Lu Xiaoxiao's wrist that was grabbed by Mu Shaoqing was so painful that it almost broke, but Lu Xiaoxiao didn't struggle at all. She thought Mu Shaoqing must be very uncomfortable at this time.

Enduring the pain, Lu Xiaoxiao grabbed Mu Shaoqing's arm and looked at him firmly: "Mu Shaoqing, please calm down. I have never felt sorry for you, not at all."

Mu Shaoqing smiled, and the smile was a little ferocious: "What is that? Don't tell me that because you love me, you don't mind what I have done." The expression on his face turned disdainful, and Mu Shaoqing didn't say anything.

Not hiding his disgust at such blind affection: "It makes me sick."

He knows that many women will be stupid enough not to mind what he has done just because they love someone, but he also knows that one day, this kind of not minding will turn into minding. Why?

Because no one can add a permanent shelf life to love. When I love you, I don’t mind everything about you, but when I don’t love you, I will still mind.

Who can guarantee that one person will love another person forever.

Mu Shaoqing's expression and eyes made Lu Xiaoxiao feel hurt. Didn't he actually trust her a little? This thought passed through her mind because she felt that if she were in Mu Shaoqing's situation now, no one would be able to trust her.

Won't believe it.

She had already made all kinds of preparations, and what she had to do at this moment was just to prove everything to him.

Look at me, Mu Shaoqing, look at me, let me tell you, you are never alone in this world.

The arm had been released a long time ago, and the wrist was already red and swollen from being scratched. The hand was trembling uncontrollably due to the pain. Lu Xiaoxiao reached out with a trembling hand and grabbed Mu Shaoqing's hand.

Mu Shaoqing's hands were cold. He was angry, roared, and disdainful, but his hands were always cold.

Lu Xiaoxiao knew that he was afraid.

His hand was held, and a pair of warm and trembling hands made Mu Shaoqing's whole body feel like electricity ran through him. He looked sideways at Lu Xiaoxiao, and she was also looking at him. Her eyes were as clear as the first time he saw her.

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Lu Xiaoxiao looked at him and said seriously: "The Mu Shaoqing I know is not as cold-blooded and ruthless as he described himself. He has a nice smile, but he doesn't always smile. There is always something in his eyes.

With a cold light that refuses happiness, I know that it's not that he can't have happiness, it's just that he refuses the right to be happy. Even if you want others to hate you

, I also want to tell you, I want to be the person who forgives you. I know your difficulties, your crime and punishment, your pain and your fear. Mu Shaoqing, I can accept you not because of the blindness of love.

Do everything. I just believe in you and the Mu Shaoqing I know. Although he also has a dark side, he is definitely not a cold-blooded person."

Mu Shaoqing's hand was trembling and she put it on her cheek. The warmth continued to be transferred from her hand to his palm and even to his heart. Mu Shaoqing stroked her face and murmured sadly.

: "Why do you choose to forgive me? Why don't you just run away like others? People like me don't deserve to be forgiven."

Lu Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly and tears flowed from his eyes: "Because... I have already made the best plan. Even if everyone in the world abandons you, I will still be by your side. If you are walking in hell, then I will

I will accompany you through hell. I have never been afraid of anything you do, because I believe that the Mu Shaoqing I know has his helplessness and principles in everything he does. What I am afraid of is that you refuse to believe it.

I."

What she was afraid of was indeed Mu Shaoqing's distrust. She wanted to redeem him, but once he didn't believe her, the redemption would be meaningless.

Mu Shaoqing's heart was so painful at the moment. She should have thought of it a long time ago. She should have thought that his little woman was special. She was different from others. She was the light that replaced the sun when he walked in the white night. She

Is his true sun.

She knew that he longed to be redeemed in his heart, and she did not hesitate to be the one to redeem him.

At this moment, Mu Shaoqing suddenly felt relieved. After so many years of carrying the burden on his back, he finally felt liberated at this moment. It turned out that he had never only longed to be hated, he also secretly longed for such a person.

You can truly forgive him from the bottom of your heart.

It's great that this person finally showed up.

"Fool, how could I not believe in me? I have believed from the beginning that you must be special, so I refuse to let you go no matter what. Xiaoxiao, my Xiaoxiao, it is because of you that the scenery in this world is beautiful.

Become beautiful. Because of you, I can be saved. Thank you for appearing in my life."

Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip, her nose was red, and she carefully brought his hand closer to her face: "Mu Shaoqing, I don't want to lose you again, let's not be separated again, okay?

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She really didn't want to lose Mu Shaoqing again. She had already lost enough. This sentence was almost begging. She hoped that he could hold her in his arms and say to her: From now on we will never be separated again.

It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if we don't talk about marriage now. It doesn't matter if you don't say you love me. At least let me know that after we confess to each other, there will be no need to separate. We can move on.

Mu Shaoqing smiled, but tears welled up in his eyes. He stretched out his hands and hugged her into his arms. His voice was very soft. What he said made Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes widen in shock.

He said: "I'm sorry..."

Lu Xiaoxiao opened his lips, tears kept rolling down, and he choked sadly: "Why?"

She will not know the meaning of sorry at this time, but why, why, Mu Shaoqing, haven't we already made it clear? Why do you still say sorry?

Mu Shaoqing hugged her tightly. At this moment, Lu Xiaoxiao was not the only one who was in heart-wrenching pain. He also felt the same in his heart, but he had to tell her that he was sorry.

Because Lu Xiaoxiao has really done a lot for him, and she is so good, which makes him realize even more that he is really not worthy.

"Xiaoxiao, I am very scared, afraid of getting married, afraid of family responsibilities, especially afraid of having children in the future. I always think about how terrible it would be if that child had my blood. I don't want such a child.

Know whether you should love him or not."

Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip. She opened her mouth to say something, but tears were flowing back, leaving her speechless. At this time, Mu Shaoqing said what she wanted to say for her.

"I know this is not enough to keep you from getting close to me. In my heart, you will always be brave and persistent in walking toward me, and you have extended your hand to me like this again and again. However, I can't face you now.

, because I can’t give you love, nor can I give you marriage.”

Lu Xiaoxiao closed his eyes, tears still flowing, and grabbed his clothes. Lu Xiaoxiao shook his head vigorously as if grasping the last straw: "I don't want this result, I don't want it, Mu

Shao Qing, I can do it, I can wait until you can give me all this."

Mu Shaoqing, as long as you make a promise, I will wait for as long as you want.

Taking a breath, Mu Shaoqing murmured sadly in her ear: "Let me tell you another secret. This is my last secret. This is something that even Mu Heng doesn't know. In fact, when my mother passed away,

I once forgave myself. Later, the reason why I hated myself and wanted others to hate me was because when my mother died, the doctor and

Mu Heng said that she could completely recover. If I hadn't taken off the oxygen mask, if my mother had survived, everything would have been different. Xiaoxiao, I killed her. I thought that even if I did that, I would kill my mother.

It was for the sake of my mother, but later I found out that it was really me who killed her. I would hate myself even if I faced you."

Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned, why is this happening...

Why, the whole thing turned out to be so cruel. Lu Xiaoxiao felt a wet feeling on her shoulders. Lu Xiaoxiao reached out and hugged him. At this time, she didn't know what else she could say.

The second time his tearful eyes hit her, it would only cause her more pain than before. The weight of these tears was heavier than the last time.

The proud Mu Shaoqing told her all this, which also showed that he really couldn't face her.

He put the most cruel side in front of her. His pride alone did not allow him to face her, not to mention his negative feelings. If they insist on being together now, it will only make the two of them suffer.

But Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't bear to be separated.

She just wanted to love him well, but why did she have to leave him? She was really reluctant to let him go.

Lu Xiaoxiao was extremely sad, but she found that her tears could no longer fall. She found that all her tears were used up today. From last night to now, her tears were all used up in the face of separation again and again.

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Holding Mu Shaoqing tightly, Lu Xiaoxiao murmured: "Is there really nothing we can do?"

There was nothing she could do with Lu Yu, and with Mu Shaoqing, she could only watch him leave?

Mu Shaoqing hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into her bones. He said: "This will not be the end of us. I will receive treatment. When I learn how to love someone and how to be calm,

Regarding marriage, you are the first person I will love, and you are the person I will marry. I don’t

I know how long it will take, but as long as you are willing to wait for me, I will definitely come. Lu Xiaoxiao, you have to remember that there is only this one chance to escape from me, and I will only give you this one chance. Wait until next time

When I take the initiative to find you, I will never let go of my hand again."

Lu Xiaoxiao trembled and nodded vigorously, "I will wait, I will wait for you, I will definitely wait for you."

She will wait no matter how long it takes, because this is Mu Shaoqing, and no matter what time, he will always keep his word, so she knows that this wait will not be fruitless.
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