——"I want to end our current relationship."

I spoke slowly and finally said this sentence that I didn't want to say.

At that moment, the wind suddenly blew up, wrapped in raindrops, and blew between me and Siyi.

Her pupils shrank and her delicate body trembled.

"What?"

She obviously felt that she had heard it wrong and asked me in a beautiful voice.

"End our current relationship... forget everything before and become strangers in the future."

I raised my head, looked at her seriously in the rain, and said to her.

Yes, together with our past memories, destroying, forgetting everything between us, and becoming strangers.

It should be a very simple thing for her.

She often hangs around those bad boys now. Betrayal and abandonment should be commonplace for her. Yin Leyan is like this, and she should be like this.

We forgot each other, maybe it hurts me, but it doesn't do anything to her.

"Are you serious... Ji Shen."

What surprised me a little was that Siyiying did not act calmly after hearing my words.

She slowly raised her head and looked at me, confirming that I was not joking, and I saw some tears flashing in her eyes.

......

Seeing her like this, I couldn't help but think of it.

When I first met her, I almost made her cry.

In order to safeguard the dignity of senior sister Shiyue, and because of the angry young man, I said in public that she was black fungus and declared war on her, which was also a strange encounter.

Afterwards, I thought we wouldn't have any connection anymore, but a month ago, Yin Leyan gave me the task of the chamber of commerce, and I started to contact her again for the reasons of the task.

I sent her home every night, chatted with her, and hid with her to avoid the pursuers behind me.

During the two-week holiday, I went out together, listened to her singing in the bar booth, and hugged her waist on the bar dance floor to dance with her.

She also bought her a gift for Senior Sister Shiyue and helped her make an appointment with Senior Sister Shiyue to come out. They finally made up and established a deeper friendship.

Although she is a "Bel Canto Bus" that has been widely circulated in school, she hates virgins and likes to mess with gangsters from other schools, she should be the type I hate so much.

And during the days I spent with her over the past month, I saw her different side, she would also consider others, she also had a delicate side, and she also had a hard-working side... and during the process of getting along with her, I felt happiness and joy... I really don't want to forget this memory.

But even so, my answer is-

——"I'm serious, let's end."

Then I said seriously after her question.

I have to forget and end our relationship.

The reason is very simple, I have my own principles—

"Senior Siyijie... I'm really sorry for you. Our memories are false and there is no need to exist... Actually, after the School Cultural Festival, I have always hated you, but out of the social tasks given to me by my father, I was assigned to develop a relationship with you... In other words, my help to you is actually purposeful, and my feelings for you are all fake..."

I said with my head down, clenched my fists and admitted so.

She remained silent.

"Is that true?"

It was about ten seconds before she spoke with some relief and looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"Feel sorry....."

I looked at her and could only apologize.

"I have long felt that Ji Shen, you were born in an extraordinary family, how could you approach someone like me casually? It's true that this is the reason..."

Siyi whispered, feeling a little depressed.

"Feel sorry....."

I apologized again, not knowing what else to say.

We were silent for a while.

"Then Ji Shen... I ask you, if I forgive you for cheating on me this time, there is no task you mentioned, that is, we meet in a strange way, can we become friends or lovers?"

After a while, she spoke again, her voice a little low.

Instead of getting angry at my deception at her and leaving... instead she asked this strange question?

I was a little overwhelmed.

I thought about her problem carefully.

If I hadn't had this mission, would I become friends or even lovers with her?

.........

"Impossible."

I thought for a while and finally spoke.

Yes, I don't plan to lie, I'm determined to tell her.

Without this mission, I asked myself that I could not become friends with Siyi, let alone lovers.

"Why?"

Siyi's branches trembled slightly in the rain, and asked at me with tears in my eyes.

No, why... if you want to say the reason, Siyijie is also an existence that I absolutely refuse—

Black fungus.

He was mingled among a lot of men all day long, cheating some innocent silk, but putting his arms on the rich and handsome guy.

Moreover, even now, I don’t really believe that she can never betray Senior Sister Shiyue.

Just like what Yin Leyan did to me last night.

The action of Black Fungus was so sudden that I couldn't figure it out.

For the purpose, they may have a good time with you the moment before, and betray you the moment afterwards.

I don't have the confidence and sense of security to interact with this kind of woman.

"I have indeed seen some of the advantages of my senior sister in recent interactions... But no matter how you say, you are not the type I like, or even the type I hate."

I said slowly, remembering the shouts of spare tires, remembering the intentional disregard and teasing of being deliberately ignored and teased in elementary school, and remembering the deceptions Yin Leyan had on me last night - I was as motivated to say to Siyijie like an angry young man.

"Senior Sister Siyi Wang... You are also a girl called Black Fungus. She hates virginity and deceives many people. To be honest, I don't believe that you will be able to keep up with Senior Sister Shiyue in the future... I can't understand your behavior... Last night, I was tempted by a girl I had been together for a long time and I trusted for purpose... To be honest, we can't believe each other, there is nothing to talk about-"

I gritted my teeth and slowly spoke out my heart.

Her delicate body trembled slightly, tears overflowed from her eyes, blurred in the rain, I continued to say-

"You are all too [indiscriminate] about yourself and too [indiscriminate] about morality... You are too [indiscriminate] about love and friendship..."

As I said this, I told her all about my definition of black fungus.

My words were like a knife cutting through her chest.

——"Ba——”

What surprised me next happened.

Siyi took a step forward, raised his hand, and slapped me hard in the face.

The face was burning and the cold rain hit it.

“……”

I was stunned.

“…What do you know…”

She hung her hands weakly, and said to me coldly with a crying voice, lowered her head.

Tears kept flowing out of her eyes, and fell to the ground with the rain.

"Ji Shen... don't talk to yourself here. How can you understand me, who has lived a luxurious life since childhood..."

She continued, tears fell from her eyes drop by drop, her delicate body trembled slightly, and her fingers could hardly hold the handle of the umbrella.

"Do you know... How did I lose my first time... My mother died of illness when I was five years old... I kept following my father... My father lost money when I was twelve years old and could never pay back the debt... Then, for his own life, he betrayed me to someone else... Once he took me home a very disgusting middle-aged man, and then the man molested and raped me... "

The heavy rain blurred her words into pieces, and her words were like a thunderbolt, slamming into my brain.

"I can't change this garbage society, and I can't choose to escape in a humiliating way...I just want to change myself..."

She said to me in a hoarse voice, tears kept flowing on her beautiful face.

I was stunned.

When she was twelve years old, she was betrayed by her family and then lost her most precious first time for a girl?
To be continued...