Chapter 136: Memories
I frowned: "But... why did I commit suicide?"
Bai Man turned around, her pure and white face was disappointed and compassionate. "You will never forget what kind of school is C University, right? Most of these popular stars and directors come from here now."
"But what does this have to do with me?"
"I don't know what you thought at that time... you actually... used that way to please the director and took the opportunity to get on the post." Bai Man frowned and lowered his eyes.
I took a step back in panic, and the pain quickly spread in my chest...
My lips gradually turned white and I murmured: "No way... how could I do this..."
At this moment, Bai Man suddenly grabbed my arm, and her slender and delicate nails were so hard that she fell deeply into my flesh. I felt a stinging pain in my arms. "Or what do you think? Wen Jichen loves you so much, and you plan for yourself in this way! Wen Jichen quarreled with you that night, so you ran out and was hit by a car standing on the road. Liu Xiangsi, sometimes I really don't understand what else you don't feel satisfied!"
I stared at her in a daze. Anger and hatred appeared on her originally gentle and peaceful face, and she almost said it with gritted teeth.
"No...no...no... impossible! I'm not like this, I didn't want to be an artist at all!" My head suddenly hurt violently, and some pictures flashed through my mind instantly, fleeting. I pressed my head desperately and shouted to Bai Man loudly.
"Then why do you want to find a director? Liu Xiangsi, if I were you, I would definitely be far away from Wen Jichen! Because he has always been the most disgusting woman like this! No matter how much he loves you, you have done such a hurtful thing. Do you think he saw you naked and an old man lying on the bed with his own eyes, and what is the difference between you saw Chu Peiran and An Ruoyi naked in the bed with his own eyes!" Bai Man pulled off my hand that covered my head and continued to speak loudly in my ear. She stared at my eyes like a devil, and she would swallow me alive at any time.
I was extremely excited, my face was covered in tears, and the scene in front of me shook with her words, An Ruoyi smiled proudly on Chu Peiran's bed.
I collapsed and cried, "Stop talking!"
"Why don't you let me say it? Because you know that you are such a woman! Do you hate shameless women? You use your car accident to lose your memory to save Wen Jichen. Do you think you are very selfish? Why don't you dare to admit it! You really forgot everything?..." Bai Man's words exploded in my heart like black bombs.
Every sentence kills the heart.
Her kind and lovable face instantly turned into a witch-like fierce face. I pressed my head desperately and didn't dare to look at her staring at me.
"I'm selfish! I'm a bastard! I'm not worthy of him!"
Finally, I cried and shouted this sentence.
My ears suddenly became quiet, and I was gasping and still covering my head.
"Are you... really such a person?" A nice and familiar male voice came to my ears.
I suddenly realized, and the memories in my mind poured in with these sentences. The lingering relationship between me and Wen Jichen that rainy night, my coldness towards Chu Peiran, and the harm that Bai Man and An Ruoyi added to me...
And, being raped by the director that night, Wen Jichen's cold eyes...
My tears were condensed on my face, and I looked at everything here blankly. There were many people passing by in front of the Houhai Bar, all of them looked at us with contempt.
Wen Jichen and Bai Man stood side by side, all this seemed so familiar and so strange.
This is not a place where Wen Jichen and I fall in love!
This is the first time I gave up on Wen Jichen. It was the place where I realized that I like Wen Jichen and watched him hold Bai Man and kiss him with my own eyes!
I remembered everything!
I looked at Bai Man's extremely cold face mixed with a smile, and I suddenly understood everything...
Why did she know so well? What happened when I was raped by the director that night...
Just now, she even misinterpreted the facts and claimed that it was the director I took the initiative to find. She even lied that she was my best friend...
I looked at Wen Jichen's cold face in a daze...
Women are good at attacking their hearts.
However, I admitted everything a few minutes ago, and that false fact...
I looked at Wen Jichen in disbelief. I finally understood the complexity in his deep eyes. For so many days, when I took care of me, my smile was gentle, with hatred, and with pampering...
The coldness in his eyes became more and more obvious. His eyes were staring at me tightly. I almost felt that my body was disintegrating bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit.
He believed it.
I believed Bai Man's words, and even more so that I admitted everything I had in extreme pain...
I don't want to explain everything in an ugly and humble way that night... There is a saying that goes, those who trust you can understand everything by looking at your eyes, and those who don't trust you will explain it in vain.
I couldn't help laughing, with tears on my face, and shouted to the extremely calm two people: "Why can't that car hit me to death!"
"Bai Man... You won, do you want Wen Jichen, right? I'll give it to you, I'll give you whatever you want! Don't think I didn't know that Meng Yao was found by you! How could you understand so much about my rape? Forget it... You and An Ruoyi are the same people. An Ruoyi took Chu Peiran away from me. It doesn't matter, I gave it to her! Do you want Wen Jichen? I can also give it to you generously! Just keep what I don't want!" I shouted hysterically at Bai Man, and my body was shaking with excitement.
Bai Man heard the words Meng Yao, a trace of guilt flashed across her face, but she still pretended to be calm and pointed at me and cursed: "Liu Xiangsi, don't throw any dirty water on me in the slutty things you did yourself!"
I was like crazy, my head hurting sharply, my face was smiling: "You want Wen Jichen... I will give it to you, I will give it to you..." My spirit was on the verge of collapse, and I said with a laugh like a drunk.
Bai Man stared at me, his teeth itched with hatred and said nothing.
Wen Jichen looked at me crazy and couldn't help but frown and pulled me into his arms.
I fell into a warm embrace and greedily sniffed the pleasant smell in Wen Jichen's chest. Suddenly, a sourness filled my chest and I pushed him away: "You fucking believe in Baiman, you can go with her!" I pushed him away and shouted, and turned around and left.
Wen Jichen's face looked even more ugly.
I laughed contemptuously and continued to walk.
Unexpectedly, I was pulled back again. This time I did not hit his chest, but covered my wet and hot lips, making my lips and tongue hurt...
"Um..." I whimpered in pain.
Bai Man beside her stared at Wen Jichen and kissing me with wide eyes. She was so angry that she clenched her hands tightly into a fist. I could even hear the crackling sound of the bones, and then she turned around and ran away as if she ran away.
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Chapter completed!