Chapter 143 His Tears
Suddenly, I felt my ears empty. When I looked up, Wen Jichen came to me at some point. He quietly listened to the harsh female voice on the other end of the phone and slandered the dirty words, "Have you finished introducing yourself?" He said coldly.
When I heard Wen Jichen's voice on the other end of the phone, I quickly hung up the phone again.
Wen Jichen looked at me deeply, with pain and disappointment in his eyes. He took my cell phone into his room, and I stared blankly at his back as he left.
What's wrong with looking at me?
I knocked on the door of Wen Jichen's room and "Come in." Wen Jichen responded coldly. I pushed the door and saw Wen Jichen still calling, "I'll send you that mobile phone number, check it."
I listened quietly beside me, lowering my head and saying nothing.
Wen Jichen hung up the phone and said, "It's because of this that you avoided me so much in the past two days?"
"I didn't avoid you, just think our relationship is not suitable..." I lowered my head, and although my voice was very small, my tone was very cold.
Wen Jichen raised his eyebrows: "Isn't it suitable?"
"You are my brother, I am your sister. I shouldn't have had that kind of relationship, and it's still time to end now." I said coldly without expression.
Wen Jichen's eyes gradually magnified as I looked at me, and a sense of coldness and grief arose. He sneered at me: "In your eyes, does this relationship end as soon as it ends? What do you think of me?"
I looked at his pretty face and a deep light reflected. I felt a little twitching in my heart. I admitted that I was willful and said such words, but I still couldn't stand such an embarrassing thing.
"You can find someone else, and others can do what I can." I pretended to be calm, with a look of indifference on my face, and said, "I looked straight at Wen Jichen."
Wen Jichen chuckled and stood up in front of the computer. He walked slowly to me step by step. His eyes at me were extremely cold, as if he wanted to freeze me. Every time he did this, I was very scared. Even if I pretended to be calm, I still lowered my head and didn't dare to look at his expression.
The stepfather and mom have social engagements at night, but I don’t know when they will be back.
Actually, I was quite afraid that he would hit me. Not long ago, I got angry and willful. When I threatened to break up, he really used a belt to suck my ass... and he was very ruthless...
But this time, I wasn't getting angry.
People's hearts will be tired. If you carry too many things, you will collapse one day.
"Wen Jichen... break up." I lowered my head and said expressionlessly.
I obviously felt Wen Jichen's body pause. I wanted to look up at his expression, and even wanted to hug him. But I stopped myself. Indecisive people must be cruel once to cut off those feelings that should not exist, such as Wen Jichen and I.
Wen Jichen did not answer me. I lowered my head and quickly turned around to unscrew the door handle.
A powerful and irreversible force pulled my body back. I looked up in panic and saw Wen Jichen's angry face. His eyes seemed to make me shudder...
"Liu Xiangsi...why are you..." Wen Jichen's voice trembled a little.
His voice kept echoing in his ears, and my brain was almost blurred. He grabbed my shoulders with his hands, and tears of pain were almost coming out.
"Let me go...Let me go..." I lowered my head and didn't look at his face, murmured.
Wen Jichen grabbed my hand harder and harder, even trembling slightly. "Tell me why... why... you know how much I love you, why do you torture me like this every time?" Wen Jichen's eyes were slightly red and his face was very scary.
I shook my head and asked him to let me go...
His hand made me feel painful, and it hurt like a piercing my bones. I remembered Bai Man, An Ruoyi, and what Chu Peiran said to me. The very ugly words of insult poured into my brain like a tide. I was almost collapsed. My whole body was trembling violently in pain, and I screamed loudly: "Because you are my brother! I don't want to be called ** by others!" When I shouted this sentence with great strength, Wen Jichen stopped.
"Do you think I think that's what I think today? Do you think I want to break up with you? Do you know how much I love you... Do you know how painful it is when others say you are my brother!" Tears that had been spinning in my eyes for a long time finally came out. I raised my head and blushed and asked loudly at Wen Jichen.
"Why do you want to be my brother?" I burst into tears and my voice was hoarse.
Wen Jichen's face was stunned, and the hand that tightly held my shoulders finally let go...
When he let it go, he suddenly felt his fingertips were hot. He frowned and looked. The terrifying blood was flowing on his fingertips, and the bright red piece came from the slender shoulders in front of him.
I bit my lips and looked at him stubbornly. He tried so hard that he even embedded his nails on my shoulders. Wen Jichen was panicked and looked at me with distress: "Doudou, sorry...I..." He was so panicked that he couldn't even realize that his tears were dripping.
I've never seen Wen Jichen like this.
He has always been so calm and unsuspecting in the face of changes. Even when fighting, he would not act as panic as he is now. He has never cried in front of me, this is the first time.
My heart seemed to be inserted into a knife, pulled out, and continued to penetrate into the original wound...
I suddenly felt like I was a bastard!
My face was pale and I stared at Wen Jichen's tears in a daze.
At this moment, I wish there was no ethical principle in this world.
It was only now that I realized that he was the brilliance that appeared in my life. In this desolate half of my life, it was him who blossomed an unexpected flower in my heart.
Wen Jichen had a painful expression on his face, and he said, "Liu Xiangsi, I have been with you for the past few years. I didn't give you what you want? At that time, you wanted to be with Chu Peiran, so I gave it."
He paused, his voice trembled: "And this time, if you want to leave me, I will give it to you too."
With his words, my heart seemed to be exhausted...
After saying that, he turned around and wanted to disinfect me with alcohol. As soon as he turned around, I hugged him from behind...
Wen Jichen's body stiffened.
"Wen Jichen... I was wrong... I was wrong..." My voice trembled and I muttered. "Even if you are my brother... I will never say such things to you in the future... Wen Jichen, I love you... I really love you..." I hugged him tightly and said crying.
Wen Jichen turned around, took a deep breath, and hugged me tightly into his warm chest...
"Doudou...I promise...I will protect you." His chin was placed on top of my head, smelling my pleasant smell of hair, and said in a low voice.
If I have never recognized Wen Jichen's position in my heart, I think I will be completely clear today.
Everything is not as good as his tears. I am so selfish. When I am enduring all this, why isn’t he the same?
When Andy joked that he was avant-garde with me and was in line with the morality of the new era, he smashed a pillow with a smile. I never thought that there would be a face with tears hidden under that smile.
I always think about myself and ignore Wen Jichen.
Wen Jichen suddenly seemed to remember something, let go of me, turned around and brought the medicine box. Only then did I realize that the wound on my shoulders was so painful...
It turns out that when you feel heartache, even if you stab your body and hair with a sharp knife, you will feel nothing.
When Wen Jichen cleared the wound, his eyes were filled with regret and heartache. His circles were still red. I had never discussed the moral issues with him publicly, nor had I broken up with him because of this.
Many times, he and I are like lovers who torture each other.
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