When Zha Jiliang took Ye Ming to talk outside, Qu Yu also sat next to Li Wen, put his hand on her shoulder affectionately, and asked in a low voice like a big sister: "Wen Wen , tell the truth to your sister: Do you like this Mr. Ye very much? Don’t deny it to me. My sister is several years older than you. It turns out that she had an unfortunate marriage. Although my own love life is not the same. Unsatisfactory, but at least I have been through it a few times, so I have some experience. I can tell whether a girl likes a man at a glance. For example, when you looked at Mr. Ye just now, your eyes were full of tenderness and your face was full of happiness. ,,Others may not notice your subtle expressions, but they cannot be hidden from my eyes. After all, you and I are both women, right?"
Li Wen didn't expect that Qu Yu would reveal her thoughts so directly, so her face turned red and she looked a little shy.
However, after all, Li Wen is not the kind of girl who is pretentious and pretentious. Moreover, she also knows that Qu Yu is a very smart and sensitive woman. Her thoughts about Ye Ming can never be hidden from her eyes. What's more, I have a deep love for Ye Ming and have been secretly in love with him for nearly a year. However, I have never had the opportunity to express my feelings to others. I can only keep it heavy in my heart. Even Ye Ming himself is not clear about his feelings for him. She was deeply in love with him, and thought that she gave her body to him just to repay her kindness. Therefore, she really needed to find someone to talk to, to release the heavy feeling of depression in her heart caused by the passionate love, and Qu Jade is a better person to talk to...
Therefore, after a moment of shyness, Li Wen immediately returned to her normal state and admitted generously: "Sister Qu, I don't burn fake incense in front of the real Bodhisattva: I really like Brother Ye, and it's the kind of love that goes deep into my bones. You should be able to see this, but you should also be able to see: my liking is just a kind of unrequited love. The person Brother Ye likes is not me, and he already has a fiancée, so , I can only bury this kind of love in my heart, I can only slowly chew and savor it by myself, but cannot show it. I don’t know, Sister Qu, have you ever tasted the taste of unrequited love? Anyway, in my opinion, this is a kind of pain. , is another kind of happiness, but the pain is: my deep love may never be reciprocated, and there will never be any results; the happiness is: lying in bed every night, I can think about my beloved over and over again. The person's appearance, recalling the good times and wonderful experiences I had with him, as well as his words, deeds, and smiles.
"In such memories, I can always experience a sour and sweet feeling, and this sour and sweet feeling is like a kind of spiritual opium, which makes me addicted, intoxicated and makes me deeply trapped. I can't extricate myself from it... Moreover, sometimes, I still have a longing: If one day, the person I love suddenly falls in love with me, what kind of happiness will it be? In that case, I will never be able to do anything in my life. I have nothing to ask for. As long as I have him, even if I have to beg for rice or wander around for the rest of my life, I will definitely be happy with it and have no regrets. Sister Qu, do you understand my mood and thoughts?"
When confiding her unrequited love for Ye Ming to Qu Yu, Li Wen had fallen into a state of almost obsession, completely immersed in her own emotions, no longer shy, no scruples, no burden of thoughts, she just wanted to To vent my emotions, I just want to express my deep yearning for Ye Ming...
Qu Yu had been listening to the beautiful girl in front of her thoughtfully. As she listened, she felt that her heart was gradually softening and melting, and she was gradually immersed in Li Wen's feelings. In the mood and atmosphere, in the end, her eyes were moist, and there were two crystal tears looming in the corners of her eyes...
Qu Yu never expected that the girl in front of him, who was usually a bit narcissistic, a bit aloof and indifferent, and never showed any courtesy to any man who approached her, would have such a rich inner world, and she would be so obsessed with falling in love with someone. , being so devoted made her both ashamed and a little envious: although she was almost thirty years old and had experienced several relationships, most of them were unremarkable, and she had always been After passively being pursued, passively falling in love with others, breaking up, falling in love again, breaking up again, and finally at the strong request of my parents, I reluctantly married a man from a well-off family, and then I was fucked by Yan Changgeng. , tore apart this family that was finally built, and now, I have become the person I am now, a doll of others, and a "mistress" that everyone hates...
Therefore, after listening to Li Wen's narration, she felt moved and a little envious: Although unrequited love like Li Wen is a bit painful and helpless, there is sweetness in this pain, and there is longing in this helplessness. He hopes that unlike himself, he has always been emotionally confused and dull: no deep lovesickness, no infatuated waiting, no sweet memories, no longing for happiness...
When she thought of this, Qu Yu suddenly thought of Yan Changgeng's stubby body, his pockmarked long face, and his fierce and domineering eyes. She even vaguely remembered Yan Changgeng pressing on her to vent at night. At that time, her body was bloated and white with fat like dead pork, her breathing was as heavy as an ox due to lack of physical strength, and her twitching movements that could not last for two minutes due to excessive indulgence... All of these made her feel at this moment. I feel extremely sick, extremely disgusted...
In order to calm down the nausea she felt at the thought of Yan Changgeng, she suddenly pulled Li Wen, who was still immersed in her lovesickness, into her arms, touched her cheek like a big sister, and touched her cheek softly. She said in a loud voice: "Wenwen, I understand your feelings, as well as your sweetness and pain. To be honest, I really envy you now, and I'm a little jealous of you. I don't have such innocent feelings like yours." I have experienced it, and I will never experience it again in the future. I think you have a good vision. Mr. Ye is indeed a very outstanding boy. He is not only sunny and handsome, but also very talented and kind. I think: as long as he If you are not married yet, don't be discouraged. Don't be discouraged. Since you like him so much, you should confess to him and take the initiative to pursue him. In today's society, finding a good husband is also a battle. What matters is that the winner takes all. You can't You have a kind heart and cannot give in, what do you think?"
Li Wen shook her head helplessly and whispered: "Sister Qu, you are right, but Brother Ye and I are in a special situation. I can't tell you the specific reasons. In short, he and I will always be the same." "Destined but not destined, maybe this is my destiny,"
Chapter completed!