Don't forget that he who loves you asks for a monthly ticket~
It must be the sultry moonlight that made people think that the promise at this moment was so real and moving. Even though Mu Shaoqing never believed in such things as oaths, but it was her words, so he believed it just once.
Somewhat overbearing, Mu Shaoqing raised his head slightly, "You said this yourself. If you want to go back on your word, I will never allow it."
His eyes were very serious, very serious. Lu Xiaoxiao knew that he was not joking, so he reached out and held her hand. Lu Xiaoxiao murmured: "Well, I will stay by your side until I have to
When leaving."
"There will never be such a time, and I will not allow such a time to happen." Holding her face, Mu Shaoqing kissed her.
Lu Xiaoxiao slowly closed her eyes. In fact, she knew in her heart that there was a knot between Mu Shaoqing and her, and one day the two people would be separated because of this knot.
They are so different from each other. He refuses to love anyone, and she is always uneasy inside. A woman with unrequited love like a moth, and a man who refuses to commit to love. A relationship that begins with the intention of ending.
These are actually time bombs. One day this bomb will explode. Sweetness is not sweet, and hugging is not heart-warming.
No matter how much she wants to stay by his side, and how hard he tries to be nice to her, sooner or later everything will end.
Because, we were obviously together under the cloak of love, but we never admitted that it was love.
She only retained time for a short time. At that time, the moon was full and they hugged each other. They only looked at the present. Wherever the future ended, it was up to the future self to worry about it.
When he got up at night, Lu Xiaoxiao insisted on going home. Not to mention that there was a competition coming soon. Lu Yu was also at home a lot recently, so sleeping outside was really not a good idea. Although Mu Shaoqing was very unhappy, considering that she had been missing for three days after all,
, and now she won't just run away without seeing her, so she will drive her back.
On the way back, it suddenly started to rain lightly. Lu Xiaoxiao looked out the window and looked at the autumn rain wetting the fallen leaves, and blinked: "The moon was very round just now, but now it's raining."
"You are afraid of rainy days, so you should come back to the villa with me." Mu Shaoqing said considering her situation.
Lu Xiaoxiao shook his head: "No need, I'm not afraid of rain anymore recently."
Her parents' memorial day has passed, she is much better now, and the rain is not too heavy.
Mu Shaoqing glanced sideways at her face and realized that she was not trying to be brave before continuing to drive. His thin lips opened, but Mu Shaoqing did not say certain words in the end.
In fact, he found someone to re-investigate the matter of Lu Xiaoxiao's parents. Although it happened a long time ago, Mu Shaoqing is the most capable man in City A after all. I believe it won't take long for the results to come out.
He wanted to say it, but after thinking about it, he decided to forget it and wait until the results were found, otherwise it would be useless to make her worry about this and that.
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't know what he was thinking, so he just looked out the window.
The North Star is particularly bright in autumn. She thought of Ye Shuo. He couldn't see the North Star on rainy days. It was daytime in the United States now. She hoped that when night came, Ye Shuo in the United States could see the North Star.
The car drove all the way to the downstairs of Lu Xiaoxiao's residential complex. Lu Xiaoxiao originally insisted that he only send her to the door, but she could not persuade Mu Shaoqing's domineering temperament.
After getting out of the car, Lu Xiaoxiao smiled and waved goodbye to him. He turned around and was about to rush into the corridor when he saw a woman dressed in black, vaguely visible in the dim light of the street lamp. She was standing outside the corridor, quietly.
Standing there looking up at the sky.
Lu Xiaoxiao was startled, shrank back, and after taking a closer look, he realized that the person standing downstairs was Xiao Shan.
Eyes widened in surprise, Lu Xiaoxiao was dumbfounded: "Xiao, Xiao Shan, why are you here?"
Xiao Shan came back to her senses slightly when she heard her voice. The rain had already wet her clothes and hair, but she seemed to be unaware of it, looking at her with a pair of beautiful bright eyes.
"You're back." Xiao Shan's hollow and calm voice suddenly made Lu Xiaoxiao feel nervous.
The thin rain suddenly made her feel bitingly cold. She clenched her hands tightly. Lu Xiaoxiao asked nervously: "Xiao, Xiao Shan, what's wrong with you? Fa, what happened?"
Mu Shaoqing also saw Xiao Shan. She opened the door and walked out of the car. Mu Shaoqing frowned slightly: "Xiao Xiao, what's wrong?"
Lu Xiaoxiao did not answer his words. Her eyes were now locked on Xiao Shan. She found that she was holding a flower and a white chrysanthemum in her hand. Her heart seemed to be pinched by someone. Lu Xiaoxiao stood blankly.
In the drizzle, there is an indescribable feeling in my heart.
Painful and panicky.
Baiju, why does Xiao Shan hold Baiju? Why?
Xiao Shan also looked at her, walked to her step by step, stretched out her hand, took her hand, and placed the white chrysanthemum in her palm.
Xiao Shan could feel Lu Xiaoxiao's hands trembling, trembling with coldness. Xiao Shan circled her stiff hands and said very softly: "You said you have been together since you were children, and you have been together since you were in your twenties.
We have never been apart, but you were not with him when he died
.This white chrysanthemum was brought back from his funeral. You should have been invited to the funeral. After all, you are the most important person to him. But his mother cried very sadly, saying that you harmed him while he was alive.
For the rest of my life, I don’t want you to send me off after I die.”
Lu Xiaoxiao's face instantly turned pale, and his eyes widened. Lu Xiaoxiao's tears rolled down heavily, and his whole body began to tremble.
No, no! What is she talking about! Ye Shuo, how could Ye Shuo die? He said he would meet her again.
How could it be...
Taking a step back, Lu Xiaoxiao's back hit Mu Shaoqing's car, making a dull sound. However, Lu Xiaoxiao did not feel any pain. She opened her mouth to speak, but found that she could not make a sound.
Mu Shaoqing's brows furrowed even more. He detoured in front of the two people and found that Lu Xiaoxiao's face was very bad. His slender figure was blocking Lu Xiaoxiao's face. Mu Shaoqing looked at Xiao Shan with cold eyes: "
What did you do to her?!"
Xiao Shan looked away indifferently and said: "I think I should at least tell her the truth. Lu Xiaoxiao, Ye Shuo hopes you are happy and doesn't want you to know about his death, but I think he loved you wrongly until his death.
It’s not worth it to be so quiet and lifeless, so I’m here to tell you, it’s that simple, goodbye.”
Turning around, Xiao Shan walked away slowly in the night rain. She thought that she might be the most nosy person in the world, and Ye Shuo must hate her to death for doing this.
But she really couldn't help it.
That white moonlight will no longer dazzle for someone in this world. From now on, her world will only be filled with endless darkness. Maybe one day she will find an ordinary person to marry casually, maybe there will be
One day, she will forget that at this moment, she felt stupid and crazy because of loving the white moonlight that did not belong to her. But she thought that only that person would never change.
He will always shine in the depths of her memory. Lu Xiaoxiao, please remember it too, remember deeply, Ye Shuo, who shined in your life and disappeared so regretfully.
Don't forget that he loves you deeply, remember it in the most painful way.
After Xiao Shan left, Mu Shaoqing turned around and squatted down in the rain, looking at Lu Xiaoxiao who was trembling and crying and was at a loss.
No matter how cold he was and no longer wanted her to cry for another man, he knew that she couldn't stop her tears at this time. He couldn't scold her loudly, and he couldn't comfort her.
He felt sorry for Lu Xiaoxiao at this moment. She looked so pitiful and helpless. She obviously didn't do anything bad, but she kept blaming herself in her heart.
Reaching out to hold her in his arms, Mu Shaoqing patted her back gently.
Lu Xiaoxiao hugged the white chrysanthemum tightly and leaned against his arms tremblingly. Every drop of rain that fell had a biting cold power, which made her heartache.
How could things become so irreversible? She was still swearing that he would come back one day. She still smelled of mint and grass, and had the same youthful face as when she was eighteen years old. She stood there again.
In front of her, love had passed by that time, and they became childhood sweethearts again, laughing very well with each other.
She was extremely stupid to think these words. She was cowardly and timid. She had always had a vague premonition in her heart, but she never dared to make a phone call.
She was really...too bad. Her body became very heavy, but Lu Xiaoxiao felt weak all over. Biting her lip, Lu Xiaoxiao murmured blankly: "Ye Shuo, he loves so hard, but I don't
Be able to respond to his feelings well."
"You are right. As I said, no one can resist Mu Shaoqing's charm."
"I didn't even know he was sick. When my parents passed away, he was always by my side, but I never found out he was sick."
"I have met him. He is a man who is very good at hiding. He is really a powerful man."
"I should go to him, I should go, I shouldn't let him be alone in his last days..."
Mu Shaoqing hugged her tighter.
"I won't let you go."
Lu Xiaoxiao's breathing gradually became heavier, her body seemed to be drained dry, and she felt like something was grabbing her and dragging her into the endless abyss.
Ye Shuo, Ye Shuo, how should I continue to live, how should I forgive myself.
Raising his heavy hand, Lu Xiaoxiao used the last bit of strength to grab his suit, and raised his head to look at him with sadness and despair: "Mu Shaoqing, help... me..."
Give me a reason to survive well.
After Lu Xiaoqing finished the novel, his eyes slowly closed, and Mu Shaoqing's heart suddenly tightened.
"Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you? Xiaoxiao, wake up!" Raising his hand, Mu Shaoqing touched Lu Xiaoxiao's forehead, and the hot temperature almost burned him.
"Damn it!" Mu Shaoqing cursed and hurriedly carried Lu Xiaoxiao into the car.
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Chapter completed!