Chapter 171

Wen Jichen hugged me tightly, and I opened my mouth in pain and bit it hard on his shoulder.

Wen Jichen couldn't help but take a breath of pain, but hugged me tighter, with no intention of letting go, and there was a complete heartache in his eyes.

I was trembling violently in Wen Jichen's arms in pain. I held Wen Jichen's wrist hard until my hands were numb. I felt cramped when I held them. A large amount of blood was discharged from my body, and after the pieces of blood and flesh were completely released, I was almost exhausted...

Looking at the red liquid in the spittoon that could not tell whether it was blood or flesh, I cried in Wen Jichen's arms. Wen Jichen had no intention of blaming me, but there was only endless heartache and pain in his eyes, and kept chanting: "Doudou." He stroked my hair, as if he wanted to soothe my heart.

"Brother..." I sobbed in his arms, my voice trembling.

After Andy gave the bloody spittoon to the doctor who prescribed medicine before, the doctor confirmed that he did not need to clear the uterus. Andy was worried and finally fell down and breathed a deep sigh of relief.

Fortunately, Lin Haonan has been giving me some blood-enhancing things these days, otherwise I would have bleed to death. Wen Jichen thanked Lin Haonan and Andy, apologized for the previous beating of Andy, and then took me back to the apartment.

At home, I lay haggardly on the bed, my hands stroking my lower abdomen intentionally or unintentionally.

After experiencing abortion, I suddenly remembered my mother. In fact, it is easy for a woman to abort her children, so she should have made a lot of determination to give birth...

I feel very sorry for her. It is not easy for her to live alone for so many years. Although she has entrusted me to the best custody center, she will go back to see me whenever she has the chance. She will always please me and make me happy and bring me many toys and clothes that children of the same age cannot get.

I still remember when she was in the fourth and fifth grade of elementary school, she came back to see me, and her eyes were sunken, and she took me to the amusement park, to the park, and to the mall to buy clothes. She always felt sorry for me and wanted to make up for everything.

But many times, she and I don’t look like mother and daughter.

She is so beautiful, and she is always neither big nor young when she talks to me. It is better to say that she and I are more like friends for many years than to say that they are mother and daughter.

During the days when she was pregnant, she was always alone in taking care of herself. Even though her father was alive at that time, he couldn't do anything for her and me.

I was thinking that she had known this would be the case, and what kind of mentality she had in her birth to me...

She is stronger than me.

Kinder than me, too.

If she knew about this, she would probably feel heartbroken.

...

Wen Jichen also knew that I wanted to hide it from him, nor did he want to tell him who the man was. Therefore, he just tried his best to take care of me and did not ask anything more.

He always makes me meticulous and doesn't even let me go. I have a bad appetite and always makes delicious foods to nourish my body every day.

At night, he was still lying on the bed reading, and was as gentle as ever to me, and even more caring for me. But my guilt continued to increase. The more he treated me well, the more I felt sorry for him.

"Doudou, actually if you want this child, I can take care of him with you." Wen Jichen hugged me in his arms, wrapped his fingers around my hair, and said softly.

In the darkness, I listened to his steady heartbeat, and could not see anything, and could not see his expression. I could only listen to the voice to judge that his words came from the heart.

"I don't want it." I said.

"Promise me, no matter what happens in the future, don't hide it from me, okay?" Wen Jichen said.

My nose felt sore, and tears flowed out in a bad mood, dripping on his hot chest, and he nodded gently.

Crouched in his wide and warm embrace, a feeling of warmth as blood flowed in my body. I fell asleep like this, smelling the faint body fragrance between Wen Jichen's chest, and then I dreamed of many people.

I dreamed of Andy and Lin Haonan who were so kind to me that I was unswervingly, Wang Yanxi, who dreamed of my pain and happiness almost connected with her emotions, I dreamed of Gu Beicheng, Xia Yan and Liu Xicheng, I dreamed of stepfather and mother, I dreamed of all the people who loved me and treated me well, and finally Wen Jichen...

People are obviously greedy animals. Take love as an example. At first, they just want to take a look, gradually become relationship, sharing, and possessive. At first they are dissatisfied, picky, want to change, and want to coexist with it. However, Wen Jichen always maintains a moderate level. He doesn't want to stop me from doing everything I want to do, without being irritable, without being anxious, and without being hysterical.

Although he was also angry because of my excessiveness, he would eventually surrender and obey me because of his love for me, make me rely on him, and clean up the mess for me.

Compared to how good he treats me, I am really not worthy of him.

...

Under Wen Jichen's care, in less than a week, my ugly face returned to blood and became redder. The sick leave I took was about to expire, and I thought I would go to school again.

During the sick leave, Xia Yan sent me an extra note for me during class. I was trembling with gratitude and holding the notebook in my hand.

There is a kind of friend who is so good that you won’t even let you fall behind in school when you are sick.

During this period, I also thought a lot.

I was decadent, cried, and suffered. After the child was aborted, I lost my relationship with Chu Peiran. This incident made me feel a little comforted. Let’s face life again.

My personality gradually became as cheerful as before. After all, I always had a cold face, and Wen Jichen felt uncomfortable.

After returning to school, I also plan to join some clubs to enrich my life in the words of potato chip girls.

In fact, since the first semester first started, my roommates have been pestering me to join this club and that club. But I think it’s too troublesome. Some evening parties and dances in the school are all handsome men and beautiful women, and I don’t attend them. Until now, I don’t know much about the more popular celebrity students in the grade.

Recently, I became obsessed with reading novels, and I watched many movies and wrote many reviews. Finally, I took a SLR and shot it everywhere on campus, and cut a movie and won an award at school.

For this reason, Master Mie Jue and counselor love me even more.

Wen Jichen saw that I was so enthusiastic about life every day, so he was busy with things in the company. But occasionally... he would be frightened...

For example, I hid in the quilt in the middle of the night and cried...

While he was half asleep and half awake, he felt me ​​trembling and sobbing, his head was still tightly covered in the quilt. He nervously lifted the quilt, thinking that I had encountered something that made me sad again.

I found out that I was just reading novels on my phone and cried...
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