There are many helpless things in life. What you want to have does not belong to you, but what you want to break free is layer by layer of constraints. Some people say that people always blindly indulge in memories of the past, and the present days will disappear in the past, and every tomorrow will continue...

It’s like now, this big boy is standing in front of me, but I don’t know him.

"How do you feel?" His dazzling brown hair was shaking in front of my eyes. I had a severe headache. There was always a ghost in front of me. I could vaguely see that beautiful and handsome face.

I didn't say anything, and I opened my eyes slightly, calmed down before I could see clearly.

This is an extremely strange face, with dark and deep eyes that I can't understand, and my skin is as dazzling as beautiful porcelain. I opened my lips slightly, and the cherry lips color was particularly eye-catching.

Not long after I woke up, I fell asleep again...

"Liu Xiangsi! Liu Xiangsi is here!" Wang Yanxi's cheerful laughter echoed in my ears. Her beautiful face looked very beautiful in the sun. I smiled and chased her footsteps. There were many close friends around me, Xia Yan, Gu Beicheng, Lin Haonan, andy, etc., and a doctor in a white coat.

He was holding hands with Xia Yan.

"Oh... Such a life is really boring!" At this moment, Andy was sitting on the leather sofa, and his handsome face showed a hint of sadness.

I sat aside, listening to his poor Beijing dialect of Chinese and Western combination, and looked at him coldly: "Yes, it's not fun! Illiterate! If you don't have knowledge, watch more TV!"

andy said innocently: "I've watched it! It's from the TV!" He pointed at the TV set in front of him, and I looked over with his hand, and the handsome face of Daomingsi played by Jerry Yan presented it in front of me.

Daomingsi on TV was holding his forehead and said helplessly: "Oh... it's really boring..."

I sucked the corners of my mouth. Taiwanese idol dramas are really comparable to Korean dramas, and they are also crazy. Andy is actually chasing such an old TV series?

I looked at the huge house in a daze. Lin Haonan, Xia Yan, Liu Xicheng, Wang Yanxi, Gu Beicheng, andy and the others were all there... but I always felt that something was missing, and my heart was always empty.

Could it be Chu Peiran?

No, he has completely gotten away from my life. I frowned and looked at all this, an illusory and unreal existence. It is said that sleeping too much will cause death. I won’t be sleeping still, right?

"Liu Xiangsi, let's walk together. After leaving this door, we will no longer have to live in a chaotic and painful world... Your first half of your life was so sad. Let's walk with us now..." Everyone held hands, stood in front of the glowing door, reached out to me, and said with a smile.

I looked at the beautiful and gentle light and frowned slowly. Such light really makes people feel peaceful and happy, but I always feel that it is not what I want.

I shook my head, "No...I don't want to go." I stepped back and said to them.

Wang Yanxi turned around and said with a smile: "If you come now, you can avoid too much pain. Even if you don't follow us now, you will still have to leave alone in the future."

I widened my eyes and looked at them in disbelief. Each of them had a peaceful smile on their faces, but I felt very strange.

This is not the Wang Yanxi I know...

They will not show such a smile of renewal. We are all still struggling in the world, and we will not show such a stable smile...

I pushed Wang Yanxi away, "I don't want to go, you guys go by yourself!" I said loudly to my friends.

"Your decision is destined to be more painful in the future... Since you chose to end your life in that way, why are you reluctant to leave now?" Xia Yan looked at me calmly and said.

My breathing began to become uneven. I don’t know why... I was seeking death myself? Why did I seek death?

I don't know anything, I just know what I'm still waiting for, I know I still need love...

"I don't know...you go." I looked at the glowing door and said blankly.

"Human happiness comes from love, and pain comes from love." Wang Yanxi's face disappeared and she said calmly. After that, she turned around and took Xia Yan's hand.

...

I was awakened by the dream again, and there was cold sweat on my head. It was obviously a beautiful dream... Why is it so heartbreaking when I wake up...

"Lovesickness! You're awake!" Wang Yanxi's voice full of surprise sounded in my ears.

God... the roar of the qi sinking into the Dantian... is completely different from the one she in the dream!

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a group of people surrounding my bed.

Most of these people are the same as those who appear in my dreams, andy, Xia Yan...Their eyes are lit up, and they also have a worried look.

"You are so crazy... You are actually standing alone on the road. You are so lucky and lucky that you didn't hit you to death!" Xia Yan frowned and said reproachfully.

I looked at them blankly: "I...why am I standing on the road?"

"Did you forget? The driver who caused the accident said that you had been standing in the middle of the road. He had braked, but he still hit you." Wang Yanxi said.

I lowered my head and thought for a while, but my head hurts so I can't think about anything at all. A few clips flashed through my mind like movies.

I kept crying, running, and running for a long time...

Standing in the middle of the road, I stopped...

"You mean...I'm going to commit suicide?" When I looked up again, I met everyone's faces and said in confusion.

Xia Yan's eyebrows were tighter, and his eyes were complicated that I couldn't understand. "You can't remember anything?" Her voice was very cold.

"An...it seems like this, but fortunately, I remember you all." I said with a grin.

"What about him?" Xia Yan did not relax after hearing my words, but frowned and pointed at the man sitting beside my bed.

I squinted my eyes and looked at it for a while. This face...it seemed to have seen it once the last time I woke up.

I smiled and said, "Of course I remember, he is a doctor! Last time I woke up, I saw him sitting here." I nodded slightly to the handsome man to express my gratitude.

The man's originally gentle face instantly stiffened to his face with my words.

Not only that, I could clearly hear everyone present, and they took a breath.

"I... am I wrong?" I opened my mouth and looked at them blankly.

No one answered me, and the air seemed to stagnate in this instant.
Chapter completed!