He said such arrogant words again, saying that you should feel honored. He was so arrogant, but this time Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't come up with anything to refute. She was so sad that she wanted to cry again. She understood the weight of these words, which were very, very heavy.

.

When it comes to feelings, his expressions are always so feeble, but she really understands.

He was telling her, I'm sorry, I really don't understand love, I can't lie to you and say I love you, but I really want to give you the whole world.

The meaning of this sentence she heard was so sad that she almost died. She even wanted to retreat at this moment.

It doesn't matter if I don't love you, as long as we are together, everything will be fine. But she endured it.

Lu Xiaoxiao finally resisted saying anything and turned around to leave the villa. The driver was already waiting outside the villa. In fact, even if there was no such quarrel today, Mu Shaoqing guessed that Lu Xiaoxiao was probably going to fight for Lu Yu's

He got angry and ran out, so we arranged a car early.

He expected that Lu Yu's matter would make her angry, but the subsequent developments were beyond his expectation. Seeing her running out with a small voice, the driver opened the car door and she got on without hesitation. Mu Shaoqing

His eyes were still full of sadness.

Mu Shaoqing didn't move until Lu Xiaoxiao left. At this moment, he was thinking deeply.

About Lu Xiaoxiao’s grievances, about love, and about marriage.

It is difficult to get rid of heart disease. These cannot be obtained in a lifetime, but how can it be so easy to get rid of heart disease?

After Lu Xiaoxiao left for a while, Mu Shaoqing sat dejectedly on the sofa. When Hua Xiangrong came, she found that the villa was lifeless, and there was no sign of anyone except Mu Shaoqing.

Hua Xiangrong felt bad. She originally planned to check on Lu Yu's condition, but now she didn't go to Lu Yu's room to check anything. She went directly to sit opposite Mu Shaoqing.

Mu Shaoqing sat slumped on the sofa, with his arms stretched out and his head tilted up to look at the European-style patterned roof above his head. Hua Xiangrong never believed that he was acting like this just because he thought the pattern was so beautiful.

He took out the cigarette case from his pocket, opened it and took out a cigarette. Hua Xiangrong handed it to Mu Shaoqing: "Smoke one to relieve stress."

Mu Shaoqing maintained that posture without moving. Hua Xiangrong stretched out his hand for a while but he didn't take it. He wanted to take it back a little bit, but Mu Shaoqing stretched out his hand to take the cigarette. Hua Xiangrong handed it to Rong naturally.

Give him the fire starter.

Mu Shaoqing nodded politely.

After taking a puff, Mu Shaoqing slowly blew out the smoke ring. He didn't smoke and never smoked, but at this moment, he thought it would be good to smoke one. Although he felt that it would not really bring him any relief.

Effect.

He just needs to express his inner frustration.

When Hua Xiangrong saw him smoking, she became more sure of what had happened. She guessed and said tentatively: "Everyone... left?"

Mu Shaoqing nodded and said expressionlessly: "We didn't leave at the same time, but they all left."

Hua Xiangrong was helpless. It was expected that the gangster boy would leave. There was actually no big problem in leaving together. After all, they were siblings who had lived together for so many years. Their feelings were real. He opened his mouth to feel relieved.

Mu Shaoqing said something, but Mu Shaoqing spoke again, this time directly interrupting his comfort.

"She didn't leave for that boy. She left because we had to separate at this time. Ahua -" He asked him to raise his head. The look in his eyes shocked Hua Xiangrong deeply for a while, but it was difficult to use it.

There are no words to describe what kind of look that is, only his voice came over clearly and clearly: "Is it possible to cure my disease? If it is a heart disease, there is a chance that it can be cured."

Hua Xiangrong was stunned. Mu Shaoqing had completely given up the idea of ​​treatment since the last treatment failed. He believed that it was a punishment from God. Faced with punishment, Mu Shaoqing's choice had always been to accept it.

So Hua Xiangrong ignored Hua Xiangrong's repeated advice to him for treatment. This was the first time since then that he had asked himself such a question.

Hua Xiangrong frowned and asked instinctively: "Master Mu, what's wrong with you? Did Lu Xiaoxiao write something?"

Mu Shaoqing raised the corners of his lips and smiled lightly: "She didn't say anything unreasonable. She was forced into a desperate situation, so she was willing to say those words. This is the first time she has spoken to me so frankly.

What she said in her heart, but I couldn't resist at all. I couldn't give her what every woman deserves."

He has deeply understood that the ring finger of the right hand is where the wedding ring is worn. Every woman has a reason to get such a ring from her man. It is a promise.

He won't say anything that a marriage certificate cannot prove, because he knows that it is the proof.

Mu Shaoqing deeply felt her powerlessness, because she wanted this, but he couldn't give it to her.

Hua blew out a smoke ring at Rong and already understood what he was thinking, but said: "Do you have a way to tell her everything? There is a way to cure your disease, but the beginning of the treatment is when you tell her everything."

The most important thing for heart disease is to have heart medicine to cure it. Mu Shaoqing has a very strong heart, but can he really survive the incident of telling Lu Xiaoxiao the truth?

Mu Shaoqing took a deep breath, twisted out the cigarette in his hand, raised his head and looked at Hua Xiangrong seriously: "I will tell her everything, I will tell her everything, but I can also be sure that after this I won't

I will definitely be able to continue to face her."

Hua Xiangrong frowned and tried to comfort him: "I always feel that Miss Lu is different from the people you have met before. She is special. You should have confidence in her. She may give uncertain answers."

Mu Shaoqing smiled bitterly. His smile was really bitter and bitter, which made Hua Xiangrong feel a little uncomfortable.

"Do you think... I'm really worried that I won't gain her trust? What I've always been more worried about is that I can't accept being by her side like this. It's ridiculous. Mu Shaoqing is not afraid of anyone.

I'm actually afraid of exposing the mask and facing the person who trusts me the most. But this is the fact. I'm afraid I won't be able to face her at all. Ahua, you must cure my disease, because this time, I even do a good job

Be prepared to lose her."

Mu Shaoqing had a complete epiphany. Because of his shortcomings, Lu Xiaoxiao did not completely belong to him. She was so free and could go to anyone. What was even more helpless was that even if there were no competitors around him, he

I can't get Lu Xiaoxiao either.

There is no love, no marriage, why should he ask her to accompany him on this journey? It's so unfair.

He... can also be strong and domineering, or cruel and cold-hearted, but he can't be so cruel to her. His poor little woman has nothing wrong with her, she just wants a simple love, and a

The man who could marry her back home, but with him, she could only be forced to be an underground lover, hiding from the media, being talked about, and not being able to see the light of day.

If he can't cure his disease, he is not qualified to be with her. So in order to have this qualification, he has to tell everything. After telling him, can he continue to face her? It will still take a long, long time.

To calm down, he couldn't tell.

As a result, he was really ready to lose her.

In order to hold you tighter, I probably really want to lose you.

Hua Xiangrong's hand holding the cigarette shook. He knew very well what losing Lu Xiaoxiao meant to Mu Shaoqing. It was the process of a person in darkness falling into darkness again after seeing the light.

From hopeless to hopeful and then hopeless again, many people cannot bear such a change, but now Mu Shaoqing said it with such certainty.

Lowering his head, Hua Xiangrong said solemnly: "Don't worry, I will definitely cure your illness, I will."

Lu Xiaoxiao, you should see it. You should see how this man is desperate to give you something. It doesn't look good, but you should see it.

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After coming out of Mu Shaoqing's villa, Lu Xiaoxiao felt uncomfortable. She didn't know when she returned to her deserted home. She stayed in the bedroom for a long time before her tears gradually stopped. She lay on the bed and thought about it for a long, long time.

Looking back on what I said to Mu Shaoqing, I feel that every sentence was cruel.

She couldn't imagine how Mu Heng had said those cruel words to Mu Shaoqing for so many years. She believed that Mu Heng loved Mu Shaoqing very much, so when he said cruel words, he should feel the same heartache as her.

.How did he survive all these years?

After biting his lip for a long time, Lu Xiaoxiao murmured: "Maybe it's because we love you and know that this is what's best for you, so even if it hurts to be cruel to you, we have to do it.

"

Yes, she had to be cruel. She bit her lip and kept encouraging herself in her heart, telling herself that the future might not be as dark as she thought.

As long as Mu Shaoqing tells everything, she will redeem him. Then everyone will be happy. They can love each other and everything will go smoothly in the future. And Lu Yu, Lu Yu must just go and deal with things in the organization.

After a while he will appear, he will smile at me and call him 'sister'.

Holding such a sweet dream that even he didn't believe, Lu Xiaoxiao closed his eyes and fell asleep.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, his cell phone rang suddenly. Lu Xiaoxiao woke up suddenly and nervously grabbed it and saw that it was not Mu Shaoqing or Lu Yu, but Situ Lu.

He had called yesterday, and the phone rang again today. Lu Xiaoxiao hesitated but couldn't find a reason not to answer.

Taking a breath, Lu Xiaoxiao made his voice sound as normal as possible and answered the phone.

As soon as the phone call came through, Situ Luxuan's heart finally calmed down a little, and he said gently and humbly: "Xiaoxiao, did I disturb you?"

"No, it's okay, Si Tu Lu, what's wrong?" Lu Xiaoxiao asked instinctively. Facing such a humble Situ Lu, Lu Xiaoxiao only felt a little apologetic. After all, she ignored the call he made yesterday.
Chapter completed!