For so many years, I have been suffering from a strange disease. It is not a mental or physical problem. Whenever something happens that touches me, I will have nightmares for several nights in a row, all of which are related to reality.

Maybe many people will be like this, but strange things, nightmares often become reality.

When I was playing with children when I was a child, friction between children was normal. I accidentally hit a pretty girl in the face with a water bottle. In fact, it was nothing, not even injured, but she was in front of me and everyone else.

In my face, I exaggerated this matter invisibly. What do the children know? They only thought that I was too harsh and that I was a bad boy.

It turns out that she has hated me for a long time, but I like her very much.

Later, I was hated by all the children, and I didn’t know why. They always said that I was a vicious child, and that I could be so naughty and bad without a parent. When I thought about it carefully, I clearly didn’t do anything wrong.

I hit the girl in the face and I sincerely apologized. Why is everyone doing this?

So, I was labeled as a child with no father, no mother, no education, a bad kid, naughty, vicious, jealous, etc. They said I was jealous of a girl who was prettier than me, so I wanted to smash her face.

Sometimes I really don't understand them. How can they have such rich imaginations?

I dreamed that I was pushed into the river, and many children gathered around the river and watched me flopping in the water like a landlubber, unable to get out. They were laughing and laughing happily. So, soon,

In the past few days, I was really pushed into the water. The textbooks were messed up with drawings, and the stationery bag was filled with water... These mischiefs happened to me every day.

At that time, I felt that I was still quite strong, but fortunately I didn't become so withdrawn. My temper was as hot as ever, but later on, I learned to fight back.

And these days, I keep dreaming about Wei Jingran coming back to life. Although I always think it is impossible, people are dead after death, how can they be resurrected, but the dream is indeed so real.

Occasionally there may be mistakes, I must be overthinking.

This summer is extremely hot. Wang Yanxi posts photos of her and Gu Beicheng's travels on her homepage every day. They are in different places each time, and her originally snow-white skin has been tanned to a wheat color.

At this time, I would always comment under her photo: Black beauty.

So Wang Yanxi returned a kitchen knife instantly.

I smiled and closed the notebook.

Although the relationship between Chu Peiran and Wen Jichen is not as rigid as before, it has become much more harmonious. Sometimes when they look at the two grown men together, they really look like two young couples who have friction.

This summer vacation, I naturally did not live as coolly as Wang Yanxi. Every day I was pressed on the desk by Wen Jichen to study. He and Chu Peiran took turns watching me, and I gradually stayed away from places like bars.

I think the biggest contributor to quitting methamphetamine was Wei Jingran. If his death hadn’t stimulated me, I wouldn’t have stayed away from drugs without suffering any pain.

The summer vacation is very long, but also very short. I soak at home every day, and my skin is whiter than before. Both Wen Jichen and Chu Peiran said that my complexion is much better than before, and my personality is gradually becoming more cheerful.

People always have to go through many hardships, and most of these hardships are caused by themselves. Only when you get through it can you grow. But obviously, I belong to that type of person who doesn't know what is good or bad.

School started soon, and now there is only Wang Yanxi in the school. Wen Jichen and Chu Peiran both went to college. Although they are not in the same school, they are both in top economics schools. I heard from my stepfather.

, he even hired a senior tutor abroad to come back to China to teach Wen Jichen.

Naturally, I would not receive such a high-level treatment. I could not even learn trigonometric functions, let alone financial investments. Therefore, even if my stepfather wanted to give me some advice, I would still be a seasoned person.

Just pretend to be dead at this time.

My stepfather and mother always look at me with a look of hatred.

At this time, I would say: "How can you let a liberal arts student learn these things! It is simply a poison to Chinese culture! Now everyone is studying finance, who will support the development of domestic culture!?" I was filled with indignation when I spoke.

His words are righteous. Not to mention too passionate. He is simply a revolutionary radical.

Although the logic of the words does not make sense, it also fully demonstrates the low level of my language organization ability.

As a result, the stepfather and mother immediately covered their faces and remained silent.

I laughed out loud, even though Wen Jichen and Chu Peiran took turns helping me with my tutoring during the summer vacation. Two handsome guys who tied for first place in the college entrance examination and were extremely smart gave me tutoring, so my homework naturally improved a lot.

In my first monthly exam, I already ranked among the top 100 in my grade.

When handing out the test papers, the class teacher shouted the loudest since I was his student: "Liu Xiangsi, Chinese 140, English 1, Mathematics 56..." When he was talking about mathematics, his powerful voice suddenly became lower.

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I went to the podium to get the test paper, and looked apologetically at his expression that changed from ecstasy to disappointment.

When I came down, Wang Yanxi pinched my paper and screamed: "Sure enough, two people making up lessons are more effective than one person! It's a pity that there is only one Gu Beicheng..."

If it weren't for my excellent grades in liberal arts, I probably wouldn't have been ranked in the grade. On the contrary, An Ruoyi's grades were quite good and she ranked first in liberal arts every time. Even though she looked at me every time she saw me,

It's like she eats me. I still admire her very much.

In fact, I feel quite guilty towards her. She and Chu Peiran were already close to each other, but I disturbed her like this. Then I thought, am I not stupid? Why would I give up my boyfriend to someone else?

Bai Man and Wen Jichen were admitted to the same school, and she launched a fierce offensive against Wen Jichen as before. However, since Wen Jichen discovered what she had done, he didn't have a good attitude towards her at all.

Since Wen Jichen left, I was often left alone at home. My stepfather always felt uneasy when he saw me being alone at home, so he gradually put aside his work and stayed at home with my mother to take care of me. Although I was very touched, I

Mom’s cooking is really not that unpalatable.

In the end, my stepdad and I had to eat instant noodles at home or order takeout.

My stepfather said that if I really had no interest in his company's career, he would send me to study photography and directing. I could also do advertising planning or something in the future, and it would be nice to join a film crew as a screenwriter.

I nodded in agreement, so that I would have a reason to take Chu Peiran's nude photos.

So, in the application form, I filled in the form Art Student.

In this way, in addition to coming home from school every day, there is another place to take art classes. Chu Peiran is very busy every day, but he takes time to call me every day, no less than Wen Jichen. I miss him too, every time he calls me

The phone calls will say: "If there is a beautiful girl in your school who seduces you, tell me immediately! I will rush to your school and kill her!"

As soon as I finish speaking, Chu Peiran will always laugh and say yes.

I hung up the phone, feeling sour in my heart. I really wanted to see him.

I have always been alone, but two people came into my life, one was Wen Jichen, and the other was Chu Peiran. They are not around now, and I often feel lonely. So I will pull Wang Yanxi unceremoniously

, Gu Beicheng also went to college, and he and Wen Jichen were in the same school. Sometimes I really suspected that Wen Jichen and Gu Beicheng were having an affair, and they seemed inseparable no matter what.

I hang out with Wang Yanxi every day, traveling between school, tutoring classes and home.

Time flies, summer has passed, and the short-sleeved shirt I introduced was replaced by a sweater and cardigan.

In the calm days, there is nothing that makes me emotionally fluctuate. Nightmares may not have come to my dreams for a long time. They are often the erotic dreams of Chu Peiran and I. I think that since Chu Peiran left, I must be hungry and thirsty.

too long.

However, when I woke up early in the morning, I found that the screen of my mobile phone lit up: "Doudou, I am going to the United States to study. I originally planned to visit you this month, but I have to wait for a long time. I miss you so much."

It was from Chu Peiran. I frowned and felt a lot more disappointed.

God knows how much I look forward to his return.

It will take a long time to go to the United States... When can we meet in person?

A note to readers:
Chapter completed!