47. The Temptation of Evil 6
She thought that she had slowly adapted to no longer needing the deliberate protection of others and could rely on her own abilities to survive well. In fact, she almost did it.
But why, when she met her senior brother, even though she knew that the tenderness he gave her had nothing to do with love, she still couldn't control her expectations. Her face felt hot and humid, which was the uncontrollable flow of tears. It was annoying, and she didn't want to take it.
Weak and timid to threaten others, but still unable to control the turbulent and condensed crystal liquid.
"Why are you crying again? Does it hurt?" He hugged her gently and smoothed away the scattered hair on her forehead. His fingers were so gentle, and the warm feeling was exactly the same as before.
Qianxun responded vaguely, with a kind of sadness and stinging pain in her slightly squinted eyes. She told herself that she would only hold her for a short while, and only miss her for a while. She could not sink into it, relying on her senior brother
He was doted on and occupied him willfully.
He doesn't love her.
After living together for nearly twenty years, we still don't love each other.
This knowledge alone was enough to become a criterion for judgment, forcing her to cut off her illusions and make up her mind to leave him.
"Xiaoqian, come home with me." The senior brother sighed, and some indescribable brilliance shone in the depths of his black eyes.
Her body froze suddenly, and then her rosy face regained its rosiness, then suddenly turned pale.
"No." The voice was small, almost inaudible, but quite firm.
"Is it so difficult to accept marrying me?" He was helpless, his voice still calm and gentle.
A few simple words, to her ears, were as bright as a bolt from the blue.
Qianxun bit her lip and exerted force. The pain in her body could not cover up the throbbing in her heart. She scolded herself for not living up to expectations. She was actually secretly happy at her senior brother's unintentional words.
He clearly knew that he felt sorry for her and didn't want her to suffer outside, so he said that.
"Brother, you are so good, there will be many women rushing to marry you." She should not use family affection as a threat to get a husband.
The idea of falling in love over time doesn't work between her and her senior brother.
Even if thirty or fifty years pass, in his eyes, she will still be that timid junior sister who needs protection. All he can give her is brother-sister love, unconditional pampering and protection. Other than that, there is nothing else.
There will be more.
She saw it clearly, so she was desperate.
After being in despair for a long time, I slowly learned to let go.
To this day, she still thinks she did the right thing.
Marriage is not a game where you can get happiness based on your own free will. If she has selfish motives and occupies her senior brother, it will be equivalent to cutting off his right to a happy love.
She cared so much about her senior brother, how could she be willing to do stupid things that could hurt both parties, even though she had almost nodded softly and followed the trend of desire and agreed to become his bride countless times.
"Okay, let's put this matter aside for now. I will give you time to think about it slowly. If one day you change your mind, come to me at any time." He pulled her back into his arms and hugged her tightly.
Zhang Junya's face paused at a place so close to her, "However, we can't live here anymore. Xiaoqian, I have prepared an apartment for you. It is not large and is suitable for living alone. You
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