When I returned to Beijing, I didn’t expect that my stepfather and mother had already come back early. However, I stayed in the crew for three months and my mobile phone number changed, and no one in Beijing could contact me.

During this period, I had the illusion of staying on Mars by myself.

"Doudou, do you miss your mother?" As soon as Lin Haonan and I left the airport, we saw our stepfather and mother's car parked outside. As soon as my mother saw me, she rushed up and hugged me intimately. Her delicate voice almost made me think that she had taken the wrong medicine.

I smiled and said, "Yes, yes, I dreamed that you were coming back!" I glanced at me and didn't see Wen Jichen picking me up... I suddenly felt much more lost in my heart.

Lin Haonan carried my suitcase and walked to the stepfather and mother, and said politely: "Hello uncle and aunt, this is Liu Xiangsi's luggage." As he said that, Lin Haonan smiled and placed my suitcase and a lot of strange things I bought in Hengdian in front of his stepfather.

As soon as my mother saw Lin Haonan, her eyes couldn't move away. At this moment, she was staring at Lin Haonan carefully with the look of a madam looking at the girl, as if she could see a gold after looking for a while.

Lin Haonan was so embarrassed that my mother looked at me, and looked at me as if she was asking for help.

But I rolled my eyes at him ungratefully and pretended not to see it. I guess Lin Haonan must have a lot of psychological activities at this moment, and I wish I could throw me into the sky without knowing my mood.

"Young man, are you taking care of our Doudou during this period?" Mom smiled at Lin Haonan with a kind face. My face was full of black lines, and I was still a young man...

Just like getting old and mature...

"It's not considered taking care of..." Lin Haonan said with a smile and lowered his head.

"Come on, where is your home in Beijing? Let's take you home!" As he said that, his mother pushed Lin Haonan into the car. I can't tell that her thoughts are so hard that I am not her biological daughter!

Lin Haonan hurriedly refused: "Auntie, I'll just take a taxi home!" But it was too late, and my mother had successfully stuffed Lin Haonan into the car.

Lin Haonan and I sat side by side, and their expressions were almost the same.

"Young man, how old is this year?" Mom sat in the passenger seat, her tone slightly raised to make her voice sound relatively gentle.

"I am two years older than Liu Xiangsi, auntie." Lin Haonan answered honestly.

"Oh hehe, is it? You are so compatible with age! How about you, are you so handsome or have a girlfriend? Do you need an aunt to introduce you to you? How about Doudou? She is super positive, right!" Mom spoke in front of her, even as she tried hard to make herself look dignified.

I covered my face...

"Yes, yes, I think the young man is also good! Our Doudou doesn't have a boyfriend either. Our family is very open-minded and does not object to college love!" The stepdad said with a smile while driving.

Lin Haonan obviously took a breath and looked at me in surprise.

I shook my head at him helplessly and said to my lips: "This is how we are at home! Just get used to it!"

"Haha, uncle and aunt, I haven't talked about my girlfriend yet..." Lin Haonan could only answer in a low voice with inconvenience.

I laughed in my heart. You didn’t talk about your girlfriend, but you talked about your boyfriend!

Along the way, Lin Haonan was tortured, and her stepfather and mother repeatedly bombarded her, as if she would never give up until she turned Lin Haonan into a son-in-law.

I could only watch happily.

When he was about to arrive at Lin Haonan's house, his mother suddenly said, "By the way, Doudou, you have to congratulate your brother." His mother's voice sounded very excited, mixed with excitement.

When I heard the words "Brother", my expression froze, and the same was true for Lin Haonan beside me.

"What's wrong?" My tone fell down.

The mother obviously didn't realize it yet and continued, "He is going to get engaged! It's the girl last time, An Ruoyi, right? Old Wen?"

The stepdad nodded.

At this moment, I can't describe my feelings. It's like a shot in the chest, it's like a crack in the heart, it's like countless hands pushing me into hell...

"The little girl has such a good personality. She came to visit her house two days ago. My stepfather and I were here. She also brought you a gift, but unfortunately you are not here..." Mom didn't notice how gloomy my expression was, and her tone was filled with joy.

Lin Haonan couldn't help but frowned and turned his head to look at me worriedly.

I looked ahead with a blank expression and said, "Lin Haonan's house is here, mom, you can get him off the car." I tried to make my tone sound very cheerful.

Lin Haonan frowned, said ok to his parents before leaving, patted me on the shoulder and got off the car.

As the car drove away, I tried to huddle in the corner of the back seat of the car, unable to hide the ugly expression and pale face on my face. My mother sat in front and said happily: "I like Lin Haonan the more I look at this child, and I have to recruit him as a son-in-law in the future, haha."

The stepdad nodded wildly to agree.

I couldn't help but hold tears in my eyes, so I turned my face to look out the car window. There were few cloudy days in autumn, and Beijing was shrouded under a huge dark cloud at this moment, with heavy rain ready to go, and the dark clouds seemed to want to swallow the entire Beijing and suppress the earth unscrupulously.

So... An Ruoyi has already entered our house, right?

So, I didn't deserve to be angry at all when I saw the photos some time ago.

Because An Ruoyi was natural and righteous. She and Wen Jichen were the most convincing couple... However, the mother and stepfather who were sitting in front talked about helping Wen Jichen hold an engagement banquet, and both of them seemed very excited.

They kept repeating the two names of Wen Jichen and An Ruoyi in my ears.

At the end, the sound was buzzing in my brain, and I almost felt my ears deaf. I really didn't expect that in my lifetime, I would hate myself so much and all the functions of my body were normal.

Shame, hatred, anger, jealousy, pain, I was suppressed by these negative emotions like thick haze. What Wen Jichen said seemed to be still ringing in my ears: "No matter what consequences will happen in the future, I will bear it. There is only one person I, Wen Jichen, want to marry, is you, Liu Xiangsi."

Thinking of this sentence, I suddenly covered my mouth, and tears flowed out of my eyes silently like an untightened faucet... I remember these unwavering words so clearly... Why do they sound so ironic now?

It would be great if I was blind, so I would not see the scene of them holding hands.

It would be great if I was deaf, so I would not hear everyone's blessings to them.

If I...

How great it is to die,
Chapter completed!