191. Chapter 191 The struggling fish on the shore
Sometimes, people can't control their hearts.
Once you find that you can't control yourself, even if you know that this is a road of no return, it will be too late to stop the cliff!
Or, when she realized Dai Xiaomeng's hostility towards her, or when Cheng Sizhe was warm and smiling at her, in short, she had realized that her feelings for Cheng Sizhe had far exceeded her expectations.
This is a feeling of fear and trepidation that she has never been here before when she has grown up.
Fu Ming stood on the balcony of the international student apartment wearing a long dress, twisting a light blue flower. After smelling it, she smiled in a daze. This was probably a kind of love smell, sweet, greasy, and sometimes deep and sometimes shallow.
However, this feeling of love made her both happy and worried. After all, Cheng Sizhe was married and loved his wife and daughter so much, and they were cousins. Even if she captured his heart, once this relationship was broken, it would be bound to be close to the world.
The taste of love is like poison, making people unable to stop. Even when she was approaching the sixth year of graduation and entering the intense stage of graduation thesis and defense, she still insisted on working part-time in the hotel. As long as she could see him every day, she felt very satisfied.
When she thought of graduation and going back to China, Fu Ming's heart became even more chaotic. No matter what kind of love it is - passionate love, unrequited love or even abnormal love, parting is always a cruel thing. And when she faces all this, she doesn't even have the one to talk to.
Fu Ming walked to the desk in disappointment and turned on the computer. After entering the Windows 98 system, the automatically logged in msn jumped in the lower right corner of the desktop. She gently clicked on the Donald Duck's avatar with the mouse, and a dialog box popped up: "Mickey Mouse, are you here?"
She hadn't met him for a while, her Donald Duck. Or did she completely ignore him because of her concern?
Fu Ming chuckled, sat down, and quickly typing on the keyboard: "Well. Have you been very busy lately? I haven't seen you go online for many days!"
Donald Duck cried, "You're more busy, okay! You're looking at your avatar in a busy state all day, and you can't bear to bother you." He is always so understanding.
"I'm sorry, I've been busy with papers recently."
"Haha, why are you sorry! Have you eaten lunch? Don't always eat hamburgers, that thing is not nutritious!"
"I've eaten. A Chinese restaurant has just opened next to our school, which is very good."
"Oh, that's great! How are you preparing for your graduation thesis?"
Fu Ming smiled and said, "It's almost done!"
"You must be cautious at the graduation checkpoint. Also, don't let yourself be too tired. Don't do the part-time job in the hotel anymore. If you lack money, just say something and I will find a way for you." Seeing that Fu Ming didn't say anything for a long time, he added, "Just lend it to you first!"
How could she use his money? Just a netizen, "Haha, when did you become such a mother-in-law? You're almost catching up with my mother, don't worry, I'll be able to be a good person! By the way, dear Mr. Donald Duck, have you been obedient recently?"
She had to look back from the edge of the cliff, hoping that there would be scenery on the shore that could take her sight away.
"Of course. I get up at six o'clock every morning for a morning jogging, then go to the morning market to buy soy milk and fried dough sticks, eat breakfast, and then go to work..."
Fu Ming accidentally looked up and saw the wall clock on the wall. He immediately sent an angry expression over and asked, "Hey, it should be past two in the morning now. It's time to go to bed?!"
Donald Duck then gave an innocent sweating expression: "I just want to chat with you for a while! Okay, go and do your business, I'm going to bed. Good night."
Chapter completed!