1949. Chapter 1948 No one is stupid but who has never been hurt?
Chapter 1948 No one is stupid, but who has never been hurt?
"How much does it hurt?" Xie Yanghua stood up suddenly and stared at her face, "Do you want to tell you how much it hurts?"
"You don't understand, you don't understand at all!" Su Qingtian struggled hard, she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time, "Do you know how painful it is to lose your lover? Do you know how painful it is to love but not have it? You don't understand
...You only know money, you only know power... Your world is too cruel, I know you are just using me, but I am also a human being, I love Mo Nanjue, but he doesn't love me, I can only look at him...
…”
Xie Yanghua stabbed his eyes fiercely, he walked around the bamboo chair and walked towards her step by step, "Love that cannot be obtained..." He smiled strangely, "You also know that there is a kind of pain called love that cannot be obtained? My world is too
Cruel? Am I cruel, or is this world cruel?"
Su Qingtian raised her head, tears dripping from the corners of her eyes, "What... do you mean?"
"What do I mean?" Xie Yanghua stretched out his right hand and grabbed her collar. He lowered his head and approached her ear. "You are in pain, right? You look at him every day, but he does not belong to you. You love him, very much."
I love you very much, I love you to the core, and it transcends everything... But you can only watch others possess him, and you have to be secretive when you touch him, for fear of causing death, is this how it feels? "
Su Qingtian opened her eyes wide in disbelief, "You..."
"Don't ask me how I know so clearly," Xie Yanghua smiled with a smile, his eyes were red, "You are not the only one who lost your lover, and you are not the only one who is in pain. How painful can you be? You and Mo Nan
How long have we been together with Jue? He doesn't love you, right? What he loves is Tong Ran, but if he loves you too, that would be the most painful... Loving without being able to have is not the most painful, and the most painful is not being able to look good.
Shou, how much do you know about these?"
"..."
Su Qingtian stared into his eyes, "You...do you understand?"
"Don't compare the pain with anyone else. It's not that it doesn't hurt for others, it's just that it hurts so much that you can't tell." Xie Yanghua clasped his fingers together, and Su Qingtian was almost lifted up. His smile was particularly harsh, "No one is stupid, but no one has ever been hurt.
?”
"..."
Su Qingtian choked with sobs. She didn't expect him to say these words, "Thank you, butler...have you ever loved anyone?"
She thought of the rumor that was constantly mentioned among the maids of the Mo family...
Xie Yanghua stared into her eyes, "I have never loved anyone, and no one is worthy of my love. Love is the most terrifying thing in the world. It has destroyed me, so I tell you all not to love and not to destroy yourselves."
…It’s really not worth it.”
"..."
The tip of Su Qingtian's nose felt sore and she shed tears for no reason.
She stretched out her hand, but not to wipe her tears, "Thank you, housekeeper... for crying."
Xie Yanghua suddenly let go of his hand, turned around and raised his head, "You are wrong, how could I cry? Nothing can make me cry anymore."
"..."
Su Qingtian reached out to cover her mouth, but the guard unconsciously let go of her hand. She fell to the ground, her shoulders shaking from crying.
Xie Yanghua didn't stop her, he just stood with his back to her and didn't move for a long time...
It took so long that Su Qingtian stopped crying. She stood up with difficulty, holding on to the ground, and wiped away all the tears on her face.
When Xie Yanghua heard the noise, he turned around. He had already returned to his normal expression, as if he was not the one who said those words just now.
Chapter completed!