"Of course, many unforgettable moments happened later. In short, my step brother and I gradually became friends, and even became relatives in the end. I would share my joys, sorrows and joys with my step brother as soon as possible, and he also

He was willing to tell me about his past. I don’t remember when it started. After I finished my homework after school, I started to help my step-brother tidy up his room and do some laundry, so that he could have enough time to prepare lessons, paint, and write poems.

Conceiving the novel he had always wanted to write."

"The life was very ordinary, and in retrospect it was ordinary but full of warmth, until one day my sworn brother disappeared for more than a week without even saying hello. I went around like crazy asking for news about him, but no one knew his whereabouts.

. During the more than a week since my step-brother disappeared, I was always in a trance. I was distracted in class and had trouble falling asleep at night. His figure was lingering in my mind. When I closed my eyes, I could see his silent smile.

I was suddenly so scared, afraid that he would disappear from here on. So I was convinced that my friendship with my adopted brother was no longer pure, and had quietly undergone a qualitative change."

"Perhaps it was God's blessing that my sworn brother never came back. I finally made it to the end of school that day, so I rushed out of the classroom and rushed to my sworn brother's dormitory. I had a premonition that my sworn brother was back, my sworn brother was back

Looking for me."

"The moment I pushed open the door of my brother's dormitory, a strong smell of alcohol hit my face. There was no light on and the room was dark. My brother was huddled in the corner alone, holding a wine bottle in his arms.

Very drunk."

"I rushed to my sworn brother desperately, picked him up, and murmured to ask him what was wrong. My sworn brother was like a wronged child, crying loudly without saying a word. At that moment, I

My heart is broken. Before this, I thought of my sworn brother as optimistic, open-minded, and full of love for life. He was a little tough guy who couldn't be stepped on. I can't think of anything that made him grief-stricken."

"My sworn brother still keeps pouring wine into his stomach. I know that he can't drink enough. In the past, even if he drank a little bit, he would have severe stomach pain. That transparent liquid seems to me to be poison. How can I bear to let him go there alone?

I poured it into my stomach and drank it one sip at a time with him. What I thought at that time was, even if it was really poison, I would share it with my sworn brother."

"My sworn brother still didn't explain the reason. I was so anxious that I was sweating all over my head until I found that he was holding a paper ball in his hand, so I grabbed it and unfolded it. I saw a poem written on it, titled "Heart Ant"

, I still will not forget those verses:

There is no room for me to leave you

That distance, no courage

Countless days and nights

I can't help myself, my longing is overwhelming

Crawling with heart-eating ants

The gorgeous flower season buries memories

In the quicksand that cannot be held

Whose will is it to meet the indifferent you?

The smile cannot tell the story

Heart-eating Ant

Pain disrupts breathing

Although I have no way of knowing the mood in which my brother-in-law wrote this poem, one thing is certain, it is a love poem. The inscription was probably a year ago, when my brother-in-law graduated."

"My head is buzzing, maybe because I don't want to face the fact that my brother has a 'sweetheart', although I know that such an excellent man as my brother will be driven crazy by women in the world. I really hate myself

, I hate myself for not being born a few years earlier and not meeting my adopted brother earlier."

"My body is shaking involuntarily. What kind of person is my step-brother's sweetheart? What's her name? Is she beautiful? What's her background? Why does she make my step-brother so sad? Does she love him? No.

Get out of here right now!”

"Yi Ge finally spoke vaguely. He called my name and said: Xiaoyun, you don't know, you don't know how painful I am. Yuanyuan is getting married. Yuanyuan is getting married to someone else. I

You think I can forget her, you don't know how painful it is for me."

"I didn't say anything. I hugged my step-brother tightly and cried tears of sadness with him. I didn't know whether I was sad for myself or for my step-brother. I just knew it was heartbreaking and heartbreaking.

"

"After a while, my brother was so drunk that his consciousness began to blur. He suddenly turned over and hugged me tightly, as if he was afraid of being taken away. My brother murmured in my ear.

:Tang Yuan, I love you. Yuanyuan, don’t leave me. Yuanyuan, I’m in so much pain that I’m about to die.”

"My sworn brother hurt so much, but listening to his pain made me feel ten times more painful. I really couldn't bear to listen anymore, and I drank a lot of wine, so I lowered my head out of nowhere and blocked his lips with my lips.

Mouth--"

"That night, I dedicated myself to my sworn brother. I have never regretted this matter. Even after I woke up, I was still so determined. When my sworn brother held me tenderly and kissed my body, my

My heart was filled with joy. Whatever age, ethics, or worldly outlook, get out of here! At that moment, I felt that my adopted brother had lived in my heart, and no one could take him away from me."

"Actually, I haven't drunk at all. I can't drink well, so I had to sober up the next morning. When I woke up, my step-brother was gone again. My step-brother disappeared again. My first thought was to

Get him back immediately."

"I was so anxious that I put on my clothes and ran out of my step-brother's dormitory. There were almost no people on campus on weekends. I searched every corner of the school, but there was no trace of my step-brother. Where was my step-brother?

Did Brother Yi feel very disappointed when he woke up and found that Tang Yuan was not him? Or was he unable to accept the fact that he hurt me? No, Brother Yi did not hurt me, I did it willingly. Brother Yi, you will be back soon

, come back to me, I want to tell you that I have no regrets, I dedicate my body to you, and give you my youth first, my lover, I will never regret it in my life."

When Sister Yun recalled that her step-brother disappeared again, she seemed to have been hit hard again, her emotions completely collapsed, and her speech had no logic. I could only add my

imagination, splicing out the subsequent story.

Sister Yun couldn't find any trace of her adopted brother on campus. Her first thought was whether her adopted brother had gone to the river beach west of the school where he often painted, in order to calm down.

On her way to the river beach, Sister Yun saw a large group of people in the distance, and vaguely heard someone say: "It would be a pity if she drowned at such a young age."

Hearing these words, Sister Yun's legs softened. Due to the inertia of running, she fell to the ground with a plop. Then regardless of the pain in her body, she quickly got up again, ran over like crazy, and squeezed into the crowd. Waiting until she saw the wall of people clearly.

Seeing the situation inside, Sister Yun suddenly fell to the ground, crying and laughing.

It turned out that a middle-aged man was pressing the chest of a young man and performing rescue operations. The young man was pale and kept spitting out river water. After a while, he miraculously made a "hum" sound and saved his life.

Thank God, it was not my adopted brother. Sister Yun finally breathed a sigh of relief.

But luck always plays tricks on people in this world. The middle-aged man rescued the young man and suddenly sat down on the river beach. He gasped and said: "There is another person. There is another person in the river. He jumped in earlier than me." , I took the child from his hands. He is still in the river, go and save him."

The middle-aged man added at the end: He seems to be a middle school teacher, very young, probably named Shen Yi——

After hearing the middle-aged man's words, Sister Yun's eyes suddenly darkened and she completely lost consciousness. Being baptized by ice and fire in turns, no matter how strong her heart was, she couldn't bear it, let alone a 16-year-old who didn't know much about the world. Where is the girl.

Later, Yi Ge was never found again. That day, all the nearby villagers were mobilized and searched for more than ten kilometers up and down the river. Not even Yi Ge's body was found.

Sister Yun did not talk about what happened next. But you can imagine how sad she must be when she wakes up and learns that her sworn brother is missing and his body has not been found. Or she may even give up her life to follow her sworn brother. I think I've had all these thoughts before.

What strength supported Sister Yun to survive? Yes, it must be her and her adopted brother's child "Buhui" - Shen Buhui.

When she learned that she was pregnant with her step brother's child, was Sister Yun happy or worried?
Chapter completed!