Chapter 378(1/2)
Jing'an said, "Fu Sheng, please slow down, don't be anxious, Dan Danqing, what a good girl you are? It's okay, I can just go back by myself. Dan Danqing is also alone in school. Girls are generally afraid of being alone and lonely. You
Stay with him well, so that he won't be lonely! As time goes by, the two of you will be together, isn't that good? Fusheng, you are right to listen to me! What you should do now, you should go
Accompany Danqing, not me. Compared with Danqing and me, Danqing is more important!"
Fusheng stopped in the driveway and said, "Jing'an, you... can you please stop talking!"
Jing'an said, "I don't want you to be like this, I just want you to be happy! I have self-awareness, I know it's impossible for us, I know we can't be together in this life, I know you won't love me, I know there's no way we can
There’s no chance!”
Jing'an started crying as she spoke, and Fusheng said, "Okay, don't cry. I know you are good for me and everything is for me, but I don't know if I can be with you in the future. But I tell you the truth, I am with you."
Danqing is simply impossible. A melon that is forced is not sweet. You know this truth. Don’t force me. I don’t care about Danqing at all. Don’t force me, okay? It’s impossible for us in this life. I
The relationship with Dan Danqing hasn’t started yet, so why don’t we break her up now and avoid letting Dan Danqing suffer the pain and suffering! What do you think? Dan Danqing..."
Jing'an said, "No... no... Fu Sheng, you can't give up now, absolutely not! Dan Danqing is such a pure girl, so kind. She loves you very much, Fu Sheng, do you know that?"
Fusheng said, "Haha... We haven't started yet, where does love and dislike come from! I'm not heartless, I just don't want to delay her, I just hope that Dan Danqing can find a boy who is a hundred times better than herself to love and protect her.
Take care of her, Jing'an, think about it, if I were really together with her, how painful it would be to live without love! Jing'an, are you right?" And you and me in the future.
, it’s impossible to say anything, the future is an unknown, no one can predict the future, no one can predict tomorrow, maybe we are together, maybe every day, I die, have an accident... leave you,
Forever and ever..."
Jing'an said, "Stop talking, stop talking! I...I won't force you anymore, I just hope you are happy, I just hope you are happy, I just hope you are healthy and safe! I love you, you know
Fusheng, do you understand what I did? I just hope you have someone to accompany you, someone who can be as kind to you as I am! Woo hoo..."
Fusheng held the crying Jing'an in his arms, kissed Jing'an's forehead, Fusheng said, "I know, I know, I know you are good to me, I know you do all this for me, I understand! I understand
!I know you love me, and you want to give me everything you have. I feel like a bastard, making you sad and making you cry! I'm sorry, please don't blame yourself, everything is my fault!
It's all my fault! You're not wrong! Don't blame yourself too much, okay? Promise me, no matter what, you will be happy and smiling. I just hope you are well. I just hope you will be happy and happy every day.
, that's the most important thing, what's good for you is what's good for me, don't be sad, okay? You are the most beautiful when you smile..."
Jing'an wiped her tears and smiled and said, "Well... okay, I promise you everything! I love you more than myself. Even if we are not together in the future, as long as you are good, I will be good, and I will secretly bless you.
I love you secretly...wuwu..."
Fusheng said, "Don't be stupid, fool! Little fool! The most difficult thing in the world is love. Love is a very mysterious thing! Falling in love with someone is such a happy thing. I feel very happy now."
Happiness, because you love me, thank you, thank you for this life, for letting you meet me, for you and me to meet, meet, what a lucky thing it is! Thank you...Jing'an!"
Jing'an said, "Yeah! Fate is really strange, really wonderful! It's hard to figure out. Maybe everyone alive will be trapped by love! Life is really strange. Love sometimes makes people happy.
, sometimes it makes people sad! It would be great if there was a medicine in the world that could forget love, so that you would not be in pain or sad, and you could be like a walking zombie. That would be great."
I don’t know why, but there is rain in the sky. The rain is mixed with little snowflakes, hitting the windshield, just like the two people’s mixed emotions at this moment. And the floating heart at this moment is like
It's raining at this time, and what about Jing'an? Her heart is like the snow mixed in the rain. Jing'an's heart is like the snow, solidified and dusty at this moment.
Maybe Jing'an's heart melts just for Fu Sheng! Just like Fu Sheng's popular poem, it's snowing. I hope that my shy existence like ice flowers will prevent you from feeling the cold after the cold wind. You must remember the snowflakes.
It’s hard to melt. Remember when the snowflakes melted, I turned into ice for you. Make a life-and-death agreement so that the snowflakes never melt. Let the snowflakes never melt again. Let’s embrace each other for the eternal winter...
Fusheng said, "You love to cry so much, haha... I wrote a poem for you before... Do you want to hear it?"
Jing'an said, "I want to hear it...but I don't know why I'm crying. I really want to cry, I really want to shed tears! Tears are something I can't control! Am I too disappointing? Am I too useless? Tears
Are you also giving me a hard time, haha... these damn tears of mine! How disappointing."
Fusheng said, "Jing'an, why do you blame yourself? You are made of water and it's not your fault. I can only say, Jing'an, you are too gentle and too emotional! You can listen to poetry if you want, but you promise me,
Don’t cry anymore in the future, face it with strength, face everything with strength! Okay?”
Jing'an, who was lying in Fusheng's arms, was like a docile kitten. She nodded and said, "Okay, no problem... Can you read the poem you gave me? I will listen carefully. After reading the poem you wrote to me,
, I will also give you a surprise!"
Fusheng said, "Okay, no problem... I like surprises, I like unexpected surprises! Let's begin!"
Crying Girl》
floating life
crybaby girl
the wind in autumn
I would like to sing a song for you
rain in autumn
I am willing to beat for you - the loneliness of fallen leaves falling to the ground
crybaby girl
Don't cry, don't cry
your tears
On that ancient grape trellis eroded by wind and rain
It is the sweetest and most beautiful
crybaby girl
When snowflakes kiss your brow
Don't forget, don't forget
Must come, must come
bring your red scarf
let me know
Who is that girl standing at the other end of the playground? Who is it?
crybaby girl
Don't cry, don't cry
have no idea
Why
You are willing to be a rose flower at the foot of the wall
But, winter passes and spring comes
the whole alley
What you render is the most beautiful, the most beautiful
…”
Jing'an said, "Fusheng, don't be like this, you bully others! You clearly know that I love to cry, you annoying guy, you are looking for a beating, you bully me! You bad guy!..."
Fusheng said, "Haha... who told you not to grow up, have a runny nose, and cry like a tearful person!"
Jing'an said, "It seems that I can't cry anymore. If I cry, I must find a place where you can't see me, otherwise you will make fun of me again! You will start writing poems with me as your theme again!"
Girls don’t cry, girls must be strong!”
Fusheng said, "Well... in life, you are not allowed to cry when I am not around. Tell the truth. If you cry, you will not be beautiful or handsome! Just like an ugly old woman! Haha..."
Jing'an said, "Really or not, is it as exaggerated as you said? No way!... Is there a mirror? I have to look in the mirror!"
Fusheng said, "There are rear mirrors...you can't see!"
Jing'an opened the car door and Fusheng said, "No way! Do you really believe it?"
Fusheng called Jing'an several times and said, "There is something in this car..."
Jing'an said, "You are teasing me, you are really good and bad! You are a big bad guy."
Fusheng said, "The only thing I can blame is that you are too stupid. You are so stupid that it scares me to death! Haha..."
Jing'an said, "No? No, it's an old woman, okay! You bad guy! Big bad guy!"
Fu Sheng said, "Alas...you can't make jokes to you. If I make jokes to you, you have to take it seriously!"
Jing'an said, "I take everything you say seriously, because I believe you... I can't believe anyone in the world, but I must believe you, I believe you, I believe you won't lie to me, you are the only one in the world
Only then can I believe it.”
Fusheng said, "I am very bad, I look like a bandit! Are you afraid that I am a bandit?"
Jing'an said, "Don't be afraid... you are not a tiger, and you are not a money wolf! Hehe..."
Fusheng said, "You finally smiled! You're so beautiful when you smile!... Just now you said you gave me a surprise, what a surprise!"
Jing'an said, "If you don't tell me, I really forgot! I'll give you a poem, a poem I wrote for you!"
Fusheng said, "Really, it's great. Read it and let me listen..."
Jing'an cleared her throat and said, "Ahem...it's pretty good!"
"(Untitled Poem)"
To be continued...