412. Chapter 412 A Lifetime Search Failed 3
The first time I met Ni Shangyu, I felt that she was very similar to me. A woman with such an outstanding talent and unparalleled beauty was born in a brothel. She seemed to be a lotus that was untainted from the mud, and still maintained her nobility and purity.
Although I knew shortly after I had contacted her, she must not be a simple girl. But what does that matter? Who doesn’t have many secrets in his heart? What’s more, the willful Ling’er always makes trouble, she always smiles and extricates herself and says, “Ling’er is still a child.”
Until that happened.
Ling'er was not in a bad weather that day, so she ran out to drink all night and was poisoned later. When Ni Shangyu and I hurried to visit her, we didn't expect that she would become more serious.
Ji Ren's two words made Ni Shangyu leave quickly, and he was just worried about Ling'er. But later he heard that Ni Shangyu was the biggest murderer who poisoned Ling'er, and I still couldn't help but feel completely cold.
The woman who wrote poems and essays with me and regarded as a confidante by me may have been a murderer, and she was the one whom I was closest to.
Ling'er's hot face and closed eyes made my heart tightly tight. It was only then that I realized that I was not just a brother-sister relationship for her. I like her, and I could even love her. Her smile was always so pure, and her eyes were as bright as water, with innocence.
I was shocked by my discovery and heard the voice of Dongfang Feng: "If it was found out that she was the one who harmed Ling'er in the end, we would make her pay the price." I could feel his eyes falling on me.
If the woman I helped and admired harmed my sister, or the person I loved, then I would not care about her life and death, but I still held a glimmer of hope in my heart, and hope was not her.
I agreed without hesitation.
Ling'er's body suddenly trembled, and for a moment I was at a loss: "Ling'er, is it cold?"
She nodded and I wrapped her in another quilt.
Her eyes were blurred, as innocent as a deer, and shed all her sharpness: "Brother An, am I going to die?"
I couldn't help feeling distressed: "Ling'er, you won't die, you will live for a hundred years."
He immediately asked me: "Brother An, do you like me? I'm grown up, will you marry me?"
At this moment, I had to obey my heart, and nodded and agreed without caring about the eyes her four brothers cast. I thought, I really found my own happiness.
But everything that followed soon turned these into bubbles.
We met Dongfang Ling’s parents unexpectedly, and the best mother she mentioned was actually my mother!
My heart that had been healed for a long time couldn't help but be torn apart. After the detoxification of Ling'er was completed, we looked at each other in the same room.
Her eyes at me were full of kindness, gentleness, but also guilty, and I was just looking at her coldly.
"An'er, it's really you, my child!" Her expression was particularly complicated, surprised and happy.
I snorted: "Auntie, you recognize the wrong person. My mother died as early as I was young. I grew up in the palace." My heart was cold, although I knew at first sight that she was my mother. Her house "during her life" was full of portraits. No one in the world will look exactly the same except for brothers and sisters!
She wanted to speak but stopped: "Child, I'm sorry for you, the palace is not suitable for me."
The squeezed anger in my heart suddenly burst out: "Yes, you're sorry for me. The palace is not suitable for you, it's suitable for me? I have been watching other children love other mothers since I was a child, and I only have a father! My clothes and shoes were made by the queen, and she helped me up when I fell down. She is more like a mother than you! If you don't like the palace, you can let your father get you away, you can run away, why do you pretend to be dead? I'm that unimportant in your heart! Do you know how sad I am? Do you know!"
I, who showed me in a gentle image, broke out like this for the first time. It turned out that my biological mother was not dead, but I still lost her. She left me and became someone else's mother, and she was the gentlest and kindest mother in Ling'er's heart.
Chapter completed!