[Rourou's smile is very charming 38]: I'm back for you! 8000 words(1/3)
Snuggling in his arms, down-to-earth and warm. The dreams are filled with scenes of being with Su Dongcheng, all of which are moving pictures, which teaches her to raise her lips unconsciously and smile sweetly in her sleep.
She also dreamed that she was wearing a wedding dress and running in a large purple lavender bush. Su Dongcheng chased after her. She ran and kept calling him.
"husband……"
Su Dongcheng woke up in a sweet dream and happened to hear her calling herself, opening her eyes and looking at the person snuggling in her arms. The faint uneasiness instantly disappeared.
Because, she is.
I felt palpitations and couldn't help but kiss her forehead.
Ji Xinrou felt his kiss, scattered and itchy, slowly opening her eyes, and his lazy and gentle handsome face came into her eyes.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he was by his side. Such a scene happened almost every day in the past seven years, but now it has become extremely precious.
"Awaken? It's still early, so sleep for a while." Su Dongcheng looked at the time. It was not until seven o'clock, and it was still early. He couldn't bear to leave the warm bed, and even more so that he couldn't bear to leave the warm and fragrant nephropathy in his arms.
He said gently, and when he spoke, there was a soft smile on his lips. He hugged her, closed his eyes, and looked satisfied.
She didn't say anything, but just closed her eyes gently. Su Dongcheng hugged her again. Her arms subconsciously wanted to move, but she didn't move at all. She couldn't help but panic. She moved her right thumb hard again, and her body didn't obey the command at all, and her fingers didn't feel at all.
She was panicked and turned her head to look at Su Dongcheng. He closed his eyes quietly and slept peacefully.
After trying several times, Ji Xinrou found that her arms were really unable to move and her fingers could not move.
This situation has happened before, but why did it happen in a moment of time now and there is no response in several minutes? Gradually, my arms are a little numb, as if I have felt a little sensation, and my fingers can move.
She breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Su Dongcheng again. A sense of melancholy arose. Is the situation getting worse and worse? She had never lost consciousness in her arm before.
She lay there, not daring to move, and her brain was drowsy. Do you really want to continue to be with him like this? Ignore your illness, be with him, and let him continue to take care of himself?
If you have surgery, the success rate of this disease is only 10%. If you are lucky enough to survive, you cannot guarantee that you will return to normal and you may be paralyzed. She has seen many examples of similar situations to her.
In short, it is either dementia or paralysis.
No, this is too unfair to him!
Breathing was a little difficult, she looked at his face quietly, with an urge to stay away from him. In fact, she really got up quietly. "Wife, sleep for a while..." Su Dongcheng surrounded her waist and muttered.
"I'll go to the bathroom...", she said in a low voice, taking his arm away, "Come back quickly..." Su Dongcheng said a little childishly that Ji Xinrou had already gotten off*.
She also ran to the bathroom, and in the mirror, she was covered with red marks on her body, chest and neck.
Thinking of the passion last night, she blushed and her heartbeat, and also remembered that he said last night, "I have another child...", and one hand unconsciously stroked his stomach and frowned.
Will a child be born here?
She came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel, went to the closet, and opened it gently, unexpectedly, there were really clothes inside, the size was the same as hers.
He prepared these in advance, right?
He quickly put it on and kept looking at him on his face, for fear that he would not be able to leave if he woke up.
Until she finished dressing, he didn't move on. She turned around and ran towards the door. As soon as she took a step, she realized something, raised her hand and looked deeply at the diamond ring on her ring finger.
Looking at it with attachment, it was the diamond ring she had dreamed of, representing love and eternal wedding ring. It was very beautiful. Even if Su Dongcheng gave her a can of a pull ring, she would not dislike it, let alone such an exquisite and expensive diamond ring.
However, she is not worthy of this ring, and she does not have the blessing to support him until she grows old.
Taking off the ring vigorously, she tiptoed to the edge of the head table, put the ring on it, and then looked at him sadly: Goodbye, husband.
Said silently in my heart, then turned around quickly—
***
Su Dongcheng slept until ten o'clock, turned over lazily, stretched his long arms to the right, but threw themselves into a blank space, "Rou Rou...", muttering, calling her drowningly.
"Rou Rou?", shouted, there was no figure beside her?!
He immediately sat up and patrolled the room around the empty bedroom, without her at all.
She ran away?!
"Rou Rou?!", shouted in shock, and felt that she had left, and she became flustered!
He immediately got off the *, put on his clothes, searched the entire suite, but couldn't find her at all. Finally, he found the diamond ring on the *tall, and confirmed that she was really leaving, and he immediately left the room.
First, I called the Ji family and asked her if she had gone back, but the result was that there was no.
He was a little unbelievable. He had found the Ji family at 10:30 in the morning. Her family was there, but she was not seen.
"Huazi! Stop tossing me, where is she?!" Facing her brother-in-law Ji Jinhua, Su Dongcheng said helplessly. He thought they had hidden her.
"Brother Dongzi, my sister has never come back!" Ji Jinhua said sincerely, after knowing that Ji Xinrou was not with him, he was also very anxious! What happened to a person who was almost dementia running outside alone?!
Just when the whole family was anxious, Su Dongcheng's cell phone rang, it was an unfamiliar number.
He quickly picked it up, and Ji Xinrou's voice came.
"It's me." Her voice was very calm.
"Rou Rou! Where are you?! Don't scare me?! Tell me the address and I'll pick you up right away!" Su Dongcheng said anxiously, his heart trembling, worried that something might happen to her outside alone. Her situation is getting worse and worse now. It is too much danger for her to be alone outside.
"Su Dongcheng, stop looking for me, let me leave quietly. I actually haven't forgotten you yet. I deliberately made you retreat. But soon I may really forget you! The reason why I rejected you again and again is that you should be clear. Let us keep our best side in our memory, please respect my decision. I promise you that I will be fine, not commit suicide, and will protect myself. Please, please, fulfill me." She said calmly, with the last sentence with prayer and acting spoiled.
Su Dongcheng was angry that she had deceived herself, and even more angry that she wanted to escape again.
"Where are you going alone? How can you be well? Ji Xinrou! I beg you too, don't torture me!" Su Dongcheng said excitedly, heartbroken.
"I'm not torture you, being with you is torture you. Take good care of Doudou, find a good mother for him, and also find a good wife for yourself. Su Dongcheng, you also need women to take care of you. Thank you for your love, thank you." She said calmly, her throat was blocked. Before he could answer, she hung up the public phone, walked across the road, and walked towards the station.
"Ji Xinrou!" Su Dongcheng yelled, and the Ji family surrounded him.
"Dongzi, where is the soft and soft person?!"
"She's gone!" Su Dongcheng shouted loudly, ran out of control, and hurriedly chased her-
She is a person who is sane and unclear, where is she going to hide alone now?! Su Dongcheng really wants to find her immediately, catch her, and beat her up!
After getting in the car, she called her mother with the newly bought phone card. Leaving without saying a word was irresponsible for them, and she had to tell them where she was going.
"Mom, my situation is not very bad now. I will take good care of myself, but I just don't want to implicate Su Dongcheng anymore."
"Rou Rou, you can see that Dongzi loves you now. The situation is different from before. Don't be so straightforward, just let him guard you!" Shen Hui said sadly, knowing that her daughter is for Su Dongcheng.
"Mom, I understand what you mean and also understand Su Dongcheng's heart. The more he loves me so much, the less I want to be with him and no longer be his stain." She explained calmly, looking at the scenery outside the bus window, he must be looking for himself madly at this moment?
"Mom, don't tell him where I went. He will let go after a long time." After she said that, she hung up the phone.
I believe my mother can understand her and will not tell Su Dongcheng her whereabouts.
Su Dongcheng found a little capital but couldn't find Ji Xinrou.
I have searched for the airport, train station, and bus station. I have been sure she has not gone abroad. There are so many places in China. I have found a person, like looking for a needle in a haystack.
After asking the Ji family, they couldn't tell where she would go.
The first place Su Dongcheng thought of is Luochuan.
She used to go to school there, and he was going to go to Luochuan to find her.
"Dongzi, stop looking for her. The more you keep going to her, the more sad and guilty Rourou feels in her heart." Ji Jingnian came to his house and persuaded him.
"You all know her whereabouts, right? I don't know it alone! I just hide it from me! Lao Ji, why don't you even understand my heart?! Do you think that Su Dongcheng will abandon her after she is really stupid?! Do you think that I don't love her at all?!" Su Dongcheng roared.
"That's right, I used to complain to you that I was tired and didn't want to take care of her anymore. At that time, it was because I didn't love her! It's different now!" Su Dongcheng roared, walked to the wine cabinet at home, took out a bottle of whiskey from it, opened it, and then raised his head and poured it down.
"Dongzi, I don't doubt your love for Rou Rou! You should think from Rou Rou's perspective that she used to be extremely inferior because she was a fool and had been hiding from you for more than two years. Moreover, your seven years of husband and wife life left a lot of negative shadows in her heart. Of course, she doesn't want to implicate you again no matter what! The more you love her, the less she wants to do this!" Ji Jingnian explained in a deep voice that he knew where Ji Xinrou was, and her current situation was still fine.
Her only wish is not to let Su Dongcheng find her.
"Ba——", Su Dongcheng threw the bottle of wine in his hand, "Okay, she doesn't let me find her, then I won't look for her, I won't look for her." Su Dongcheng said in pain with red eyes.
Ji Xinrou, you are cruel!
Dead woman, you are too cruel to me!
In his heart, he scolded her with pain, took two bottles of wine and went upstairs.
"Dongzi! Don't be so decadent!" Ji Jingnian looked at his decadent appearance, worried that he would drown his sorrows like before.
"Tell Ji Xinrou that if she doesn't see me for a day, I won't go to work for a day. I torture myself, I'm decadent, if she's stupid, I'll go crazy. Just come together, tell her, if she's willing to make me suffer so much, just hide and keep hiding!" Su Dongcheng stood on the stairs, turned around, looked at Ji Jingnian, pointed at him with one hand, and shouted loudly.
"Dongzi... don't do this..." Doudou ran over and said in a low voice when she saw her father like this.
"Go away! Doudou, Dongzi will not care about you from now on! If your mother doesn't come back for a day, I will not care about you for a day!" Su Dongcheng roared, and after saying that, he quickly went upstairs.
Ji Jingnian walked over and stroked the back of Doudou's head, "Don't worry about him, he was talking angry." Doudou became sensible and a big child, and he understood all these things.
"Uncle, if you advise Rourou, just say that if she doesn't come back, Dongzi will die. If you say that, Rourou will be soft-hearted and will be back." Doudou said naively, Ji Jingnian smiled.
I feel sorry for this child.
***
Her main business is to stay in the house every day to draw wedding dress.
A month passed, and she almost forgot what her parents looked like. Sometimes she couldn't even remember their names. She forgot what she did the previous minute, and she was busy every day.
I dare not go out for fear of getting lost, so I only move in the apartment every day.
She still remembers Su Dongcheng and everything in the past. She felt that this time she became stupid and would no longer do anything wrong like before.
This time I should be much more sensible. When I see Su Dongcheng, I will never pester him. This is best. I will warn myself every day that if I see him, I must not be reluctant to leave, let go, and let him live freely.
To be continued...