"This matter is very complicated, I will explain it to you later. It's right for you to believe me..." Chu Peiran held my hand and put it in his heart.

Wang Yanxi, Bai Man, An Ruoyi. I counted the names of these people in my heart and couldn't help but smile bitterly. How else do I believe you?

"Doudou, be with me. I beg you..." He rubbed my hair and said these words almost in a sincere tone.

I frowned slightly.

After a long time, nodded slightly.

Once a woman encounters love, she will be blinded by it. She has no reason and no ability to think. She always remembers its sweetness very clearly, but she forgets the pain caused by love. This is the reason why she forgets the pain after she heals the scar. I am such a person. Chu Peiran’s tenderness at this moment is what I am greedy for.

I don’t care about his faults, nor do I care about the harm he brought to me directly and indirectly during this period. As long as he says the words I love you, all my grievances and resentment will turn into nothingness.

I closed my eyes deeply, hoping that nothing will hinder us in the future...

However, there is one thing that I am most distressed about. My eyes are always dull, and I am gone from the glory of the past. Everything I see is dull, empty and unsightly. Chu Peiran looked at me like this and was stunned. I watched him not speak, and I knew how ugly and haggard I was at this moment.

No man would like such a woman.

What should I do? Do I quit?

This is a question he and I are considering, "You are not allowed to touch it again in the future." Chu Peiran held my hand and suddenly used force to pull my thoughts back. I looked up at him blankly, I couldn't quit... I was very weak in willpower.

Chu Peiran can always see what I think at a glance, even though I have no expression on my face and my eyes are dull. "I will help you. I really didn't expect that in just over a month... you have become like this." He said in a daze.

I am really worried about myself, and I am worried that the warmth at this moment will turn into a dream, and I am even more worried that such beauty will disappear.

"Doudou, this time I swear to you that I will never leave you." He hugged me and whispered in my ear.

My ears are rubbed, **, that's it, our fire has not yet started.

He said: "I have to wait for you to be completely willing. Waiting for you is not because of being unconscious and medicine is what I want to be with me. Respecting you is the best way to love you. I will never leave you in the future..." What he said to me was undoubtedly the most delightful thing in so many years.

As long as you ask, as long as I am still there.

I felt warmth in my heart, and a beautiful curve was raised inadvertently. The hollow eyes slowly became colorful. I looked at him with a smile, climbed up to his chest, and gently kissed his fair face.

"Then you have to explain to me why you broke up with me." I lay on his broad and warm chest again and said with a whimper.

Chu Peiran's fingers played with my hair, thought for a moment, and then said, "At the beginning, I was angry, but you didn't look for me for more than two months. Every time I passed by me, I pretended not to see it. When I met in a bar, I was still entangled with a foreigner. You actually made such an intimate move with that man in front of me." There was a little jealousy in his tone.

I couldn't help laughing.

"Later, I thought about finding you, and you blocked me on WeChat. I also changed my phone number, and I couldn't go to your house to find you directly. I really misunderstood with An Ruoyi. She came to me to talk about the photo and wanted to come to my place to live. I agreed to it after thinking about it. But I swear, I have nothing to do with her." Chu Peiran's voice was very soft and low.

I rubbed his chest and looked up at him.

The fair and pretty face was serious. He looked ahead, and I didn't know what he was looking at. He said, "It was a coincidence that you saw me and her in the bar that night. The things were not what you imagined. I didn't believe it myself that I would be threatened by the photos. Later, she took the initiative to look for me, and I walked with her purely to anger you. But you didn't react at all..." When he said that he felt a little disappointed.

It turns out that this is how misunderstandings arise. They don’t trust each other and want to save face. What’s the use of asking for that worthless dignity? It will only increase the pain and disagreement between the two.

"I thought you were living a good life, at least better than me. Until that day, I saw you in school. Your appearance... really scared me. My pale face was so pale and bloodless that I felt so haggard that I felt uncomfortable when I looked at it. At first I suspected that it was because you sneaked out to play in the middle of the night and didn't eat properly on time. But the later, your face became more and more ugly, and your lips became purple. I began to realize the seriousness of the matter... I knew the person who sucked the ice, so I probably guessed something." Chu Peiran's eyebrows were slightly frowned, and his face was full of sorrow.

I pursed my lips and held back my desire to cry.

Chu Peiran continued: "Then I would go to the bar to find you every night, but there are so many bars in Beijing. I can only look for you one by one. When I saw you in the bar in Beijing, you were holding a curling curling. Do you know? I was almost crazy and saw you sucking that thing."

"I saw the man beside you at first sight. I knew it must be his trick. His face looked very similar to you, and he was addicted to drugs. I was so angry that I beat him up regardless of it. He dared to take you to do such a thing. I really want to kill him!" Chu Peiran said this, still frowned, with a layer of frost covering his eyes.

I shivered for a moment, and suddenly remembered that in the abandoned factory that night, he swung the iron rod and wanted to invade my man's body. The fierce look really scared me.

Seeing that I was a little scared, Chu Peiran hugged me tightly. "Doudou, don't be afraid of anything. I'll help you with this difficulty." He looked down at my haggard face and touched my face and said seriously.

I shook my head and sighed, "I don't think I can do it."

"You haven't been in contact for a long time and haven't completely hurt your body. But you are no longer as energetic as before. You are not addicted yet, and everything is still too late." He hugged me and comforted.

I didn't look at his expression, but I knew he was very serious and I believed what he said. I always believed whatever he said. But I was not completely confused. In just one month, I had already started to think randomly, and sometimes even thought Wen Jichen wanted to harm me.

Wang Yanxi and I talk less and less, because I have more and more prejudice against her, and even put the old things in my heart.

Ice can make people feel depressed, painful, and even commit suicide.

Before, I was trying to forget Chu Peiran. Now Chu Peiran is back, and I have every reason to leave it. I can do it. The most important person is already by my side. What else can I not get through...

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