"Who the hell kicked me so hard just now?" I stared at the crosshair and the third brother, and my fingers rattled.

"Stop talking nonsense, you were just pretending to be on the run. Although you were hunched over and hunched over, your tone and expression sounded a bit homeless and miserable?" The third brother pointed at me.

Cursed.

"Fuck! Faces come from the heart. I don't have that state of mind. How could you ask me to make such an expression!" I felt a little unreasonable, but I didn't want to admit it, so I said arrogantly.

"Go ask Viper, she is a hundred times stronger than you! You idiot!" Crosshair pointed at Viper sitting aside.

"It is not difficult to squeeze out of such a state of mind when the country is destroyed and the family is destroyed. Think about the people who were brutally killed, think about the brothers who fought with us, and think about the man we saw a few days ago who was attacked by poison gas but still stood firm.

company, think about the bloody battle they shouted in the end, think about those sisters..." Viper choked up as he spoke.

The viper's words pierced my heart like a sharp sword. My heart ached, and my throat felt like it was stuck and I couldn't breathe.

"Liu Lang, maybe you can't see your own heart clearly!" The devil came over and patted me on the shoulder, "From a small soldier to now, you are already a bold and careful person in terms of battlefield skills.

As a sniper who advances and retreats, you can kill the enemy in ambush or kill with one blow, but your heart is still fragile and you are escaping from your own timid heart."

The devil's words were like a heavy hammer buzzing in my ears, "Escape? Am I escaping? What am I escaping from? I'm not!" My mind was a little blurry, and I said to myself.

"Be brave, Liu Lang, think about those compatriots who were brutally killed, think about the soldiers who died beside you, think about the company that was maimed by the Japanese poison gas, think about the company commander who shouted for a bloody fight to the end!" Demon

He grabbed my shoulders and shouted at me, I could even see his throat.

"What do you mean? I saw these with my own eyes, why should I think about them! They are in my head!" I didn't understand what the devil meant.

"Don't force him, he's still a child?" Viper pushed the demon away to help me out.

"Child? A child in his 20s? Haha, did he grow up in a honeypot? Liu Lang, you are so frightened of death, do you know why I hated you at first? Because you are like a child who cannot grow up.

What a child! Cowardly!" The crosshair also jumped up and said to me!"

"Am I afraid of death? Am I afraid of death? Am I cowardly? I'm stupid! I fight side by side with you. Is this proof that I am afraid of death?" I lifted up my shirt to reveal the scars on my body.

"Liu Lang, calm down! Calm down! Kid, calm down!" The captain rushed over and pulled me into his arms. "Soldiers often do things that go against their instincts, and overcoming the fear of death is the ultimate act of going against their instincts.

, but what you are doing now is not good!"

"Do you think I'm afraid of death?" I broke away from the captain's arms and stared at him in surprise.

"Child, you are fighting side by side with us, but you have not got rid of the fear of death. Think about it carefully. Bullets fly past you, and you will still shrink your head in fear. When the shell explodes not far from you, you

Still showing panic, think about the last time we investigated the Japanese airport?" The captain also stared at me and said.

"What?" I didn't know what the captain meant when he mentioned that I killed a Japanese sniper.

"You should have hit the sniper on the head. The distance was less than 300 meters. You were 100% sure of hitting the head, but you didn't. You... hesitated! And your hesitation caused the devil to almost lose his life.

"The captain explained to me.

"But, I think that's the safest way!" I argued unconsciously, but I began to understand what everyone meant.

"Liu Lang, you must have the awareness of death so that you will not be fettered by life! Those compatriots who were killed, those comrades who died around you, those soldiers who were maimed by gas bombs, all of these are reflections of your and my future!

"The captain's tone was much kinder, perhaps because he didn't want to irritate me further.

"We are all curious about you, as if you come from another place where there is no war or death. We have never seen you sad or crying alone. As the saying goes, there are no eggs left after the nest is overturned. I believe you

There is also your grief, the lost relatives, comrades, and lovers, but you never think about them, think about the things that make you feel scared in your heart, think about the things that remind you of death, and you are running away from fear and death."

The third brother took over what the captain said.

"Liu Lang, in Japan, there is such a data. In peacetime, many people were scared to death by themselves! In other words, the fright caused them to die faster. In fact, this is not difficult to understand. A person lives in comfort.

In this era, no one wants to think about the terrifying and distant death, so when they suddenly hear the bad news that they have a terminal illness, their whole spirit is completely destroyed. Chinese medicine says that fear of damaging the kidneys, and the kidneys are the foundation of life.

, the huge fear that surges in an instant can destroy a person's life in an instant." Gouzi further explained this matter to me.

Coyotito paused and then said: "And you are bound by such a bond. You are escaping death, but you have to face it all the time. This makes you slow in movement, hesitant in behavior, and mentally unstable.

Tortured!"

"I'm sorry!" I bowed my head deeply, and a burst of pain kept stirring in my chest, "I never knew that I had implicated everyone! What you said... I can't do it, and I don't want to think about what happened to me.

The brothers who fell around them, even the enemies, were covered in blood and flesh, with broken limbs and arms, corpses with only half their heads left, brothers who were still crawling with half their bodies, rotting pieces of flesh, blood, and stench. These were like poisonous gases.

The same thing penetrated into my skin, making me feel breathless and shaking all over. I'm afraid! I'm afraid of death! I'm really afraid of death!" I repeated loudly, as if this would make me breathe easier.

"Look what this is?" the devil pinched a handful of dirt and said, "This is me, sooner or later! There is nothing to be afraid of!"

Looking at the soil slowly slipping from the devil's fingers, my frantic heart calmed down instantly, "Yes, the end of life is death. Every minute and every second of my life, I am moving in that direction, and I will be pierced by bullets."

Broken heart, blown into pieces by artillery shells, ripped open by bayonet in the stomach, yes! That is my ending!" I forced myself to think in that direction. Every time I thought about this before, the tightness in my chest would

Let me quickly divert my thoughts, but now I am forcing myself to think about it.

It was like a huge stone was being pressed on my chest. Darkness began to envelope me. I could feel my hands starting to tremble. My breathing became increasingly unsmooth, which made me open my mouth. Fear seemed to make my heart...

Trembling…

"Huh!" I don't know how long it took, but I finally exhaled, and my whole body felt much refreshed.

"Hey! Are you okay?" A voice penetrated my ears, and then I saw clearly that it was the scholar calling me.

"Well, it's okay. I feel like...well...reborn!"

"It scared me to death. Just now your face was white and your limbs were trembling slightly. It was really scary. I thought you were going to turn into a zombie?" Seeing that I returned to normal, the crosshair started to yell at me again.

"Look, the third child is about to prepare a recipe!" The captain also came over to adjust the atmosphere.

Looking at the brothers surrounding me one by one, I was speechless for a moment and didn't know what to say. "Thank you!" I said palely.
Chapter completed!