Ye Ming saw that Secretary Lu's expression suddenly changed. The expression on his face was both painful and miserable. When he told himself that he wanted to go to the bathroom, his voice became hoarse and trembled badly. Especially when he walked to the bathroom, his steps staggered. , the body kept shaking, as if he would fall to the ground at any time...
Seeing Secretary Lu's expression, Ye Ming couldn't help but feel suspicious, and became even more convinced that he was feeling unwell.
So, he walked outside the bathroom and shouted in a worried tone: "Secretary Lu, are you okay? Do you want me to call your secretary or waiter over?"
After Ye Ming finished shouting this sentence, he listened carefully, but there was no response.
At this time, Secretary Lu had completely fallen into a huge emotion of grief. He put his hands on the edge of the wash basin, his head hung down, and let the tears flow. At the same time, his body was shaking constantly, and he was shaking. Such a despairing emotion mixed with guilt and regret made his powerful heart almost completely crushed in an instant...
He imagined various scenarios of meeting Zhao Han, and also guessed about Zhao Han's current life situation, but he just didn't expect: Zhao Han actually passed away four years ago, and Zhao Han did it for him and their children. , she spent her entire life hiding in obscurity in that remote rural middle school. She never married or started a family. She just struggled to support herself and spent her short and miserable life...
And all the tragedies in her life were caused by herself. The pain and suffering she suffered in this life were all because she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, and fell in love with someone who was destined to be unable to give her happiness. She fell in love with a ruthless person who, despite being in a high position and powerful, had ignored her for decades...
When he thought of this, he felt a deep sense of guilt and guilt, which made him couldn't help but lower his head and hit it hard on the white porcelain plate of the sink several times. The hit made his forehead hurt and his eyes hurt. It took a while to stop until there were stars.
Only then did he understand why Zhao Han disappeared quietly without any hesitation: she must have known that she was pregnant, but she did not want to affect his future or break up his family, because in that era, a person If college students become pregnant out of wedlock, both men and women will be severely punished, especially those with families like Lu Zhiyao. Not only will they be severely punished, but in more serious cases, they may also be labeled as hooligans by the public security organs. Crime and sentencing.
Moreover, Zhao Han definitely did not want to abort the child in her belly, because she knew: Lu Zhiyao's family is a very traditional big family, and they attach great importance to traditional concepts such as "There are three ways to be unfilial, and having no heirs is the most important thing." Lu Zhiyao Zhiyao is the only boy among the four siblings in his family, and he and Gu Huaying gave birth to another daughter. According to the national family planning policy, it is impossible to have another daughter.
For this reason, Lu Zhiyao's old father was very worried and disappointed at that time. He always felt that the people in his family would be cut off from Lu Zhiyao's generation, and he kept thinking about this.
Lu Zhiyao knew what his old father was thinking, but he had no way to give birth to another son. Therefore, after falling in love with Zhao Han, he half-jokingly and half-seriously said to her: When we get married in the future, I hope you can give me Give birth to a son, continue the legacy of our Lao Lu family, and fulfill my old father’s wish...
Zhao Han must have listened to this paragraph, so after knowing that she was pregnant, she was reluctant to have an abortion, but she could not continue studying in school and did not dare to tell Lu Zhiyao, because she knew that Lu Zhiyao Once he knew that she was pregnant, given his character, he would divorce Gu Huaying and marry her at all costs.
Therefore, for the sake of Lu Zhiyao's future, and in order to successfully give birth to her and Lu Zhiyao's flesh and blood, she had no choice but to choose an extreme method of leaving without saying goodbye, risking her future and happiness in her next life, and fulfilling Lu Zhiyao's future. A glorious future, but also preserved his flesh and blood.
The reason why she chose to change her name and live in seclusion in Xinlang County, and even risked being scolded by her folks in her hometown, was to prevent others from knowing Ye Ming's life experience, because she knew very well: Lu Zhiyao was still in his official career. Fighting hard, he must not let his opponents know that he had made style mistakes in school, let alone let people know that he now has an illegitimate child. In order to keep it completely confidential and not leave any hidden dangers to Lu Zhiyao, she did not even Dare to tell his son who his father is, but dare not let his son find his biological father...
Everything she did was all for Lu Zhiyao; the suffering and sin she suffered were all because of Lu Zhiyao; for Lu Zhiyao, she was willing to abandon everything and destroy everything about herself. ; She thought very carefully and meticulously about Lu Zhiyao, but she did not think about herself at all...
What kind of deep affection, what kind of great love, I, Lu Zhiyuan, am so virtuous and capable that I deserve a woman who is so beautiful, so outstanding, so kind, and so infatuated to devote her life without any regrets. .
When he thought of this, the tears on Secretary Lu's face became more intense. A mixture of guilt and regret made him want to smash his head against the wall again: Over the years, as long as he pays more attention and pays more attention, he will become better and better. The higher the status and the more power, it should be possible to find Zhao Han's mother and son a few years ago or even more than ten years ago. If so, Zhao Han might not get cancer, even if he does. , you can also think of ways to ask medical experts to find ways to prolong her life...
It's a pity that although I have been missing Zhao Han, I didn't expect that she would be so loyal, so infatuated, and so persistent. I thought that she would have married and started a family long ago, so I didn't try my best to find her. I feel so regretful that I can't even see each other...
In this mood of self-blame and self-pity, his mind was in chaos, and he didn't even hear Ye Ming's worried shout outside.
It wasn't until Ye Ming started knocking on the bathroom door with his hands that he suddenly woke up. He quickly collected himself, cleared his throat, and said to the outside in a calmer voice: "My child, I'm fine. Don't worry, I'll wash it." The face comes out,"
Chapter completed!