chenxi opened the ward door and stopped the moment he was about to go out.

He slowed down and said in a low voice:

"I will continue to be with you, as a friend, I think you should be able to accept this. You can do what you like, or... love the person you want to love, don't worry about me, or you can act as if I don't exist,

I just want to be by your side and see you happy with my own eyes, that's all!"

He left, and as soon as he finished speaking, the door closed.

He couldn't wait to leave, without any intention of listening to her answer.

I guess I was hurt too deeply, so I didn't want to hear her answer again.

It turned out that she was so cruel that he wanted to leave like a fleeing.

Yuyan stared at the direction of the door, burst into tears.

Why is this happening?

She just wants a peaceful life, why is it so difficult?

She just wants to be with her beloved until she grows old, but why can't it?

The requirements are so simple, just as humble, but God still wants to kill them, making these the most luxurious things.

God is so unfair!

She did something wrong and punished her like this.

Yuyan hugged the quilt tightly, but still felt inexplicably cold.

Winter hasn't come yet, how come it's cold?

She shrank her body and hugged herself with her hands.

The quilt cannot give her warmth, so she can only give herself warmth.

Someone has said before that people who like to curl up their arms are insecure people.

I didn’t think I was such a person before, but now I deeply understand it.

It turns out that I lack a sense of security, and I also rejected the safety given by others.

Chen Xi is right, he doesn’t trust!
Chapter completed!