I think it is quite unreliable for amnesia. For example, Wang Yanxi and Xia Yan always look at me with a mixture of resentment and pity.

What makes me most uncomfortable is Wen Jichen. His eyes always have complexities that I can’t understand, such as love, heartache, and sometimes with hatred.

Until I was discharged from the hospital and could go to the college normally, the memory in my mind that I couldn't get rid of.

In Beijing, the nights are always bright and the people are weaving colors. The only thing that is incompatible with such a lively atmosphere is probably the only hospital. This is a place where diseases and people’s pain intertwined. I haven’t gone out for a long time to go out for activities. Lying on the hospital bed every day is like mold.

That night, Wen Jichen hugged me and slept. Compared to the first time, I seemed much more relaxed this time, less nervous or panicked, and more stable.

I don’t know if it was a problem with the previous amnesia or a car accident, but I always slept lightly, and I could be awakened if I had a little movement.

This time is no exception.

I quietly nestled in Wen Jichen's arms, smelling his pleasant body fragrance. I was obsessed with this smell, and I was always able to fall asleep as soon as possible with the faint fragrance.

Wen Jichen looked at me gently with his eyes down, and his delicate and slender hands gently stroked my hair.

This feeling was very comfortable, so I was half asleep and half awake.

Just when I was about to fall asleep, I heard Wen Jichen's deep velvet sound.

"Liu Xiangsi...How could you forget me like this?" I lowered my head and couldn't see his expression, but I guess his eyes when he looked at me must be mixed with the same hatred as before.

I didn't move and continued to pretend to be asleep.

"You did such an excessive thing... do you want to clean me up now by forgetting me?" His voice trembled obviously.

At this time, I couldn't help it anymore. I looked up and glared at him: "What kind of excessive things have I done to make you so angry?" I frowned and looked at Wen Jichen's deep eyes.

Wen Jichen was a little stunned, and then his eyes gradually dimmed.

"It's nothing... wake you up, keep sleeping." His low voice always intoxicated me. When I looked at his handsome face, I suddenly felt a little pain in my heart.

I want to hug him.

I even wanted to kiss him...

I was frightened by the bold idea that popped up in my mind.

I rubbed in his arms without closing my eyes. What was my relationship with Wen Jichen before? Could it be that he was really a lover?

Are he and I not brothers and sisters? How could we do such an intimate move...

I thought about it for a long time, and I almost fell asleep.

The only way is to find the past memory...

But how to retrieve memory...

Suddenly, many fragments flashed through my mind, like lightning, and soon disappeared. On a cold rainy night, Wen Jichen pulled me into his arms...

In my room, he was kissing my neck...

These clips remained in my mind, and I suddenly felt a violent pain in my head, as if some blood-sucking monster was about to suck my brain... I frowned, trembling all over my body in pain, and reached out to hold my head tightly.

"Brother... I can't remember it... my head hurts so much..." I murmured with my white lips.

Wen Jichen was frightened by me, and a panic and worried look appeared on his usual calm face: "Doudou, do you have a headache? What did you think of?"

"You kiss me... you are kissing me..." My headache was even worse. Even Wen Jichen's call seemed so far away in my ears. I bit these words from my mouth with difficulty.

Suddenly, I was forced to raise my head.

My face was pale due to the headache, and I couldn't open my eyes. A warm lips covered my lips. The hot feeling made my brain blank suddenly, and the severe headache also ended abruptly at that moment.

I couldn't help but widen my eyes. Wen Jichen didn't close his eyes, but just looked at me gently with his eyes half open, with heartache and doting in his eyes.

My heart suddenly jumped.

This familiar feeling...

I found that all the memories before disappeared, and even the tiny fragments that finally flashed through my mind disappeared.

After a long time, Wen Jichen gently let go of me.

"Brother...you..." I opened my mouth and looked at Wen Jichen blankly.

"Doudou... I hoped you could remember everything before. But now I can't... you will forget all those bad memories. It's the crack in our relationship. I decided to love you again and pursue you again." He stroked my face, frowned slightly between his eyebrows.

This naked confession made me feel familiar, but I still felt excited.

I shook my head: "No...you are my brother..."

After only a few days of getting along, I also have a good impression of Wen Jichen, but I will never develop to the point of love. Besides, he is my legitimate brother.

I thought Wen Jichen would be very frustrated, but the corner of his mouth curled up a shallow curve and gently scraped my nose: "You said so before."

...

Since I left the hospital and went to school normally, I didn't live in the dormitory. I always thought that the worst thing I was hurt was my brain, but I didn't expect it was my legs! A comminuted fracture of the calf had to be fixed with steel plates. During the operation, even after anesthetics were applied, I screamed in pain throughout the building.

Wen still remembers that when Wen Jichen just sent me all the way downstairs of the dormitory, the scene was the same as when Andy came. The whole building was caused by him to have endocrine disorders.

Wen Jichen said that it would take about half a year to recover. Liu Xicheng is a senior orthopedic doctor who returned from the United States to study, so his medical skills are naturally nothing to say. So Wen Jichen insisted on taking me back to the apartment every day when I had no classes. In fact, I felt it was completely unnecessary. The potato chip girls would take care of me. When I saw me, I was so excited that I burst into tears and bought me a lot of supplements.

Of course, as a price, I will treat them to a big meal after I get ready.

I have to use crutches when walking in school, so it is rare that Master Miejue has never lost his kindness. He doesn't ask me to answer questions every time he goes to class. The boys always look at me with extreme sympathy and heartache.

Although I don't know what they feel sad, it seems to be hurting them.

Lin Haonan is also very enthusiastic. After I rejected him so many times, he is still as good to me as before. So, recently I always hear girls in school secretly use words like "clarwalker", "monster", "disabled", "prostitute with broken legs"...

If it were the case before, I would have put my hands on my hips and scolded me loudly. However, I only have one thought now.

It's just to retrieve the memory.

Xia Yan and Wang Yanxi dare not say much to me about the reason for my car accident. I guess it was probably Wen Jichen's coercion and inducement that made them shut up.

The news about Wen Jichen was blocked quite well, and neither stepfather nor mother knew about this. I didn’t want them to worry either, and soon, Wen Jichen and I will go to see them together.

However, I feel very familiar with the woman standing in front of me today, but I can't remember her at all.
Chapter completed!