Yangdian opened his mouth: "Don't be too sad, there are parents."

I sobbed and said, "No, I need him. I want to be with him until old age. How could he be so cruel? How could he go and leave without hesitation? He completely ignored the mess of my life!"

Finally, I was tired, so I shook my head slowly, stopped talking, leaned silently on Yangdian's shoulder, slowly closed my eyes, and everything in the past emerged uncontrollably.

I opened my eyes again, and couldn't believe it was the truth. I wish it was April Fool's Day and a dream. Ander was still downstairs of the dormitory, smiling at the corners of his lips and waiting for me with gentle eyes.

But the second day, the third day, the fourth day, and many days later, Ende did not appear again. The number I called repeatedly was a monotonous and emotional voice: "The number you called is an empty number, please check it before dialing."

I don’t know how many times I heard this sound, but I suddenly laughed and cried. I had known this for a long time that this was the truth, but I just didn’t want to admit it, and told myself stubbornly that he would come back. But I finally understood that he really left me, and my love and my first love were lost without warning.

My eyes were red and swollen, and I thought I could not shed tears. I could wipe my face with my hands, but it was still wet and hot.

When giving people the most beautiful expectations, the pain caused by leaving without hesitation is the deepest. Do you know that Ender? Whether you know or not, you have successfully interpreted this to the extreme.

From heaven to hell, and then crawling back to the world, I finally completed this difficult process. Yangdian was always by my side, and it was not until then that I gradually got to know this most familiar stranger.

In the year when Ande suddenly disappeared without warning, Yangdian and I became good friends. We have been classmates since we were young. When he first left, I felt sad that I had lost the whole world and fell ill in the apartment, thinking that I was in pain. Yangdian gave me meticulous care, accompanied me to see a doctor, fetched me medicine, and bought water, and dragged me out of the abyss of pain.

I firmly believe that there must be a reason for his departure, and that he will come back to explain to me. And if I die, what will my parents do? How sad they are! In this way, I gradually walked out of the quagmire of pain and began to wait day after day.

Two years passed quietly. After graduation, I stayed at school, hoping to keep our story and wait for him to come back one day. I often sit on the grass by the lake where I first met, look at the lake where we often stroll, imagine his heroic appearance, imagine him suddenly appearing, and walking towards me with a bunch of spirits under the cover of golden light...

"Ling'er, are you still eating? What are you thinking about?" Yangdian pulled my misty thoughts back to breakfast.

I smiled at him foolishly, picked up a bun and started staring at the TV.

"...The prince got married... and sent a congratulatory message..." The stuffed bun was put in his mouth. In the picture for more than ten seconds, I saw Ander's familiar sad smile, and the noble and beautiful bride came slowly with people's blessings.
Chapter completed!