"Father, won't you go back with me?"

Zhong Jingyan looked longingly at the plants and trees around him, shook his head slowly and said: "Your mother wanted to accompany me to Tianshan Mountain to see the snow lotus. I knew something was calling her there. So she found various excuses not to go. What follows?

I will go to see Snow Lotus in the next few days, and then I will continue to live here and wait for her return."

"But I don't worry about you being alone!" Zhong Buli frowned.

"With so many secret guards around me, anything can happen." Even if something does happen, what can happen?

She is no longer in this world, and whether she can come back is unknown.

"But if you're not afraid of ten thousand, you're afraid of the worst. How about I go with you?" Zhong Buli didn't know how to express his feelings at this moment. Fortunately, as the son of the Zhong family, he had a strong acceptance ability, so he didn't

Gaffe.

But no matter what, he would not leave Zhong Jingyan alone here.

He had already lost his mother and queen, and could not lose his father again. When he was in the palace, he actually hated his father and mother for their selfishness, hated them for pursuing what they wanted regardless of everything, and throwing all their responsibilities away.

on him.

As he got older, the hatred in his heart gradually faded and turned into longing.

I finally found an excuse to leave Beijing, and all I was waiting for was a five-day reunion.

"Father!"

Seeing that Zhong Jingyan didn't speak, Zhong Buli could only call out pleadingly.

Zhong Jingyan shook his head, "Go back! I can go there alone, you should go back to the capital! As the elder brother, the younger brothers and sisters below will be left to you!"

Zhong Buli looked at his father's majestic back with disappointment, and said in a somewhat unscrupulous voice: "My mother has already left, will my father abandon us again? Is it possible that in my father's heart, apart from my mother, there is no one else?"

How many of us are there? Since you don’t care about us so much, why did you give birth to us?”

If so, he would rather have never been born!

"Do you regret it?" Zhong Jingyan was not angry, and looked at the eldest son with a calm gaze, "Your mother and I have no regrets. This is your path. The path you want to take. Your mother and I are selfish people, because we

The first half of my life has been dedicated to everything you have now."

"But the Queen Mother has left. Why are you still here? If the Queen Mother comes back one day, she will definitely go to the palace to look for someone. How could she come here?"

He didn't understand why his father made such a choice.

Can't their children still let their father make a decision?

"You don't understand."

"Yes, I don't understand, but I know that the Queen Mother loves you deeply, but she also loves us." Although she doesn't love you as deeply, Zhong Buli feels disgusted in her heart.

Zhong Jingyan heard the unpleasantness in her son's words, and said helplessly: "One day, when you have a woman you love deeply, you will understand what your mother and I do. Sometimes, we really want to love you and be with you.

But no one around me knows that in your long life, your mother may have only one lover. And I, try my best to live longer, just to be with her.

You have inherited your mother's talents and abilities, and will live longer than me. So, it's not that she doesn't love you, it's just that I will leave this world before all of you."
Chapter completed!