I squatted quietly in front of the apartment. The summer night was very cool. But I felt the cold that penetrated my muscles and bones. The summer wind blew through my thin body, and I hugged myself tighter.

I don’t know what I’m doing here alone. I came out at nine o’clock, and it’s already past ten o’clock now... I don’t know if I’m waiting for something, I just want to squat here alone. I don’t want to go home, I don’t want to go.

Anywhere.

The heart seems to be no longer alive, slowly dying, not caring about anything.

The mobile phone in my pocket was vibrating, and the sharp ringtone almost pierced my eardrums. I picked it up expressionlessly and looked at it, Wang Yanxi.

I slid open the lock screen without saying anything. "Xiangsi... I can only call you, come and save me... Please... come and save me." Wang Yanxi's voice was very weak, as if

After experiencing a life-and-death struggle, his life was in danger.

I was startled, "Where are you? What happened?"

"I...I don't want to say...I'm in Jiuwan Alley..." Her voice was trembling, with a hint of crying. I realized the seriousness of the matter, and an uneasy feeling swept over me.

Jiuwan Hutong... I frowned and stood up quickly, wiped the tears on my face carelessly, and quickly hailed a taxi on the side of the road.

When I arrived at my destination, I was stunned. It was the first time I came here. There were so many small roads in between... I took out my mobile phone and called Wang Yanxi. The call was connected. The beep rang in my ear for a long time but no one answered.

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I looked at the sky and it looked like it was going to rain. The phone screen showed eleven o'clock Beijing time. It was so late. What was she doing here? No one answered her calls, so I just searched one by one.

I was so anxious that I walked back and forth in different alleys, looking for them one by one.

After a long time, just when I almost gave up, suddenly, there was a faint sound in front of me. I squinted my eyes to see clearly, and there was a person sitting by the wall not far away.

When I saw it clearly, I bit my lip and ran forward quickly.

Wang Yanxi was completely naked, her face was very red and swollen, as if she had been slapped countless times. Scarlet blood was still flowing from the corner of her mouth. I stood in front of her in a daze and watched all this. Her snow-white

A long bloody wound was found on the shoulder, and there were purple-red traces on the neck...

"Who the hell did this!" I knelt in front of her, screaming and yelling. I opened my eyes wide and shed tears, looking at Wang Yanxi who was ashen and expressionless in front of me.

I suddenly hugged her into my arms. She was as fragile as a puppet with its strings removed. I accidentally caught a glimpse of her lower body, which was red and swollen and leaking some unknown filth.

I stared at her body intently, feeling the smell of blood in my mouth, and her lips had been bitten by me. I hugged her tightly, and she was like a dead corpse, without saying a word.

The pain in my heart was so painful that I almost wanted to dig my heart out. The hands holding her tightly were even shaking violently. "Yanxi..." I buried my head in her sweet-smelling hair and cried heartbreakingly.

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My body was shaking due to uncontrollable sobs. Wang Yanxi in my arms buried her head deeply in my chest. She listened to my crying quietly. Slowly, she pursed her lips and silently smiled at the corners of her eyes.

Glittering tears slipped out.

She cried harder and harder in my arms, and her tears even soaked my clothes. "Liu Xiangsi... I want to die... please kill me! I beg you... please kill me." Her.

My body was shaking violently, and I gritted my teeth and said my first words after coming.

I looked at the sky and hugged her tighter, almost wanting to melt her into my body.

A heavy rain fell from the sky, and the raindrops hit the ground hard. These big raindrops fell on my face, like countless slaps on my cheeks out of thin air.

I looked up at the dark night sky where the rain kept falling. It was crying, and the earth was sobbing, which was despairing.

I sent Wang Yanxi to the hotel, and she said she wanted to be alone. I didn't agree at first, until she leaned against the window, her beautiful face leaning against the transparent window, and there was dripping rain outside. She

She put on a nice smile and told me it was okay, she just wanted to be alone.

Through the window, I saw the Dijia Apartment opposite.

Looking at Wang Yanxi's beautiful profile, I lowered my eyes and closed the door.

A lot of pain is like a thumbtack, pressed into our hearts.

What kind of mentality did she have when she called me? The first thing she thought of must be Gu Beicheng. But as a woman, she was violated by three strange men, and there were still marks all over her body. What should she have done?

Pain made that phone call to me.

The tears in my eyes never disappeared as I walked out of the hotel. The rain became heavier and heavier. I didn't hold an umbrella and walked on the road with a dull expression, letting the rain wet every part of my body.

I looked up at the 43rd floor of Dijia Apartment, grinned ugly and cried.

Just two hours ago, the man I love most slept with the woman I hate the most.

Just two hours ago, my closest best friend was raped.

Is there anything in life more painful and disgusting than this?

I cried and walked, and the raindrops dripped on my cheeks, mixing with my tears. On the rainy night in Beijing, the lights were still brightly lit, and the colorful lights were bustling. Men and women holding umbrellas were walking in a hurry on the streets. They forgot to bring umbrellas but worked overtime.

Today’s office workers hold their briefcases above their heads…

Some people looked at me like I was a monster.

I walked into a Suguo convenience store and took a bottle of liquor. The salesperson looked at me several times before taking the thing in my hand. I took the liquor out of the supermarket, opened the cap of the bottle, and put it on the mouth of the bottle.

Pour it into your mouth.

There was a severe burning pain in my mouth, throat, chest and finally my stomach. But I felt nothing. An Ruoyi, Chu Peiran, and Wang Yanxi's face were floating in my mind.

I drank white wine just like drinking boiled water. After a while, a bottle of wine was poured into my stomach. I am a person who is not very good at drinking. After one bottle, I was so drunk that I could hardly see clearly.

On the way.

However, even when drunk, those sad memories become more and more obvious in my mind.

I staggered as I walked, and the scene in front of me became increasingly blurry. I dropped the wine bottle on the ground. The glass bottle shattered into pieces when it touched the ground, just like my heart, which was so broken that it was almost impossible to piece it together.

The rain had no intention of stopping. My mind was in a state of confusion and I was wandering on the street with a dull expression. I laughed even harder at the passers-by and looked at them as if I was a psycho.

Chu Peiran, because of your breakup, I smoked, drank, got tattoos, and even took drugs. I kept hurting myself and paralyzing myself. In the end, you still left me. It turns out that love is never an equal exchange.

I laughed and looked at the sky and walked like this without looking at the road.
Chapter completed!