suddenly realized
The cold wind is howling outside, but the room is as warm as spring.
When the movie was over, Qin Shu lay on Lan Qingmo's body somewhat dejectedly, still panting.
Lan Qingmo also breathed slightly, gently opened her arms, hugged Qin Shu tenderly, closed her eyes with happiness on her face, and murmured: "Brother, I am finally yours!"
After hearing this, Qin Shu trembled all over, as if he had just woken up from a dream. He stood up suddenly, froze for a moment, then slapped himself hard with a "pop" sound.
Lan Qingmo was startled and hurriedly hugged his arm: "Brother, what are you doing?"
Qin Shu gritted his teeth, his face full of guilt and annoyance: "Qingmo, how could I do this to you? I told myself over and over again that I can't hurt you or bully you, but in the end, I still..."
Lan Qingmo shook her head repeatedly: "Brother, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you, I am willing!"
"You can't do it even if you want, what have I done!" Qin Shu roared in a low voice, raising his hand to hit himself again. He felt really guilty.
"Brother, please don't blame yourself so much!" Lan Qingmo couldn't help but shed tears again, "I said, I am willing!"
"But you have someone you love, and you should give yourself happiness to him, not to me!"
Lan Qingmo hurriedly said: "Brother, I will be happy if I give it to you, really!"
After hearing this, Qin Shu couldn't help but be startled.
Lan Qingmo really didn't want Qin Shu to blame himself so much, so she bit her lip, raised her head and asked, "Brother, who do you think I am?"
"Of course...he is someone you love very much!"
"Then have you seen him?" Lan Qingmo said quietly: "Have you seen his photo? Have you seen him calling me and sending text messages? Have you seen him appear in my life? I
When you were in the hospital, you once asked me, why didn't my husband come to see me? Ask me where he was? I told you, he is far away in the horizon, but close in front of you. You only thought that he was far away in the horizon, didn't you think about it?
Have you ever...never thought that you are so close?"
After hearing this, Qin Shu was shocked. Lan Qingmo had already mentioned this. How could he still not understand? He said in a trembling voice: "Qingmo, could it be that the person of yours is... is..."
Tears still rolled down Lan Qingmo's face: "Yes, my him is you! Just because I couldn't tell you my true feelings and couldn't say those three words to you, I made up that him.
In fact, it refers to you. Even now, I can't say those three words to you, otherwise, I will be so guilty that I can't hold my head up in front of my sister, even if I say it a thousand times a thousand times a day in my heart, and on my mouth
I can't say it, because this is the only barrier that can cover my guilt. With this meager barrier, I can still face my sister. Otherwise, I will never have the face to see her again. Brother, do you understand now?"
When he finished, he cried loudly "Wow".
Qin Shu finally understood this time. All the previous events suddenly became clear. He understood why Lan Qingmo was so attached to him and why she cared so much about him. He also understood her courage to swim towards the crocodile resolutely.
, I understood her deep affection for rescuing him from the bottom of the water time and time again, her good intentions, and her pain. For a time, I felt mixed emotions in my heart, including touching, distressed, joyful, and sighing.
He couldn't help but hug her tightly and kissed her hair gently: "Qingmo, I didn't expect... I didn't expect you to hide so many things in your heart. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I, an idiot, don't know anything.
I always thought you were simple and happy!"
Lan Qingmo still cried and hugged Qin Shu tightly with her arms: "Brother, will you still dislike me in the future?"
"Silly girl, I have never disliked you. When did I dislike you?"
"Then...then will you push me away in the future?"
Qin Shu shook his head: "No, no, Qingmo, you can't say those three words, but I can, Qingmo, I love you, I really love you!"
"Really...really?" Lan Qingmo raised her head, her face covered with tears, and asked in a trembling voice.
Qin Shu nodded: "Really, this is my truth!"
"That's great!" Lan Qingmo threw herself into Qin Shu's arms and started crying again.
Qin Shu hugged her sympathetically: "Qingmo, why are you still crying?"
Lan Qingmo wiped her tears and said: "This time...this time I cried with joy. I finally got it, got what I dreamed of! Brother, thank you. Although my guilt for my sister has deepened, I
My dream came true, I gave myself to the one I love, and got the love from the one I love!”
Qin Shu raised his hand and gently wiped away her tears: "Qingmo, share your guilt with me and let me share it with you. I also feel guilty for your sister. After all, you are her sister. I
I understand her thoughts, she wants to find you a good family and live a happy life, but because of me..."
Lan Qingmo hurriedly covered his mouth: "Brother, stop talking, this is my happy life, this is what I want in my dream, even if I feel guilty, I am still happy!"
Qin Shu stopped talking and hugged her gently, and the two sat there quietly.
After a long time, Qin Shu suddenly asked: "Qingmo, did you deliberately arrange all this today?"
"Well!" Lan Qingmo bit her lip lightly, "Because I feel guilty towards my sister, I can't take the initiative to say it, so I just want you to take the initiative. If you take the initiative, I won't feel so guilty, because it's not
I took the initiative to argue with my sister. But you always only regarded me as your sister. I really had no choice but to think of this method. Brother, you won't be angry, right? I'm not plotting against you!"
Qin Shu sighed: "I really don't know whether it was right or wrong to recognize you as my sister. Is this really good for you? Did I bring you pain or happiness?"
Lan Qingmo hugged Qin Shu tightly: "Brother, I am not in pain, I am very happy, extremely happy, what you bring me is happiness, I am like in a dream now, brother, please don't put me
Wake me up, don't regret it, and don't push me away, okay? If you push me away again, I will be in pain. I will be in pain and have nowhere to go, and I will really be heartbroken!"
Qin Shu looked at her, his eyes as gentle as water: "Don't worry, as long as you feel happy, I will never let go of your hand. Since I want you, I will no longer run away. I will do my best to give you
The greatest joy! But..." Qin Shu smiled bitterly, "I never wanted to have more women, but I didn't expect...sigh..."
Lan Qingmo said: "Brother, don't be embarrassed. I don't need you to take care of me. You can just do what you did before. Now that I know you have me in your heart and love me, you are already very happy!"
Qin Shu had no choice now. He had reached this point and could only love Lan Qingmo from now on. He took off his clothes and gently wrapped them in Lan Qingmo: "Qingmo, go to the bedroom, it's a bit cold like this.
, don’t catch a cold!”
Lan Qingmo's face was red, but she opened her arms cutely: "Brother, I want you to hug me!"
Qin Shu smiled: "Okay!"
He raised his hand to pick up Lan Qingmo, walked into the bedroom, and put her on the bed.
Lan Qingmo blinked her bright eyes and asked gently: "Brother, will you sleep with me tonight?"
"Of course!" Qin Shu smiled, "We are all like that, it would be too hypocritical for me not to sleep with you!"
"That's good!" Lan Qingmo smiled and pulled Qin Shu to the bed, hugged him tightly, and murmured, "I'm so tired. Now that I'm holding my brother, I can finally have a good rest!" After that, she closed her eyes.
Eyes closed.
She has been busy decorating these days, and then hurriedly went to buy groceries, go home to cook and so on. Just now on the sofa outside, Qin Shu bullied her for so long. Of course she was tired. Not long after she closed her eyes, she felt sweet
Fell asleep sweetly.
Qin Shu sighed softly and covered her with a quilt, but he couldn't fall asleep. He looked at the time and saw that it was past ten o'clock. He couldn't help but take out a cigarette, lit it and started smoking.
He smoked a few cigarettes in succession and murmured: "I have to go see Qingxiao tomorrow!"
Naturally, he felt the sweetness of having Lan Qingmo in his heart, and of course he felt guilty for Lan Qingxiao. Moreover, now that he had Lan Qingmo, he really had another responsibility. Qin Shu scratched his head, and his thoughts were spinning.
When I woke up, it was already past twelve o'clock.
Finally I got a little tired, so I lay down and turned off the light.
"Brother..." Lan Qingmo murmured, turned over slightly, and got into his arms.
The next morning, Qin Shu opened his eyes and found that it was already bright. On the elegant curtains, he could see the light and shadow swaying gently. Lan Qingmo in his arms was no longer there. He turned around and looked at the smoke that had been smoked last night.
The cigarette butts were gone, the ashtray was wiped clean, and leaving it there gave the room a fresh smell.
Qin Shu took a long breath and looked at the time. It was past seven o'clock. He stretched himself, put on his clothes and got up.
When he got outside, he saw Lan Qingmo coming out of the kitchen with bean juice. When she saw him, she couldn't help but blush, and said softly: "Brother, you...are you awake? The food is ready, wash up and eat quickly.
Bar!"
Qin Shu also seemed a little embarrassed, so he responded with a sigh and walked into the washing room.
Water was poured into the tooth cup, toothpaste was squeezed out, and everything he used for washing was neatly placed there. Qin Shu couldn't help but feel a touch of warmth in his eyes.
After washing up, Lan Qingmo arrived at the restaurant and said with a smile: "Brother, let's eat quickly. Today is Monday and we have to start work again!"
"Yeah! It's going to be a busy week again!"
Chapter completed!